When You’re Gone

She sat in her chair, stepping on the carpet under her feet, and said nothing.

Lu Jinsheng had breakfast with her, but after a meal, he didn't seem to eat as much as she did.

I almost watched her all the time.

After breakfast, Liang Shu turned to get up from his chair, turned to go outside, but was stopped by Lu Jinsheng, "where are you going?"

"Go back to the room."

Lu Jinsheng put down his chopsticks. He probably didn't want to eat any more. He took a napkin to wipe his mouth and said, "someone is cleaning up that room. Don't go up for the time being."

Then Liang Shu said, "I want to go out for a walk, OK?"

He got up and followed her, "OK, I'll be with you."

I'm very happy to be able to go out for a rest.

As she walked to the door, Lu Jinsheng walked all the way behind her. When she got to the door, the two bodyguards were still guarding the door. When she came out, they frowned and began to speak. But suddenly they saw Lu Jinsheng, who appeared behind her, and they all bowed their heads.

Liang Shu clenched his teeth, raised his head and walked forward without expression. He did not forget to step on the shoes of one of the bodyguards.

Maybe everyone didn't expect her to be like this. The bodyguard's painful face changed. He frowned and stared at Liang Shu's back, but he could only bear it.

But another person raises his eyes to Lu Jinsheng, only to find that he has pulled his lips. He seems to be in a good mood.

Out of this area is the open ring road.

Liang Shu stood by the railings and looked at the boundless ocean in the distance. His sight could extend out wirelessly, as if he could not see the edge.

Lu Jinsheng went to her side, she looked at the scenery, he looked at people.

The morning wind was very comfortable. She turned her head and looked at the man beside her

He just picked his eyebrows and said nothing.

Liang Shu sneered, "don't tell me, what are you afraid of?"

"I'm not afraid of anything. There are thousands of islands in the world. It's no doubt looking for a needle in a haystack to find here. Ah Shu, there's almost no possibility for you to leave here." Lu Jinsheng is very understated.

She pursed her lips. "Do you want to be stuck here all your life? You don't want everything in Yucheng, your company... Everything? "

Lu Jinsheng hardly hesitated and nodded: "well, no more."

She put her fingers on the cold and hard railing, and her eyes were fixed on the reef below. She said, "it's just the two of us here. Do you really think about it? If you don't socialize, you get sick. "

He turned his head, his eyes gently fell on her face which was still too pale, and his deep eyes narrowed, "I said I was terminally ill, do you believe me? I don't need to be social, but if you need to, I can satisfy you. "

Liang Shu's eyes flashed, as if waiting for the following.

Lu Jinsheng leaned a little closer to her, still keeping the same tone as before, "well, when Gu Hansheng gets married again, there will be no trace of you in his career and family..." when he said this, he suddenly settled down, took a look at her, and continued to say in a very natural tone: "or when we get married and have children, then we will go back."

Smell speech, cool Shu suddenly some want to vomit, she is wringing eyebrow, turn a face to one side, no longer talk.

But Lu Jinsheng looked at her reaction. Her pretty eyebrows and corners of her eyes were full of ridicule. She said, "I'll treat you well in the future. As long as you like, I can respect your will and follow your way. Why don't you try?"

The woman's white fingers clasped the concrete guardrail and lowered her head, "I can't try."

Then she added, "I hate you."

With that, Liang Shu wrapped up his shawl and continued to walk along the ring road.

And Lu Jinsheng stood in situ looking at her back, the expression on her face could not say what it was, like it was not unexpected at all, but also like disappointment, could not say clearly.

He took his hands out of his trouser pockets, spread out his palms and looked down.

After a while, he followed.

The island is very big. Liangshu walks in the direction of the main entrance. It took nearly half an hour to get to the beach along the road around the island. The terrain here is flat, so it is a very suitable place for play and vacation.

She was a little tired. She found a palm tree and sat down. Then she didn't move.

After half an hour's rest, she continued to walk forward. Not long after that, across the woods, she saw the viewing platform on the first floor of her house.

At this time, Lu Jinsheng followed her and looked at her. After a moment of silence, he said, "if you like, I can let people open it."

Liang Shu blinked, "thank you."

She followed the road to the woods, through the low tropical vegetation, where they lived.

In the middle of the walk, she could not walk any more. Holding a tree to rest, Lu Jinsheng came forward and handed her water.

Liang shulengzheng didn't notice when he brought water.

She didn't ask. Of course, Lu Jinsheng couldn't be said to have been sent by bodyguards on the way.

She drank a few mouthfuls, holding the bottle, some ideas from the heart tactfully for a long time, still can't help asking: "I want to know what day is today?"

"November 20th."

It's been so long.

She was in a trance for a moment, and her heart was suddenly very uncomfortable. Especially when she thought that she didn't know how long she was going to stay here, and whether she could survive, she was filled with a kind of fear of the future.

Especially when I think about it, every day in the future is like yesterday and today, and there is no hope in life.

Especially when she thought that she might never see the people she wanted to see or hear in her life.

Especially when she is struggling here, they may forget her one day

She won't go to seek death, but such days will drive her into a madman after years.

Thinking of this, Liang Shu suddenly squatted down, his fingers clenched into fists, and his face became even paler.

Seeing this, Lu Jinsheng frowned and half knelt on the ground full of sand. He gently followed her back. Her thick black eyebrows were tightly twisted until her symptoms were better. Then he unscrewed the bottle cap and handed the water to her to gargle.

"What's wrong? Isn't everything fine when you eat in the morning? " He's still worried.

Liang Shu drank some water, but he was too lazy to care. Then he threw the water bottle aside and sat on the ground with his eyes closed, burying his face in his knees.

Her stuffy voice came, "when I left, it wasn't November. Isn't it going to snow in Yucheng soon?"

In the usual winter, when she was still in Budapest, she took Jiujiu to buy clothes for the winter.

Will Gu Hansheng take her to the mall in person this year? What kind of clothes would he buy her?

Jiujiu is a strange but easy to satisfy little girl. Liang Shu can even imagine the smile on her face when she receives the new clothes in her mind. It must be that her eyes smile into curved crescent, her teeth are white, and there are two dimples on her cheek.

In a crowded shopping mall, Gu Hansheng and her will become the focus of attention.

Wet tears soaked her skirt, she sucked nose, and stuffy said, "can I talk to Jiujiu on the phone?"

She really missed the little girl's voice.

Even she missed Gu Hansheng.

Lu Jinsheng looked at her, but did not speak.

Liang Shu didn't wait for a long time to reply. He buried his head and closed his eyes harder. More tears came out of his eyes.

Later, Lu Jinsheng went back with her on his back.

He could feel the salty tears soaking his clothes and falling on his skin, and the warm tears were endless.

On his back, Liang Shu grabbed the clothes on his arm, closed his eyes, and said in despair and grievance, "Lu Jinsheng, are you not afraid to force me to death? I really want to live hard, but once in a while, as long as I think that it will be like this all the time and I want to stay with you, I think that maybe death is a good choice. "

Lu Jinsheng carried her on his back and walked steadily. After a long time, he opened his lips and said to her, "if that day happens, I will accompany you."

She shook her head on his back and another tear came out.

Up to now, she has no way to make herself hoarse. She has no energy to fight with him. She just closes her eyes and shakes her head. Her voice is very light. "Please, don't come. I don't want to meet you in my next life. I'm really desperate."

She added: "if there is one day, I will curse you for being long, long and lonely."

But he laughed and didn't care at all, "well, OK."

Liang Shu sucked his nose, opened a little crack in his eyes, and didn't speak any more.

Lu Jinsheng said, "if I don't really see you, and you die, I'll go down to you and drive you all the way through santuchuan and naiheqiao. Finally, I'll watch you drink Mengpo soup. Then at the boundary, you go on the road of reincarnation, and I'll go to my hell alone."

The man's long legs slowly stepped up a step. In the place where Liangshu couldn't see, his eyes were foggy and his voice was light. "I don't want to meet you any more, ah Shu."

"But what's the future?" Liang Shu murmured.

Lu Jinsheng walked all the way back with her. This scene is also a beautiful scenery in the eyes of outsiders.

Mrs. Lin stood at the window of a room on the second floor and looked out. Lu Jinsheng came back with a cold on her back all the way. She was crazy. When they disappeared in the shade of trees, she shook her head and turned to another maid in the villa and said, "Mr. Lu is really a pet of his wife."

Another maid followed Mrs. Lin's line of sight, but she didn't see anyone. She said, "but it's obvious that people don't seem to appreciate it." the maid's words changed, "but it's strange. Why did they come to live in such a remote place? I think it's weird. "

"I don't know. We can do our own thing well, and don't be too curious."

The maid replied, "of course I know. If it wasn't for the high salary here, I wouldn't follow. The conditions are really strange."

Before they set out, they handed in all their certificates and belongings. Only people could follow them on board.

Then they can't use any electronic products here. They can't get in touch with their families for a year. After a year, when it's due here, they can get money and go home.

Because the Commission is too high, they think it's nothing more than not contacting their family for a year.

……

Lu Jinsheng took a cold all the way back to her bedroom. Now she has calmed down a lot, but her tears are dry on her face, sticky and tight. She goes to the bathroom to wash.

After two steps, Liang Shu looked back at the man who was about one meter away from her and said in a cold voice, "don't follow me."

Lu Jinsheng looked at her for two seconds without saying anything. Standing in the same place, he watched her walk into the bathroom.

She went to the bathroom to wash her face. Suddenly she looked up and found that the bathtub in the bathroom was missing. She had seen it yesterday.

After waiting for a while, she came out and saw Lu Jinsheng sitting on the sofa. She walked towards the door. Without waiting for him to ask, she said, "I don't want to stay with you. I'll look for some books."

However, Lu Jinsheng certainly won't listen to her words, also followed up.

No Internet, no other entertainment, it's just like reading.

Lu Jinsheng hasn't done anything out of line to her so far. The most important thing is to hold her hard.

But Liang Shu doesn't know how long this situation will last, just like she doesn't know how long she can stay here.

……

It's the end of November in Yucheng.

The temperature changes from day to day, getting colder day by day.

But this winter's weather forecast says it shouldn't snow.

Or there may be a light snow on a certain day.

Gu Hansheng goes to school to pick up Liang Jiujiu. Xu Shanhai leads her out of the school gate. The little girl is wrapped up in thick, and is carefully led by Xu Shanhai towards the car parked here.

The car to pick up Liang Jiujiu from school is the most low-key one, because I'm afraid some people will borrow it to make an article.

Of course, not many people know Liang Jiujiu's background in school.

There are relatively few people on this side of the road. Gu Hansheng opened the door and came down from inside when they were about to get close. Liang Jiujiu saw him coming down, ran towards him and rushed into his arms, "Uncle Gu."

Gu Hansheng picked her up and gave her a kiss on the face. "It's so cold."

Jiujiu hugged his neck and gave him a kiss on the face. "Let's get in the car."

On the way back to the house, the driver turned on the car radio, which was mixed with the sound of Jiujiu Talking from time to time. It was not abrupt, but rather lively.

Until the weather forecast said that there might not be snow in Yucheng this winter, Liang Jiujiu asked Gu Hansheng on the window, "ah, it won't snow this year. I said I wanted to wait and see."

Gu Hansheng told her, "not necessarily."

Liang Jiujiu then asked him, "Uncle Gu, when is the biggest snowfall year in Yucheng?"

The biggest snow year in Yucheng... Gu Hansheng thought silently for a while and answered her, "it was five years ago."

She was so surprised that her eyes lit up, "ah, it's like the year I was born."

"Well."

Basically, there was only Liang Jiujiu and Gu Hansheng on the bus. Gu Hansheng asked her what she had done in school today, and Liang Jiujiu counted them carefully. When it came to extracurricular practice in the afternoon, Liang Jiujiu said, "the teacher asked the students to get the seedlings they had planted before. With so many people in the class, I broke the seedlings alone."

Gu Hansheng touched the top of her hair and comforted her: "it doesn't sound like a very important thing."

"But it's a shame," Jiu Jiu stretched out her hands, rubbed her face like Gu Hansheng, and said, "if ah Shu knew, she would say I'm stupid."

At the mention of ah Shu, the car suddenly fell into silence.

Liang Jiujiu subconsciously raises her head to see Gu Hansheng's reaction. With guilt on her face and not knowing what to say next, she has to stare at the front, pretending that nothing has happened.

In fact, she was also very sad when Liang Shu left, but she knew that no matter where ah Shu was, she must love herself.

But it seems that in this case, the most injured and saddest is uncle Gu.

Aunt Shiqing told her that although uncle Gu didn't look very good, he was very sad. If Jiujiu listened carefully, he could even hear uncle Gu's heart crying loudly.

Liang Jiujiu looks at Gu Hansheng and finds that his face doesn't seem to change much, but it seems to be different.

She blinked, rushed at him and put her ear to his chest. Gu Hansheng didn't understand what she was doing all of a sudden. He looked down at her helplessly and said, "Jiu Jiu, what are you doing?" The little girl made a shush gesture to him. After a few seconds, she frowned a little, turned back to the driver Xiao Chen and politely said, "Uncle Xiao Chen, can you help me turn off the radio temporarily?"“ Good Xiao Chen replied. The radio was turned off by him, and the carriage was very quiet. Liang Jiujiu grabbed Gu Hansheng's shoulder and put his ear to Gu Hansheng's heart again. Gu Hansheng watched her do this series of actions silently, but didn't speak. About a minute later, Gu Hansheng asked, "what was Jiu Jiu doing?" Liang Jiujiu replied, "I'm listening to Uncle Gu's heart whether it's crying loudly." Gu Hansheng chuckled: "did you hear that?"“ Well, I hear you She nodded. But soon, Liang Jiujiu looked at Gu Hansheng seriously and said solemnly, "Uncle Gu, I know that a Shu's departure has caused a great blow to us, but you have to be strong." Gu Hansheng raised his hand and pinched her face. "Does Jiujiu think I'm not strong enough?" Liang Jiujiu nodded, but soon shook his head. After a while, she said, "I just mentioned ah Shu's name. I'm afraid you'll cry if you can't stand it." At this point, Liang Jiujiu looked at the two people sitting in front of her. Then she secretly moved her lips to Gu Hansheng's ears and covered them with her hands for fear that they would be heard. She whispered to Gu Hansheng, "Qu Eucalyptus told me that when ah Shu left you, you cried secretly." Gu Hansheng frowned and stared at her, "Qu eucalyptus has such a big mouth?" Liang Jiujiu covered her lips with a voice. Later, she realized that she had sold the Qu Eucalyptus. She quickly changed her words: "no, I forced her to say it."