Tired Of Living As An Omega

It was already pointed out from his pheromones by Baek Do-jun, but Chae Yoon-chan found it hard to believe.

Could it be that he harbored unreasonable sympathy for Seong Chan-young, whom he hated and despised so much, and who could do nothing but stare at him with sticky eyes, longing for affection?

If so, Chae Yoon-chan wanted to scream at himself to be stupid.

“Fuck….”

With a thud, the sandbag burst. The sawdust inside was scattered and disturbed the view.

“I’m going crazy.”

At that moment, Chae Yoon-chan imagined Seong Chan-young, who was sick and dying, looking at the sandbag whose side burst. He doesn’t know what disease it is, but it must have been a big disease if it was enough to cut off all contact and disappear.

Seong Chan-young hated elements that could be his faults or weaknesses. One of the facts was that he was diagnosed as a beta, not dominant omega, or that he was not very loved by his family.

‘I am turning crazy. I just sat down thinking about Seong Chan-young when I saw this burst sandbag.’

What kind of affection should I have for that terrible stalker who makes me feel so dirty?

This is terrible. I thought that if I relieve stress by exercising, my head would be empty, but it was a complete waste.

“Get this away from me.”

“Yes, young master.”

The gym staff, who was watching Chae Yoon-chan working out from afar, immediately ran to clean up the ruined sandbag.

The rubble of the disfigured sandbag quickly disappeared into the garbage bag. There was no sign of a sandbag on the neatly cleaned floor.

The floor was neatly cleaned up to make it shiny so as not to offend Chae Yoon-chan’s temper, but when Chae Yoon-chan saw it, he thought of Seong Chan-young again.

‘He’ll disappear like this, right?’

Humans with serious illnesses did not live long. Chae Yoon-chan still remembered that his maternal grandmother died of cancer disease when he was young.

His grandmother was unlucky. It took only a few months to be diagnosed with terminal cancer and to die. After being sentenced to a limited-time life, the grandmother died after suffering from illness at the hospital.

Young Chae Yoon-chan prayed for his grandmother to get better, but God did not listen to his prayers. Soon after, the grandmother became a handful of soil and disappeared from this world forever.

Even though his family’s memory still vividly shows the grandmother alive and breathing, the fact that she does not exist next to him made it very difficult for young Chae Yoon-chan.

Seong Chan-young will soon face a similar end. He’ll hide his sickness by himself and die without others knowing when he died.

‘It’s something I should like considering what he’s been doing, but why…….’

Why am I so angry?

I felt like I should meet Sung Chan-young and hear anything. I felt like this unknown throat would disappear when I heard why he disappeared after leaving a line of text messages and the reason face to face.

“I’m annoyed.”

‘Why did you chase me saying you wanted to receive my love, and then throw it away because you were sick and didn’t need it?’

And it was unacceptable that he tried to erase what had been embarrassing to the four alphas, including Chae Yoon-chan, with only an insincere apology.

“Yes? Would you like us to clean it up again, young master?”

“That’s enough. I didn’t tell you to listen, it’s none of your business.”

“Yes, yes…”

The employee who suddenly received a bruise from the young master became sullen, but Chae Yoon-chan didn’t have to pay attention to that.

Get rid of anything that bothers you. This was Chae Yoon-chan’s ironclad rule.

‘Seong Chan-young, I don’t know what you’re up to, but you’ll regret this very much.’

As the saying goes, it is easy to come in, but difficult to go out. Chae Yoon-chan did not want to end the bad relationship between them in this way.

‘Even if you want to end it, I’ll be the one ending it.’

I hated being swayed by others. Even if it was Seong Chan-young who started the bad relationship at will, it had to be Chae Yoon-chan who ended it.

Chae Yoon-chan immediately ordered as many people as possible who could mobilize with his influence to find Seong Chan-young.

Showing a picture of Seong Chan-young with a light brown iris and a mole around his eyes.

“Whatever you do, bring news of this person as soon as possible. I’ll give you a generous reward. I’ll pay 50 million won to the first person to visit.”

“Yes, sir! Leave it to me.”

Chae Yoon-chan’s face was full of irritation, in contrast to those who were delighted with the huge reward.

‘This is all because Seong Chan-young didn’t pay for all of his sins. There is absolutely no other reason.’

It was because he had the right to revenge on Sung Chan-young for justifiable reasons, and he was full of desire to see the face again.

Once I had an excuse to meet, I felt at ease inside.

This was the same for Joo Tae-kang and Yoo Yi-seo, who also decided to visit Seong Chan-young with their own intentions.

“I’ve never hunted a sick chicken, but this seems to be fun in its own way.”

While Yoo Yi-seo started looking for Seong Chan-young for fun and interesting reasons,

“There is no way that he will leave Seo Eun-soo completely alone. This could be one of those ugly tricks, too.”

Joo Tae-kang decided to track Seong Chan-young down because he couldn’t believe the memorandum of no-access that he promised Seo Eun-soo.

When they had a crush on Seo Eun-soo, they joined forces to prevent Sung Chan-young even if they didn’t like each other.

On the contrary, however, as the moment to find Seong Chan-young approached, they went out to find him in their own way without any consultation with each other.

‘Where are you, Seong Chan-young?’

They were four alpha males who followed Seong Chan-young throughout the country.

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“Let’s start the day energetically! For today as well!”

Recently my day has been very refreshing and only satisfying things have happened. I couldn’t be happier as I woke up at 7 a.m., set up the curtains, went to the yard outside to water the vegetable garden, and distributed food and water to the street cats who came without fail.

The rice and side dishes were less tasty than when I was at Seong Chan-yeong’s apartment, but my home-cooked meal was more delicious than the taste of the housekeeper’s hands, who was a spy.

“There are times when one of the people hired by Secretary Choi often brings side dishes.”

It was not in the contract, but there was a time when an old lady came to me once a week and brought it herself to keep eating stir-fried fish cake and pickled perilla leaves.

The lady actually tried to prepare me a meal herself, but she tried to bring me a side dish because I refused.

At first, of course, I was going to say no. Even if Secretary Choi included a clause in the contract to take care of my meals, it was obvious that if I said no, he would bite the bullet.

ㅡYou, you don’t have to bring this.

ㅡYou remind me of my eldest son who died early. You’re already very skinny, so make sure to eat. You’ll be very happy to eat.

However, it was hard to refuse the lady’s eyes that she sincerely wanted me to eat and cheer up.

ㅡIn that case… Thank you for the food. Thank you for bringing it.

I couldn’t say no to that story. I don’t know what Secretary Choi whispered to his employees, but they were impatient because they couldn’t take care of me.

‘Maybe it’s because I’m actually as old as their son, the way they look at me with more satisfaction…..’

It wasn’t bad. Receiving side dishes was the same as receiving the sincerity of the person who made them, and the embarrassment went to the back, almost unnoticed.

‘This is why Secretary Choi attached employees to me.’

Secretary Choi came to mind when I felt like I was being loved, so I was glad I wasn’t alone. I felt sorry as if I knew that he would work this well, I should have brought him and farm with him instead of just releasing him.

“I’m going to buy a new seedling today.”

I was going to buy flower seeds and flower pots to make a flower bed. And if there was a crop seedling that I liked, I planned to see them, too.

But while walking down the street, a truck suddenly passed by me. It was a dizzying moment that could have been hit.

“Crazy. Shouldn’t you look straight ahead?”

He fell backwards and shook off his dirty pants, and a dog gurgled behind the truck and crashed onto the road.

“Heukk!”

As soon as I saw the dog rolling on the road, I hurried toward it [1] without thinking about anything else.

“ <em>Yip! Yip!</em> [2] !”

The dog that fell from the truck cried sadly, whining at where it had broken.

“Oh, are you all right?”

The dog rolling on the dirt road was all muddy and dirty. I felt so sorry for it as it kept groaning in pain rather than being wary of me when it was held right in my arms.

“Whines.”

‘It still looks like a young one.’

Although it became a yellow soil color with soil, it was actually a pretty child with a white fur color. In addition, the sadness doubled because it was still a squirt with only his eyes open.

‘Why did they abandon such a pretty child?’

I stared at the truck moving away in anger, but the number plate was hard to see because the letters were small.

What was shocking was that the truck carried dozens of dogs.

The top of the iron cage where the dogs were confined was covered with a cloth, but when the wind blew it for a moment, I could see dogs trapped inside and being dragged away.

‘It’s a dog dealer.’

1. The pronouns will be it for now since I have no idea about the dog’s gender yet.2. “깽, 깨갱! is a yelping sound a dog makes repeatedly out of fear or pain.