Tired Of Living As An Omega

There was a slight interest hidden in Yoo Yi-seo’s tired expression today.

“Report.”

“Yes.”

It was because he received a report on the movement of Seong Chan-young, whom he had ordered to use a person to monitor.

“The animal hospital is waiting for the injured dog to be discharged. His name is General. The breed is a Jindo mixed dog. He said that his relationship with Seong Chan-young looked very good. I’ve been told that he’s going to adopt him soon.”

General’s eyes were correct. The man who was wary of general barking at the hospital was actually a watchman planted by Yoo Yi-seo’s subordinate.

General, who was suspicious of the man who kept glancing at his owner, barked to chase him, but Seong Chan-young was not aware of such a situation.

“……that’s a big deal.”

“What?”

“No. You don’t have to know.”

Yoo Yi-seo rubbed out the cigarette he was smoking on the ashtray. And once again, he questioned the unfamiliar appearance he captured from Seong Chan-young.

‘The guy who said he didn’t want to raise an animal because it was smelly and dirty, yet he brought it in to save the puppy?’

That’s also at his house?

“Isn’t it really nonsense to say that he’s dying?”

Listening to the story of Seong Chan-young, who was doing something he didn’t normally do, was funny because he looked like he was really about to die.

It was only speculation, and no one was sure that Seong Chan-young had a limited life.

‘But isn’t the situation too fitting?’

That was the common idea of the four alphas and Chairman Seong that were searching for Seong Chan-young.

A human being who seemed to remain unchanged even after death suddenly went to farm, apologized and cut off contact.

Above all, it was a decisive blow to suddenly disappear.

Yoo Yi-seo, who was looking at Seong Chan-young coldly with doubts, also leaned toward whether Seong Chan-young was really sick and hiding.

In other words, the alphas and Chairman Seong, who were searching for Seong Chan-young’s moves, were getting nervous day by day. Except for Yoo Yi-seo, who found his whereabouts alone.

“What if Seong Chan-young dies like this?”

Meanwhile the person in concern was excited about raising a leisurely puppy without knowing that such nonsense was going around.

‘If Seong Chan-young dies in a place where no one knows, there is no reason for him to block all contact and stop visiting.’

The Alphas, who had already been rejected by Seong Chan-young once, were in confusion. They thought they had to meet Seong Chan-young and tie the knot in order to get rid of this unknown feeling.

In the eyes of the alphas, Seong Chan-young was a girdle under their fingernails. It was annoying not to look at it, but it was a reluctant existence to see it.

“Is there no Seong Chan-young again today?”

Rather than going out to find Seong Chan-young himself, Joo Tae-kang was the type to ambush Seo Eun-soo and wait for him to appear.

‘The other guys are wasting their money and time looking for Seong Chan-young, but it’s a stupid waste.’

Joo Tae-kang, who despised and disliked Seong Chan-young more than anyone else, never believed the apology and words of letting go of Alpha and Seo Eun-soo.

On the contrary, he was very wary, saying that it may be the outpost of a scheme to make things worse, and as a result, he frequently appeared around Seo Eun-soo’s apartment like a cicada, only seeking a chance to catch Seong Chan-young someday.

‘Seong Chan-young will show up in less than a day.’

He thought of holding Seong Chan-young with confidence, but unfortunately, it was only in Joo Tae-kang’s imagination. He had made a complete mistake.

“……why doesn’t he show up?”

Joo Tae-kang did not even show a nosebleed except for the day Seong Chan-young went to apologize to Seo Eun-soo and the day he unfortunately encountered him.

Even after a day, a week, and a month, Seo Eun-soo’s surroundings were peaceful. Like a peaceful city where the villain disappeared, Seo Eun-soo was safe, and Seong Chan-young did not even shine a shadow.

‘Are you really sick? That Seong Chan-young?’

Every moment when he hovered around Seo Eun-soo and created a meeting disguised as coincidence, thoughts flowed into Joo Tae-kang.

These were memories of being hard on Seong Chan-young. Strangely, he remembered the days when he ignored and disparaged Seong Chan-young, who was begging for love, as if watching trash on the street.

– Tae-kang ah. I baked your favorite chocolate cake for you. Will you have a bite?

– Stop lying, Seong Chan-young. It’s obvious that you had your housekeeper cook it. And where did you hear that I like chocolate cake?

– I know everything. It’s information I found out because I had a crush on you.

– That’s what you call a stalker, Seong Chan-young.

I’m getting goosebumps.

What was funny was that Joo Tae-kang also acted like a stalker to Seo Eun-soo, which was not much different from what Seong Chan-young was doing.

A life of getting acquainted with the cafe that Seo Eun-soo often goes by ordering bitter espresso, which he doesn’t even like; digging out what he likes, and secretly picking up things that Seo Eun-soo pilled and storing them in the house.

‘That’s why I hated you even more.’

Joo Tae-kang felt homophobic toward Seong Chan-young. Like his close gaze at Seo Eun-soo, Seong Chan-young’s gaze at Ju Tae-kang was similar.

That horrible gaze that likes and yearns for love at will.

Seong Chan-young was like a mirror that made Joo Tae-kang realize how ugly he was.

– You’re so gross. Don’t your parents, sisters, and president know that you’re doing this?

– How is this related to them?

– Don’t make me really upset and get lost. That’s the only way to protect your pride, not your crumbs.

– …….

– Beta topic gushing at multiple alphas at the same time—how disgusting! Omega with a heat cycle would be better than you.

The harsh words were not difficult to utter. Since Seong Chan-young is a bad person, Joo Tae-kang did not hesitate to swear and criticize Seong Chan-young in the name of protecting the good and lovely Seo Eun-soo.

‘…shouldn’t you have?’

However, as Seong Chan-young hid because he might be seriously sick, Joo Tae-kang’s mind filled with guilt.

‘I’ve never regretted being hard on Seong Chan-young…….’

This was all because he encountered Seong Chan-young around Seo Eun-soo’s apartment at that time. At that time, Seong Chan-young seemed like a really unfair person.

When his light brown eyes, slightly watery from his arms gripping tightly, stared at Joo Tae-kang, he was taken aback.

‘Why do you look at me like that?’

Eyes that reveal negative emotions close to black mixed with contempt, hatred, and disgust.

That further agitated Joo Tae-kang. He was furious to think that he was being criticized by a coward, who was running wild without knowing his subject matter.

‘I just want to catch that unpleasant guy and ask him why.’

The sense of shame was growing as he hovered around Seo Eun-soo. It was only in the beginning that he had a meeting with Seo Eun-soo and took a rest by smelling his fragrant dominant omega pheromone, but he was getting tired of it day by day.

“……what am I after?”

Seong Chan-young did not appear in front of him. Seo Eun-soo was now just an excuse. Joo Tae-kang dimly realized.

Seong Chan-young completely abandoned his lingering feelings for the alphas he really loved and Seo Eun-soo, who he hated.

Recently, it was a fact that he could tell just by looking at Seo Eun-soo’s very bright face.

When Seo Eun-soo ordered coffee at a cafe where he worked part-time, he knew that this hardship was meaningless just by talking for a while.

– Oh, you’re here again. a regular customer at our cafe.

– …………Hello.

– I was cooking my face because you came often. It’s espresso today, too, right? Add a thick shot twice.

– Yes, that one, please.

After the formal conversation between the customer and the clerk, Joo Tae-kang asked Seo Eun-soo who was wearing a decent amount of mask.

– Has anyone bothered you these days? I know it was stressful for a while.

– Oh…… You must have seen the fights in the past. But it’s all right. He’s never coming back anymore.

‘Never coming back?’

The nuance was very annoying. I can’t believe he’s not coming back. It was unpleasant because I felt like he was completely out of this world.

‘Who said you were free to leave?’

First of all, it was Seong Chan-young who was picking a fight with the Alphas and Seo Eun-soo in the name of love. The feeling of being angry at missing him had to be just revenge.

Otherwise…….

– Good for you.

– Yes, but I’m a little worried.

– Why?

– Maybe because I used to hate him? It bothered me that he came calmly like a person who let go of everything. His face was so pale.

However, when Seong Chan-young met the main shou in the novel, he was simply overwhelmed by the fact that Seo Eun-soo was stronger than expected, but the truth was distorted and passed on to Joo Tae-kang.

– I haven’t seen him in quite a while…… I hope he’s doing well somewhere. I think he wasn’t a bad person because he gave me a memorandum and compensation to apologize properly.

Seo Eun-soo, who is a good person, was not the one to tell a lie. That alone improved Seong Chan-young’s image in Joo Tae-kang’s brain a little bit. As much as a flea’s liver.

‘I thought so too, but was that not an illusion?’

Joo Tae-kang has changed. He was anxious about the whereabouts of Seong Chan-young and was gradually falling into the labyrinth like other alphas. He was overwhelmed with anxiety that this unknown emotion would rot and dry up if he did not meet him.

For that reason, not only was he now searching around Seo Eun-soo, but he was also looking for Seong Chan-young by making people investigate like other alpha.

“Young master. I’ve heard that people on Yoo Yi-seo’s side visit a rural animal hospital on a regular basis.”

“……Yoo Yi-seo? Look it up.”

T/N note: One of the korean comments said that this is Eunsoo’s escape rather than Chanyoung.
lol I wholeheartedly agree with it.

P.S I’m writing it here because I don’t want readers to get spoiled. Hope you don’t mind! <3