With Love and Time

After hanging up the phone, Zhang Danqing asked me: "Auntie is looking for you in a hurry?"

I replied: "Well, Brother Danqing. I have to go home first. Let's make an appointment another day."

The next day this time is really unknown.

Zhang Danqing got up with me when we walked outside the cash register. I took out my wallet. Zhang Danqing stopped me immediately. Say: "What are you doing? Come with me and still use your money?"

I think when I was young, I did come out to play with him. He never let us spend money.

Now that I am no longer a child, I don’t know how much money I make from work. But that's why I didn't dare to fight with him for fear that he would think too much.

After Zhang Danqing checked out. We both went out of the shop. He wants to take me home. I refused.

I'm also afraid that my mother will know that we are together, it will inevitably be another complaint.

I took a taxi back home, just opened + the door. I felt that the atmosphere in the room was not right. Because I saw my dad's shoes are also placed on the carpet in the hallway. And my dad is usually at home. The TV at home must be on, but today is quiet.

Called parents. In the end, only my dad's voice responded: "I'm back?"

I was so scared that I changed my slippers and walked into the living room. I saw my parents sitting on the sofa in the living room. My mother hugged her arms, without exception, her face was drooping. I am most afraid of her expression, because it means that she is already angry.

My dad looked up at me, the expression on his face was not natural. He didn't freak out, but he didn't laugh either. He just patted his side and said to me, "Come and sit."

I put down my bag, took off my coat and walked over to sit down.

It was really just the **** on the sofa. My mother frowned and looked at me. She said solemnly, "Did you see today's news?"

At such a critical moment, many answers flashed through my mind. see? did not see it?

If she saw it, she would definitely ask me what I thought. If you don’t see...

Two or three seconds have passed in an instant, and my mental capacity is poor, so don't engage in so many moths, tell the truth.

"Saw."

My mother burst into anger and said with her eyes open: "You saw Luo Xiangdong's fiancée, and are you still thinking about running out to play?"

My scalp was stiffened by her, but my heart was quiet at this moment. The one who is going to come will come eventually, and I replied aloud: "I have made an appointment long ago..."

My mother gritted my teeth angrily, it seemed like I was going to kill me in minutes. People who don’t know thought it was me who had a fiancee.

She stared at me and said, "How big are you? You didn't tell me that Luo Xiangdong went to Canada to negotiate a contract. What happened to his fiancee?"

I replied calmly: "I don't know either."

I didn't deliberately irritate my mother, nor deliberately pretend to be okay. In fact, I just don't know how to face it, I can't cry in front of them, saying that I can't hold it anymore, I can't reach Luo Xiangdong, and I don't know what's going on with him.

Seeing my negative response, my mother was so angry that she lost her temper. She said blankly: "You don't know? Then what do you know? You have been with him for such a long time, you don't know what's going on in the house?"

I was sad, but I tried to look calm on my face. Said: "I have never heard of him having a fiancée. Haven't you seen that the marriages mentioned on the Internet are all quoted? If it is true, why do you use quotes?"

My mother frowned and said: "Then what if Luo Xiangdong lied to you, or he really has a fiancé? What do you do?"

I:"……"

In the end, I couldn't help but look away. I could be expressionless, but I could not be open.

After a few seconds of silence, I replied: "He is not that kind of person."

Yes, I have to believe in Luo Xiangdong, he must have something unspeakable, I don't believe he will lie to me.

When my mother saw this, she said anxiously: "What's the use of guessing here? Have you contacted Luo Xiangdong? What did he say?"

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"The overseas telephone signal is not good and it has not been connected."

If Luo Xiangdong could see my current grievances, would he have the heart to shut down and put me in such a helpless situation?

I bet that if I said that Luo Xiangdong shut down and I couldn't get through, my mother would be so angry that he would lift the table. Then it will not be a question of whether things are true or false, but whether my mother can agree with Luo Xiangdong.

But my mother is not a fool. It's what I said. She still said with a calm face: "I could get through before, but I can't get through today? Did he deliberately not answer your call or something? Come on, what is this called?"

I have nothing to say, just silent.

My dad hadn’t spoken before. After waiting for a while, he said aloud: “Zijin, if people are really dissatisfied with us, then forget it. Since knowing that you are with Luo Xiangdong, your mom and I have been worried. Dad doesn’t I need you to live a rich life in this life. Don’t say you can support yourself now. Even if you don’t have a job, your mother and I can keep you safe in this life. We don’t need to sharpen your head and get into a rich family. ."

"Our family's conditions are considered good in Liangcheng, and you can barely find a right person in Winter City. But you and Luo Xiangdong, it is not his father who said that he is good at everything, but the two families do not match well. Even if you marry Luo When you go home, you will inevitably have to look up at people in the future. With a character like you, you can endure it for a day and a month, but you can't endure it for a year or ten. Besides, Dad can't bear to see you wronged..."

While talking, my dad choked up.

Originally, neither my mother nor I cried, but now my dad shed tears first, the soreness in my heart surged, and Yu Guang caught a glimpse of my mother's eyes.

After a while, my mother said aggrieved: "While talking about a contract to meet my fiancee in Canada while saying that I am coming to pick you up, is there such a bullying? If you think our family is not worthy of his family, then don't mention anything about getting married. It's a matter. Our family can't compare with his family except for the conditions. What is Zijin's worse than Luo Xiangdong? What can't be found? Why is it necessary for him?"

My mother said that my tears were falling down. It may be that I have felt that my family conditions are pretty good since I was young. Although I will not show any superiority, I still feel that I am not worse than anyone. But watching the news today, it is said that the Rong family and the Luo family are close friends, and Rong Xin is the long-term granddaughter of the Rong family. She is deeply loved by Rong Ming and Rong Shizhang, and that people truly live the princess life from the next life.

If Luo Xiangdong is undoubtedly a prince, then I am not sure whether it is a princess or a Cinderella who is worthy of him.

At three or four o'clock in the afternoon in the north in October, the sunlight is already insufficient. Even though there are windows on three sides in the living room, I still feel that the room is groggy. My dad's eyes are red, my mom is crying, and I don't know whether to pretend or let the tears flow by themselves.

I have always hated the fact that the two people make the family embarrassed, but now the Luo Xiangdong incident has made my whole family bleak, and the anger and resentment in my heart have gradually increased.

People are most afraid of extreme thinking. Although I was afraid before, I was still stubbornly willing to believe that Luo Xiangdong would not lie to me. But how many self-righteous losses have I suffered over the years? I am always willing to believe in everyone, but not everyone can do not lie to me or hurt me.

Sitting on the sofa in the living room, my parents talked a lot to me. Just like before I was going to Yecheng to study at university, they were so uneasy and wanted to tell me all their life experiences and insights.

At that time... I got my left ear in and right ear out. I always feel that I am smart and will not be deceived, but reality has taught me a **** lesson, and it has made me understand that a person's unreserved heart and lungs are likely to be heart-piercing in return.

I really miss the heartless days when I was a child.

From less than four o'clock in the afternoon, talking until seven o'clock in the evening, I even cried and said that I was exhausted. During this period, my mobile phone did not receive any calls or SMS about Luo Xiangdong.

Later, my dad said, "Don't be uncomfortable. It's not our fault. Whatever we want to do here, can't change the decision of others. We all get up to clean up and go out to eat."

My mother got up and got off the sofa, and while walking towards the master bedroom, she whispered: "I'm not eating anymore, you can go."

Seeing her running away in a hurry, my tears burst in an instant. I really want to call and scold Luo Xiangdong. Why does he torture my family like this?

My mother is like this, I naturally can't eat. In the end, I went back to each house, and I called Luo Xiangdong with my mobile phone, and heard it say: "Sorry, the phone you dialed is turned off."

I was so angry that I almost smashed the phone.

I wanted to shut it down directly, but after thinking about it, I couldn't swallow this breath. I trembling my fingers and sent a text message to Luo Xiangdong, telling him that there is a kind of thing to do not answer my phone in this life, and don't come to me again.

After sending it out, I turned off the phone and lay on the bed and took a deep breath. I don't want to cry, otherwise I always feel wasted tears. My dad is right. It is not us who did the wrong thing, and it is not us who can decide the final result.

This feeling of helplessness makes people feel passive and exhausted, and most importantly, the feeling that one's own happiness is in the hands of others is very uncomfortable.

When the phone was turned off, there was no need to answer other people's calls, and no longer to mistake other people's calls for Luo Xiangdong's calls, and then reflexively looked at them as quickly as possible, and ended up disappointed and self-deprecating.

Lying on the bed until ten in the evening, my mother knocked on the door and came in and turned on the light. I lay with my back to the door and did not fall asleep.

My mother sat on the side of the bed and whispered, "Zijin, get up to eat something, have you eaten at noon? Are you hungry?"

I turned my head and saw my mother's red and swollen eyes. My heart was extremely sad. I held back my tears and whispered, "It's okay, I'm not hungry."

My mother looked at me, the distressed color in her eyes was so obvious that it hurt my eyes and heart.