The.Mistress

I submit to her because it's the only way I can have her. I submit to her and thought I could be in this arrangement forever. I submit to her but can't tell her I loved her. I thought it's better this way than not with her at all. But my heart wanted more. I wanted to have a life with her and not the stolen moments we shared. She wanted to rule and reign over me. But in truth I wasn't really a sub by nature. I only did this because of her. And my fake submissive act has its own end. My alpha obsessive streak wanted to come out and dominate.I wondered who would win and who would bend between the two of