Short Horror Stories

First of all, I want to tell you how much I love you and that, I am terribly sorry. I should have just let them touch me, but I was too afraid you you will be disgusted with me afterwards. I should have just fight with you, but I was too weak and all I could do is cry. I let them hurt you because I can't bring myself to protect you. I regret every seconds that passed since that day. They just dump your body in the river, still I can't catch up to you because I was too afraid to die. They r.a.p.ed me afterwards and I can't do anything but to cry. They brought me to the police and told them that you were abusing me. That they saved me from you and that you were able to escape when the truth is, you're dead. I can't tell the police the truth because they said they would kill me, and my family. Once again, I was too afraid to die. I've locked myself in my room for days now still I can't think of any way to forgive myself for what I didn't do for you. I love you so much that it's too hard to let the days pass knowing you're not here anymore, that only I can do something for you but I am too coward to do so. I am so sorry. I'll hold on to this letter as I would hang myself. My parents are away so it should be enough time to let me die. I know I was afraid of death, but thinking that you could be waiting for me in the afterlife just somehow soothes me. I want to see you again. I love you.