With Love and Time

I have always relied on this. Luo Xiangdong would rather bear Kuang Yiyang than bear me. I should have more confidence in him. Just many times. The human mind is not controlled by reason. I also want to be more decisive. But there are too many uncertain factors around Luo Xiangdong. I was scared, afraid that he would be like those people who had left the field suddenly in my life, and he told me to see you a second before. But I'll never see you again in the next second.

Time for a meal at noon. Wei Zheng and Zheng Zeyu talked a lot with me, and they are considered friends. I said some nice things that didn't sound well, which reminded me.

Wei Zheng said to me: "Zijin. We tell you this, not to make you retreat. You have to believe in Xiangdong. Unless he tells you that it's impossible. Don't let go of his hand first."

With this sentence, I will always remember their good.

Nodding, I picked up the wine glass in front of me. He said: "Brother Zheng. Brother Zeyu. Let's stop talking politely, we are all in the wine."

Zheng Zeyu smiled. He looked at me and said, "It's like when I first met you, refreshing."

The evaluations of my friends and family members are refreshing. Quick, but only my previous boyfriends know who I am. Maybe I am more open-minded in friendship and family relationships, so I am very extreme when I fall in love, and I am totally different from my usual self.

I know this is very unfair to my boyfriends around me, but love is like this. I can't tolerate a grain of sand in my eyes, and I can't tolerate half of it emotionally. Perhaps it was because of my stubbornness in love that I forced Chen Wenhang and Ji Guanxin away.

I used to think I was right in everything, but now I feel that I broke up, and no one slapped it. Everyone was wrong. I can't save anything, but I can only try to avoid the mistakes I made before when I was with Luo Xiangdong.

When Luo Xiangdong arrived at Night City, it was already past eight o'clock in the evening. He called me as soon as he got off the plane, and I picked it up soon.

"Hey, eastward."

When I answered his phone, I was in my bedroom, holding my mobile phone to look at the photo of the two of us over the past six months.

Luo Xiangdong’s voice was unconcealed and anxious. After calling my name, he said: "I have arrived at Night City. I just got off the plane. I will transfer to Winter City in 20 minutes. It is estimated that I will arrive at 11 o’clock at the latest. Liangcheng."

When I think of him traveling long distances, I feel distressed, and even my voice softens: "Don't worry, Brother Zheng and Brother Zeyu have told me that I am not angry with you anymore."

Luo Xiangdong sighed with a clear sigh of relief. He said, "Zi Jin, wait for my reply when I'm done. Don't think about it, you scared me to death."

There is exhaustion in his voice. This exhaustion not only comes from several days and dozens of hours of airplanes, but also exhaustion.

Listening to the redness of my eyes, I tried to endure the soreness in my throat, and said, "Okay, never again."

Luo Xiangdong said, "Don't cry, I feel distressed."

I'm already very cautious, but he still hears it in one ear. I burst into tears and my vision was blurred. This effort is not wrong, just miss him.

Luo Xiangdong coaxed me on the phone: "Be obedient, don't cry. This is my fault. It makes you scared. I am back. I promise to turn on it 24 hours a day, and you will never find me again."

I held the phone and nodded, tears falling, dripping on the cotton pajamas, only smudging in a circle.

Maybe it was my mother who heard me talking, she gently opened the door and came in, I quickly reached out and wiped my eyes. My mother stood at the door and asked me softly, "Is Xiangdong?"

I said ‘um’ and my mother said, "I’m back?"

"In the night city."

Luo Xiangdong said, "Is it Auntie? Give the phone to Auntie."

I don't know what Luo Xiangdong is going to say to my mother, or pass the phone to my mother. My mother reached out and took it, with an easygoing attitude: "Hey, Xiangdong."

In the quiet room, Luo Xiangdong’s voice came clearly from his mobile phone. He respectfully said: “Auntie, I’m sorry, the news on the Internet has caused trouble for you and your family.”

My mother said: "Wei Zheng and the others are here, and they also explained to us roughly. Since there is a misunderstanding, we can understand it. But you, toss all the way back and forth, pay attention to your body."

Luo Xiangdong said: "Auntie, I have less than fifteen minutes to board the flight to Winter City. It may be eleven o'clock in the middle of the night to Liangcheng. If you and uncle have not rested by then, I want to visit you. "

My mother quickly said: "It's okay, it's okay, come here, I'll wait with your uncle."

Luo Xiangdong comforted my mother with a few words, and then my mother handed me the phone. I have wiped away my tears, but my voice is still dull. Holding the phone, I said: "You have come to Winter City so late, and there is no train to return to Liangcheng. Take a taxi, be safe, and give it to me when you arrive. Call and I will pick you up."

Luo Xiangdong whispered: "Okay, don't cry, otherwise I feel uncomfortable."

I said ‘um’ and said a few more words of advice, because I knew that he was about to change the plane, and I didn’t hold him to talk.

When I hung up the phone, my mother sat on the side of the bed and said, "Seeing his eager heart to come back, he is still sincere."

I sat cross-legged on the bed and watched my mother and me panic together, and the soreness that I had just suppressed came up again. Holding back the tears, I whispered: "Mom, don't worry about me, I will take care of myself."

When my mother heard this, her eyes were red. She looked away and said with emotion: "I also talked with your dad. Since you like Luo Xiangdong so much, then we won't stop you. The relationship is between two people. It's a matter, but marriage is a matter of two families. If our family says no, I'm afraid that the Luo family will give you wrongs."

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I said: "Mom, don't worry, I can handle it, and you know that I am not the kind of person who can be angry with anyone."

My mother looked at me again, with her distressed red eyes. She whispered: "Your dad can't talk to you. He cried to me several times secretly. He said that he wanted to beat Luo Xiangdong twice when he thought you would get angry."

I sucked my nose, stretched out my hand to hold my mother's hand, and said, "I also have my bottom line, not for love, I can do everything."

My mother nodded and said, "I'm afraid that your child's beloved ghost will lose herself."

I shook my head: "No, the reason why I can talk to Xiangdong for so long is not because I am accommodating him, but because he has been accommodating me."

Luo Xiangdong understands my character too well and knows that I love him not because of money. I have been injured, have shadows, the most taboo is that men cheat. As long as Luo Xiangdong doesn't touch this, I'm actually very easy to get along with.

Nowadays, a fiancé appeared out of the sky, and the worst result was that Luo's family gave Luo Xiangdong. As long as Luo Xiangdong tells me that he doesn't want it, I believe him, and I will take care of more things with him.

Before getting on the plane, Luo Xiangdong sent me a text message with only three words: I love you.

Luo Xiangdong and I are not the ones who put the word ‘love’ on their lips. Compared to I love you, we often say that I like you, and what I like is not good.

Seeing these three words, I knew he was swearing to me and showing his loyalty to me.

With tears breaking into a smile, I also replied to him: I love you more.

It takes twelve hours to fly from Canada to Night City. I have been waiting for such a long time, and it is not less than two hours from Night City to Winter City.

After he got off the plane, he still called me the first time. I heard him getting in a taxi, saying he was coming to Liangcheng. The driver called for three hundred and six, and Luo Xiangdong talked to me, but he said casually without paying attention.

I immediately said: "What three hundred and six? Isn't this a wild price? You bargain with him, at most 220."

Luo Xiangdong smiled and said, "It doesn't matter."

I said: "If you have money, you can't be as prodigal as you. Hurry up, or you can call him and I will talk to him and see what he means."

Luo Xiangdong was amused by me. He said, "I haven't spoken to you for so long, so you let me call someone else, are you crazy?"

I know that Luo Xiangdong cannot bargain with the driver for eight hundred and ten yuan. It's just that the dull atmosphere between us vanishes as we go back and forth, talk and laugh.

Others were still in the taxi, but they said to me like no one else: "I've been thinking of you crazy for these two days."

I lay on the bed, looked at the lamp on the roof, curled my lips, and replied: "You keep a low profile, the driver is still there."

Luo Xiangdong said: "I think you still have to take care of others?"

I laughed aloud, and couldn't help turning over, facing in, saying back to him: "I miss you too."

Luo Xiangdong said: "Go to your house later, can you take you away in the middle of the night?"

My heart beat faster, but my mouth said: "Are you dreaming?"

Luo Xiangdong said, "It's impossible for your mother to let me live in your house."

I said: "It's impossible, you can ask Brother Zheng to book a room for you in Foley, so let's go there and make do for the night."

Luo Xiangdong said: "Where to live is not the point, the point is who you live with."

Look at the shameless look he said, although the driver couldn't see my face, but I was ashamed of it. I whispered: "Are you embarrassed? I'm afraid others won't know, right?"

Luo Xiangdong did not answer and asked, "You don't want me?"

I quickly replied: "Why not?" I wanted to die.

Luo Xiangdong said: "If you think I will go with me at night, I will tie you to my trouser belt and take you wherever you go."

He was half-joking and half-serious, but I suddenly felt a lot of emotion in my heart. It took just a few days of effort to separate and change the variables. It was not that I didn't trust him enough, but that the pressure from the outside world and around me couldn't be held by me alone.

I said, "Xiangdong, do you want to tell my parents what to say?"

Luo Xiangdong replied, and then said: "You have to pass your parents' level first, and you will take me to visit the two elderly people in the daytime tomorrow. Come once, always meet."

I said, "Xiangdong, don't be so hurry, our whole family didn't want to force you."

Luo Xiangdong said: "I can understand your family. After all, you are a woman, so it's not good to be with me without a name."