When You’re Gone

It's getting late. She can't see anything even if she goes out at this time. In addition, she is not familiar with this place. What if there is an accident?

Although she knew that Lu Jinsheng would not let this accident happen.

Entering the room, Mrs. Lin just came out of the dining room and looked at her, "madam, come here and have something to eat." her eyes moved to her feet and found that she was stepping on the cold place barefoot. She said, "why don't you wear your shoes?"

Liang Shu looked down, didn't care, and didn't answer her. He walked towards the restaurant.

Mrs. Lin saw that she was very cold and alienated. She couldn't say anything more. She just went upstairs to take down her shoes.

We can only say we are glad that Mr. Lu is not here now, otherwise they will be scolded if they are seen by Mr. Lu.

There is a bowl of white porridge on the table, a stir fried vegetable and a soup, all of which are still steaming.

Liang Shu opened the chair and sat down. He closed his eyes with a spoon in his fingers and then raised his hand to scoop up a spoonful of porridge.

Now it seems that eating has become a mental disorder. She remembers that she never came before. She would never do that. Those innocent people at sea consumed too much of her mental energy.

Just like in the past, even if other people said it, she never felt thin, because since ancient times, women love beauty so much that she only felt slim at most.

Now, looking at herself in the mirror, she felt very strange.

There was no light in his eyes and no flesh on his face. He looked like a walking corpse without any vitality.

But Lu Jinsheng is right. She won't die.

Jiujiu is still waiting for her at home. She must be in a hurry for so many days.

There is Gu Hansheng. She hasn't even had time to digest the news. It turns out that what he said before is true. Behind the so-called hardship lies his father's life.

After going back, she must ask herself clearly.

As long as she's alive, there's a chance.

Thinking of this, Liang Shu slowly fed a spoonful of hot porridge into her mouth. Her eyes looked firm. This time, she did not swallow it directly as in the afternoon. She chewed it slowly with her teeth until her mouth was full of the smell of starch.

At the third bite, Mrs. Lin came back. She put her slippers on the side of her feet. "Madam, put on your shoes. You're not very well. You're more likely to catch cold."

But Liang Shu just took a look and didn't say anything. He didn't get Lin's affection.

Mrs. Lin was a little embarrassed, but she could only persuade at most, not really force her to cool down.

People working here, from sister Lin to bodyguards, even know that Liang Shu is more important than Lu Jinsheng to a certain extent.

Liang Shu is eating quietly, and sister-in-law Lin does not leave, so she stands quietly and looks at her.

After eating half a bowl of rice porridge, she didn't move any more. Seeing this, Mrs. Lin came forward and gave her half a bowl of bone soup, which had been stewed for half an afternoon. She said with a smile, "madam, have some of this."

Bone soup is very white in color and rich in flavor. There is no oil or water on the surface. Liang Shu takes it up and drinks it. He thinks it tastes very light, so he puts it down.

She asked Mrs. Lin, "where's Lu Jinsheng?"

Mrs. Lin shook her head. "Mr. Lu is out."

"And where did he go?"

"This... We don't know."

In fact, she just casually asked where Lu Jinsheng was going. It was absolutely impossible for her to tell these servants.

She put down the spoon, got up and went outside.

She only looked at the shoes that Mrs. Lin took down for her. She was still barefoot and went out. She was thin, but her back was straight.

In the villa, she can turn around at will. In fact, there are several exits on the first floor. From the side of the side hall, and then through a corridor full of transparent glass, you can get to the viewing platform on the first floor. There is a door on the viewing platform. From here, you can go out to the beach.

But the door was locked.

She walked all over the first floor, but didn't find anything related to the Internet, no phone, not even TV.

It seems that Lu Jinsheng is really going to imprison her on this island.

Even at dusk, the air here is warm and hot, but it's not as dry and hot as pure tropical climate. The temperature may be a little higher during the day, and at this time, everything is the most suitable.

The wind is comfortable and the temperature is just right.

Liang Shu is searching for places in the world with such climate in her mind, but her brain capacity is limited after all, and she is not an expert in this field.

She went back and found that sister-in-law Lin was not far away from her, which was a living surveillance.

Liang Shu didn't get angry, but she didn't look very good. She said to Mrs. Lin, "I want to read a book. Is there a book to read?"

Lin sister-in-law one Zheng, busily nods, "have, there is Sir's study on the second floor, there are a lot of books to read."

When she arrived at the stairs on the second floor, she saw that sister-in-law Lin was still following her. Liang Shu's face became colder. She turned and looked at her: "can you not follow me?"

"I'm just afraid, ma'am, you need anything at any time."

"I don't have any need. It's better for any of you not to appear in front of me. This villa can't even fly a mosquito. There are bodyguards at the door. Where else can I go? Besides, even if I go out, can I swim away from the island? "

Liang Shu suddenly interrupted sister-in-law Lin's words. She tried her best to say such a long paragraph. She was a little short of breath. Her fingers clung to the handrail of the stairs and closed her eyes slowly.

Mrs. Lin stood there looking embarrassed.

In fact, all this was what Mr. Lu meant, but she could not say so, so she had to stand in silence and did not speak.

Liang Shu clenched his fingers, opened his eyes, and resumed his expressionless face. "Don't follow me any more. I'll say what I need."

With that, she turned and walked to the corridor on the second floor. Her back was still lonely and thin.

There were not many rooms on the second floor. She opened the second door and found it.

The style of this house is bright as a whole, with strong modern flavor. Almost every room has a good viewing experience.

The study is also a French window style, with a small terrace outside. There are books on the right side of the door, a desk in the middle, a circular carpet on the ground, and some delicate gadgets on the left.

At the moment, the beautiful scenery outside is at a glance, but Liang Shu is not in the mood. She turns on the light and the room lights up.

The sound of footsteps came from the corridor. She looked sideways and saw a fat shadow reflected in the yellow light. She felt very agitated and threw up the door very loudly.

There are many books on the shelf.

She looked for a lot of original books, literary works, or professional knowledge in related fields next to the shelves. Basically, they were all commercial. There was also a place where some fast food literature was put.

This kind of books is most suitable for girls to use in their spare time.

After looking around, I found almost nothing related to geography, and even no introduction to local conditions and customs.

It seems that the island is quite big, because when they came that night, it seemed that the car had been driving around the ring road for some time before it arrived here. The exact time is not estimated. She was in a semi coma at that time.

However, all the signs indicate that there are probably no other people on the island at all, because the view out of the window is clean and quiet, and there is no sign of anyone.

Liang Shu suddenly understood that this might be Lu Jinsheng's private island.

He brought her here all the way. It seems that he hasn't left these days. Is he going to give up everything?

Thinking of this, Liang Shu suddenly felt a chill rising from his back.

Is Lu Jinsheng really planning to trap her here all her life?

She also held a book with no words in her hand. The carpet was very soft under her feet. She threw the book aside and walked slowly to the window. Her faint shadow appeared in the glass window, which had a very unreal feeling.

Soon, she ran out of her study and asked sister-in-law Lin, who was still standing at the corner, "do you have any books about geography or local customs?"

Mrs. Lin didn't quite understand. She went back to: "there are many books in Mr. Lin's bookshelf. There should be some on it."

Liang Shu stopped talking.

Mrs. Lin didn't know what she was thinking, so she said with a smile, "if you want to read this kind of books, I'll tell my husband tomorrow that he can buy them for you."

"No," Leng Shu said coldly. Then she turned around and walked out. After two steps, she looked back at Mrs. Lin again. "Don't tell him I want to read this kind of books. If I ask casually, there are so many books on the shelf that I can read them."

"Oh, yes." Sister Lin nodded.

Back to the study, Liang Shu stood in front of the French window.

She squatted down slowly, and there was a kind of despair spreading in her eyes. Not long ago, she said that as long as she was alive, there would be hope. But why can't she see a glimmer of dawn now?

Lu Jinsheng was a burden to her when she didn't love her before.

Now she has to, it's a kind of torture.

I don't know how long later, someone knocked on the door. When Liang Shu heard the knock, his eyes flashed, but he ignored it.

The knock lasted three times. Seeing that no one answered, Mrs. Lin pushed the door open.

When she opened the door, she found a figure squatting in front of the French window. She breathed a sigh to herself. Mrs. Lin walked in and put her flower tea on the desk. She said to Liang Shu in a low voice, "madam, I've given you some tea to warm your stomach. If you have time, you can have a drink."

After a while, the footsteps gradually away, the door was gently closed, as if it had just happened.

Lengshu squatted tired and felt dizzy, so she sat on the ground with her knees in her arms and looked out at the sky and the sea.

At this moment, the sun has completely set. The sea is dark and foggy. It is not like the sea, but like the forest.

On the calm sea, there was no ship, only countless seabirds flying on it.

Liang Shu stayed in her study for two or three hours, but she didn't do anything. She just looked out of the window. She felt really tired and got up.

There is a cup of cool tea on the desk, and there are some opened books beside it. She looks down, and some places on it are sketched.

Her eyelashes trembled twice, thinking that Lu Jinsheng spent a lot of time here during her deep sleep.

After standing for nearly two minutes, Liang Shu picked up the cup of tea, tilted his finger slightly, and all the pens in the cup fell on the open book.

After that, she took the handle of the quilt, turned and looked at the transparent French window. Then her eyes flashed and she took two steps forward.

The next second, she smashed the quilt on the window.

With a bang, the glass broke when it met the hard tempered glass, and the fragments splashed everywhere. One of them even rubbed her cheek. The sharp glass fragments scratched her skin with a thin bloodstain, and the pain was very sharp for a moment.

But Liang Shu never blinked when he looked at the intact glass window.

She walked barefoot towards the door.

All the way back to the bedroom, I didn't know what time it was. I didn't even wash my feet, so I went straight to bed with dirt.

Maybe after eating and regaining her vitality, she went to sleep again soon.

……

In the middle of the night, the moonlight slowly poured into the room from the window.

There is no light in the room, but you can still see the outline of the room clearly by the moonlight.

She locked the door before entering the room.

At the moment, when he opened his eyes, there was a dark figure sitting beside the bed, and this man's hand was stretching towards him. Liang Shu was shaking in his heart, his brain was clear, and he reached out and grasped his hand accurately.

Her fingers are gentle, but the man's hands are warm and cool.

Liang Shu suddenly thought of a cold-blooded animal, and they were the same.

She stopped him from getting close to herself, and then she leaned deep into the bed, looking at him with alert eyes.

In the quiet room, a man's low voice sounded, as if with a sigh. "Sister Lin said that you ate something in the evening. At first, I didn't believe it. Now, it's true?"

After all, when I just grabbed his hand, I seemed to have more strength.

She did not speak and looked at him against the bed.

"Why don't you wear shoes, eh? Although it's more pleasant than Yucheng, the floor is always cold. It's easy to catch a cold if you don't wear shoes. If you step on something, what should you do? "

Lu Jinsheng, with a smile on his lips, continued, "for example, the broken glass in the study."

When it comes to broken glass, there seems to be a faint smile in his words.

In fact, it is. When he came back, he asked her what she had done this evening. She said that she had been around on the first floor. Then she said that she wanted to read a book, so she went to the study. Then she stayed in the study for two or three hours.

I went back to my room to sleep.

Lu Jinsheng went up to the second floor and went to the study first. He didn't want to know what books she read in the study, but he was curious about her staying in the study for two or three hours.

Push open the door to go in and smell the faint fragrance of tea, and then there is the broken glass in front of the French window.

His eyes darkened a few times, his face as usual, and he couldn't see the emotions.

But later, when his eyes touched the books soaked in tea on the desk, his face softened a lot. He even outlined a faint smile at the corner of his mouth. It was a good thing for her to start to be emotional.

Lu Jinsheng likes her to lose her temper more than she is dead.

It's just that the broken glass doesn't seem to have been smashed on the ground. There are some traces of water stains on the window glass. Later, Lu Jinsheng went to see the surveillance video of the study and found that she really broke the quilt by throwing it on the window.

In the picture, the splashing pieces of glass scratch her face. Lu Jinsheng also sees the detail.

At the moment, the light in the room is very dark. She lowers her head slightly. Her long hair covers most of her face. Lu Jinsheng can't see the scar on her face at all.

He sat forward and stretched out his hand to her. Liang Shu could not retreat now. She gritted her teeth and said, "don't touch me."

Lu Jinsheng's fingers were stiff in the air for half a moment. Then she stretched out her long hair in her own way. Liang Shu resisted very much and raised her voice. "Lu Jinsheng, I told you not to touch me!"

"Is that touching you?" His eyes were sharp, but his tone was still light. "Ah Shu, you are a married man. You should know what touch is."

The last word, his pronunciation is very heavy.

Smell speech, cool Shu suddenly looked up at him, eyes finally revealed some panic expression, teeth tightly bite lower lip, look at his eyes like an enemy.

At this time, Liang Shu finally stopped struggling.

Lu Jinsheng stretched out his hand to open the warm desk lamp at the head of the bed, and this place suddenly lit up.

With one hand, he pulled away her long hair, and with the other hand, he pinched her chin and let her slightly raise her head. The small wound on her cheek was scabby and blood clotted on it. It looked bigger than the red tear mole at the corner of her right eye.

Even now I've lost a lot of weight, this face is still beautiful.

These are the most beautiful eyes he has ever seen in his life.

In the past, he didn't want to admit it, but along the way, some emotions hidden in the deepest part of his life seemed to be unable to be repressed. Even if he did, he had to live for himself.

Liang Shu's head slightly deviated, released his chin from his hands and glared at him.

Lu Jinsheng smiles, "you look at me like this, I'm still very happy."

She lowered her eyes, gripped the bedding tightly with her fingers, and said in a low voice, "when are you going out? I'm sleepy. "

"Sleepy? That's just right. I'm almost the same. That one... "

Before Lu Jinsheng spoke, he was interrupted by Liang Shu, "get out of here --"

Then she raised her hand and wanted to slap him, but Lu Jinsheng reached out and stopped her. The man's eyes were full of hatred. He stared at her, but in a short moment he shifted the conversation. He said, "don't you want a gun in the daytime? I brought it to you

Before Liang Shu spoke, he saw something coming out of his waist with his left hand. Soon, a delicate black pistol turned several times in his hand.

He took her hand, put the cold thing in her hand, and then led her to hold the gun.

Liang Shu looked at the thing in her hand, her eyes were very cold. Soon, her right index finger was against the black trigger, and she felt an impulse to pull it off.

And Lu Jinsheng slowly released his hand, holding the black muzzle of the gun with his fingers, pulled it over to the position of his chest, and stared at her for a moment, "will you shoot? Just open that thing with your fingers. "

Liang Shu stares at the place where his fingers hold him, and at the other end, near his heart.

Her fingers trembled several times and she said with a sneer, "how do I know if there are bullets in it?"

After all, Lu Jinsheng is a cunning person for her.

His laughter came from his head, which sounded strange in the quiet night.

The next two changes came too soon. Almost before she could react, the gun she was holding instantly returned to Lu Jinsheng. The next second, he turned his finger to the dressing mirror, but his eyes were always on her face.

There was a bang.

The sound of the gun in the quiet night was deafening enough to disturb the seabirds in the trees outside, and the mirror was torn apart by the bullet.

The crash of the glass broke the ground.

Liang Shu's eyes were full of panic, his face was pale, his pupils were dilated, his ears were buzzing, and he looked at what had just happened unbelievably.

But Lu Jinsheng didn't respond. There was white smoke at the muzzle of the gun, and the smell of gunpowder was diffused.

He hooked his lips coldly, flipped his fingers, loaded the bullet again, and then put the gun in her hand again, still holding the muzzle against his chest. He said, "do you believe it now?"

Liang Shu couldn't calm down. Her whole body was shaking and her eyes were very complicated. She looked at her hand and her lips were tightly pressed.

Lu Jinsheng's voice fell on her eardrum like a magic spell: "ah Shu, don't you want me to die? I'll give you a chance now and miss it. If you want me to die in the future, you can't

"Pull the trigger and it's all over." He dropped his voice.

Liang Shu's face suddenly became a little painful and her eyes were moist. She looked up at his face and went back to the gun she had just fired. Her fingers trembled even more.

Lu Jinsheng saw her so suddenly smile, his fingers back a step, holding her hand, increase strength grip, "is not like this to kill people? So it's painful, right? But who am I? I'm Lu Jinsheng. I'm the one who decides to pester you for a lifetime. No matter whether you are married or not, whether you have a family or other men you like, don't you want to get rid of such people? "

Tears suddenly rolled down her eyes, her lower lip was almost bleeding from her grinding, she could not control her hand, but there was really no way to really listen to him pull the trigger.

"Ah Shu, if you think about it clearly, the sand man is an instant thing. When the gun is fired, everything is over. When a man dies, he is just a corpse, just like a piece of meat."

"Come on, pull the trigger, ah Shu."

Her eyelashes were trembling, her nose was red, and her mouth was slightly open, as if she couldn't breathe. He said that at the moment of pulling the trigger, lengshu suddenly closed her eyes. Soon, she pulled back her fingers, and the gun fell on the quilt.

Lu Jinsheng looked at her with red eyes, but he didn't know what he thought.

Should be happy? She didn't want to kill him or just didn't want to? He thinks it should be the former. He has always been a dangerous person. At that time, he may have made the most decisive bet in his life. He completely opened himself up and put it in front of her. In addition, he also wanted to bet whether it was possible between him and her. And this is a big chip. It's a bet on his life. He went to her reaction, coolly lowered his head, tears drop by drop fell on her shaking hands. Lu Jinsheng reached out and pulled away her long hair. At that moment, warm water fell on the back of his hand, and then fell into the quilt along the back of his hand. He raised his hand to wipe away the tears on her face. But Liang Shu looked at him dimly with tears in her eyes. She looked very pitiful, as if she had been forced out of her heart by the scene just now. Her voice rarely prayed, "you let me go, let me go back." Lu Jinsheng's eyes are very compassionate and his voice is light. He looks at her and shakes his head. "It's impossible."“ Lu Jinsheng, it's impossible for us in this life. Let's talk about it in the next life, OK? " Lu Jinsheng wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes again and laughed, "ah Shu, you know, this life alone has been painful enough, there is no next life..." under the palm of his hand, he calmly looked at her and said, "if there is, then I promise you that I will not meet you in the next life. After a hundred years, you should have a good baby. Don't meet me like this, From then on, I can't get rid of it. " Liang Shu shook his head, bit his lip and said vaguely, "if you put it down, we can get rid of it. It's painful, isn't it? I'm the one who killed Liang Xiyin and Lu Yao. How can you think of being with me... "" I don't care about those things. I only want you now, "he said with an ethereal look in his eyes." if you have the ability, you can try to escape, but you'd better not let me know. " He withdrew his hand, picked up the gun, neatly removed the bullet clip, and said, "I don't think it happened when you asked Mrs. Lin for those books today. Ah Shu, you should know very well that there is no one on this island except us. Even if you know where it is, you can't tell Gu Hansheng, unless you really have the ability to disappear here." After cleaning up, he got up, put out the lamp beside him, stood by the bed and looked at her, "go to sleep, I won't move you for the time being, I will have someone to clean up the things in the room tomorrow morning, and remember to wear shoes when I get out of bed." He stepped on the broken glass and walked towards the door. It seemed that he was still not at ease. He looked back at the slight bump on the bed and added: "ah Shu, don't try to torture me by tormenting your body. In the end, you will only suffer yourself." Liang Shu lay on the bed with his back to him, motionless, and didn't know if he was asleep. After waiting for a while, he still said, "it's right that you didn't choose to shoot just now. Otherwise, I'll be dead. Ah Shu, you will be the only one left on the island. How can you go back?" "As for the bodyguards and servants, you can treat them as if they don't exist." The sound of footsteps went away, the door was completely closed, Liang Shu slowly opened his eyes, and the hand holding the quilt also began to release slowly The next morning, Lu Jinsheng came to take her downstairs. Before the broken glass in the room was cleaned up, he patiently waited for her to wash. After that, he took her downstairs and went all the way to the restaurant. After last night, Liang Shu knew that it was useless to resist, so he didn't waste his energy. And downstairs, she found that every part of the house was covered with a layer of soft carpet, and no corner was spared. Lu Jinsheng noticed her eyes. He put her on the chair and said, "it's a bit of trouble, but it's not so difficult."