With Love and Time

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Only those who are insecure will catch up on the other side's little troubles, and only those who have been injured will clearly feel wronged in their hearts but dare not speak out boldly.

The former is like a mental illness, and the latter is like a resentful woman.

Women are destined to be the first in love in this life, but how many women are bent on love. I really responded to that sentence: the more you care, the more frustrated.

Women are most afraid of living without themselves. I am used to seeing the elders and friends around me, who are all bruised and bruised by marriage and love. In the past, I vowed to say that I would never become like them, but now, I am retribution.

Sitting alone on the sofa in the living room in a daze, I no longer know whether my heart is more sad or more difficult. I feel very sad. I knew this earlier. I would rather be alone, at least I would eat myself and my family would not be hungry.

Seeing that I was sitting on the sofa motionless, kgb and eenb had no intention of opening a meal. They also gave up pleasing me, and lied on the ground with their eyes closed.

I was asleep, and I didn't feel sleepy at all. In addition to the phone call I just made with Luo Xiangdong, I was full of images of disarray. In that kind of place, as long as there is money, the women don't pounce on him in batches?

He said he loved me, and he went to that place...I was so angry and sad that the roots of my teeth were clenched.

At 11:25 at night, it was less than half an hour before I talked to Luo Xiangdong. It was a silent room, but suddenly there was the sound of the key opening|the door.

This sound frightened me. At first I thought it was the next door, until Yu Guang caught a glimpse of the door on my left side being opened. I fixed my eyes and found that the person at the door turned out to be Luo Xiangdong!

Luo Xiangdong retrieved the key and stepped forward.

I was sitting on the sofa, just in line with him. Looking at him sideways, he was more surprised than surprised.

Luo Xiangdong changed his shoes and walked in. He looked at me and said, "A friend is doing an affair in the evening, and everyone went there. I didn't want to stay too much. Just when you called, I said that you think I can't think of it, so I escaped."

After speaking, he sat next to me, reaching out to put his hand on my shoulder. I immediately took a back and looked at him with full eyes and said, "Have you looked for a woman?"

I can't keep a word in my heart.

Luo Xiangdong immediately picked up his eyes and quickly replied: "I didn't look for it. I don't believe you. Ask Zheng. When I first called you, I came out to pick you up. Someone came out from the private room next to him. The girl is not our house. of."

What he said was really slippery, but I was dubious. Staring at his face, at a certain moment, I suddenly leaned forward, lowered my head and smelled him.

There was a faint fragrance of perfume on his coat, but it was not feminine, and it smelled of smoke and alcohol.

I sniffed carefully, for fear that I might miss any clues. Luo Xiangdong’s faint laughter hit me, and he said, “I knew you cared so much. I’ll take you with you. I saw you sleep so soundly before, so I didn’t want to wake you up.”

He reached out and touched my head, this time I didn't refuse.

Straightening up again, I looked at him and said, "Who is there today?"

Luo Xiangdong first said some names that I know, and then said: "There are still some that you are not familiar with, and you don't know them."

I said, "Then they didn't bring a girlfriend there?"

Luo Xiangdong said: "I didn't want to talk about it seriously."

I caught him immediately, and immediately said, "Then you want to take me, don't you want to talk to me seriously?"

Luo Xiangdong said with a serious expression: "If you are willing, I will take you there now. Just find a time for everyone to recognize, can you be like them?"

I stared at Luo Xiangdong's eyes and said with a serious face: "Luo Xiangdong, you know I hate others for lying to me. If you really want to be nice to me, don't lie to me in your life."

As I spoke, a mist of mist was in front of my eyes. When Luo Xiangdong saw this, his expression became more determined. He took my hand and said word by word: "I promise not to lie to you, except for surprises."

Hearing this, my brows frowned. Luo Xiangdong said: "I can't do not lie to you at all. I want to prepare some surprises for you. There is always some preparation. You can't classify these as cheating, right?

I suffocated my mouth and said, "Anyway, you can figure it out by yourself. If I find you cheating, you will never think about it in your life."

Luo Xiangdong stared at my face, the corners of his lips curled up slightly, and he asked me tentatively: "Then you agree now?"

"What did I promise?" My eyes rolled slightly, and my mouth was tight.

Luo Xiangdong said: "The Thirteenth Sister is a Changliang person. I'll just say it if I have something to say. I like you. I don't want to have a relationship with you. Do you agree with me?"

Today, Luo Xiangdong opened the skylight to speak brightly. He took my hand and stared at my face. I was embarrassed by him, and I felt like being forced into the corner by him, so I lowered my eyes slightly and said in a low voice, "Luo Xiangdong...I really like you. If I don’t be with you, maybe I have to I'm thinking about you for a lifetime, but if we split up shortly after we are together...I hope you never come to me again."

When I returned to Liangcheng, if Luo Xiangdong did not come to me, maybe I would not be shaken.

I asked myself to be a layman, and I couldn't get through the relationship. It doesn't matter if I'm not promising or I'm cheap, in short, I just like Luo Xiangdong. I feel like I have to fall into his hands in my life.

When Luo Xiangdong heard the words, he whispered: "What are you talking about, I'm thinking about dividing this before there is nowhere?"

I am not as optimistic as he is, I just leave myself a way out.

"Luo Xiangdong, this is the first chance I gave you and the last chance I gave both of us. I won't say anything about cheating, anyway...If we two are not suitable, you don't look for it in the future. I will do it."

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Unexpectedly, I didn't cry when I said this, because I was very clear in my heart that if this love fails again, I might really no longer believe in love.

Luo Xiangdong could be silent for five seconds. He took my hand tightly and said with certainty: "Okay, it's good for us. If we feel we can't get on anymore, we will let go."

The more I experience, the more sensible I will be. I never thought that one day I would face someone who is crazy in love. I didn't wait to talk, and I thought about the way out after breaking up. But in this way, my heart is particularly at ease, and there is always the illusion that I am not afraid of anything.

Luo Xiangdong stretched out his hand to caress my face, I lowered my eyes and heard him say: "I'm so sorry for my heart."

I didn't speak, he reached out and touched my head again, and said softly, "Don't be afraid, I promise to be nice to you."

I said: "Luo Xiangdong."

"Ok?"

"Can I not be with you for now?"

"..."

Looking up at him, Luo Xiangdong's black pupils were filled with confusion and a few touches of defense, as if he was afraid that I would say something.

I was expressionless and bluntly said: "I just broke up with Ji Guanxin, give me some time."

I was a little afraid that Luo Xiangdong asked me if I was still thinking about Ji Guanxin, because I didn't know whether the scar in my heart was thinking about memorializing or being deceived.

But Luo Xiangdong did not ask at all. He was silent for a while, then opened his thin lips and said softly: "Okay, I won't force you, how come you are happy."

I lowered my head again, then whispered: "Will you wait impatiently and dislike me?"

I can’t see his face, only hear him say: “I have always liked you, but I like you more and more. I like the idea of ​​sending Yiyang away, I like it so much that I can’t wait to kill Ji Guanxin... I’m afraid One day I can't help but hurt your heart."

I raised my head and looked at Luo Xiangdong with red eyes, only to see the deep love and distress in his eyes.

When the relative truth in our eyes was revealed, it was the ringtone of the cell phone in the pocket of Luo Xiangdong's jacket that interrupted us.

We both kept looking away at the same time, he put on the phone: "Hello, why?"

A familiar male voice came from the phone. After listening carefully, he found that it was Zheng Zeyu. He raised his voice: "I went to the toilet, you slipped away?"

Luo Xiangdong said: "Did you drink too much? I have been walking for more than half an hour."

Zheng Zeyu said: "Where did you go? Come back quickly, everyone is waiting for you."

Luo Xiangdong said blankly, "I'm not going anymore, you play yours."

"Hey, come here quickly, or we can find you."

Luo Xiangdong said, "I'm here in Zijin, why are you going?"

Zheng Zeyu was entangled and yelled for me to answer the phone. Luo Xiangdong wanted to hang up, and he threatened to bring someone over immediately.

In the end, Luo Xiangdong had to hand me the phone and said, "You sent him, he drank too much."

I took the phone and said, "Hey, Brother Zeyu."

Zheng Zeyu immediately changed his face and said with a smile: "Oh, Zijin."

I smiled and said, "Brother Zeyu, have you drunk too much? If you drink too much, go home and rest, don’t hang around outside."

Zheng Zeyu said: "Zijin, is it my sister?"

I glanced at Luo Xiangdong, but saw that Luo Xiangdong looked disgusted, so stay away.

I said: "Yes."

Zheng Zeyu said, "Brother’s good girl, you bring Dongzi to us. Today is a great day for Xiaobai’s engagement. All of us have arrived. He said that he answered the phone and ran away. Do you think he is human?"

Zheng Zeyu really drank too much, otherwise he didn't talk so openly.

When I heard this, I felt embarrassed, so I said to him: "Okay, Brother Zeyu, I will let him pass."

Zheng Zeyu refused to give up: "Don't let him come by himself, you have to come too."

I looked embarrassed and said, "Brother Zeyu, I won't go, I have to go to work tomorrow."

Zheng Zeyu said: "No, what kind of work do you go to? Dongzi can't afford to support you? You two must be there today. If you don't have any face, I will wait for you.

After all, he hung up the phone directly.

I handed the phone to Luo Xiangdong, and said ambiguously: "Brother Zeyu told me to go there too, am I going?"