Tired Of Living As An Omega

“Because it’s… disillusioned with people. I want to be alone quietly for a long time.”

When I answered weakly, Secretary Choi asked me in a rather urgent voice.

[If that’s the reason, wouldn’t it be okay to take a good rest at the overseas resort owned by Seong Eun Group?]

“No. I want to stay in the country. There will be a lot of people in such a vacation spot……. I need a place to quietly organize my thoughts by myself.”

[…I understand. I’ll do as you say.]

“Well, good luck.”

I felt more at ease after hanging up the phone.

‘Yes. I’ll figure out a way to live my own life.’

It was a loss for me to keep thinking about the poop I had already stepped on. I immediately blocked Joo Tae-kang’s number that had been left on Seong Chan-young’s cell phone and erased all the information collected by various stalkers.

“I feel light.”

Since there was nothing else to do, I recalled the names of other Gongs from my memory. After I found their numbers in the contacts, I blocked them all.

“That’s it. Yes.”

What I clearly realized from meeting with Joo Tae-kang was that it was more beneficial for the Gongs not to meet at all, unlike Seo Eun-soo. It was only a matter of breaking up when I met them, so I had to block them from my side and not meet them.

“Then let’s get ready to return to farming in earnest.”

Entering the study, I saw an expensive-looking computer. I turned on the power and typed ‘how to prepare for returning to farming’ into the Internet search box.

‘These days, not only institutions and organizations, but also personal blogs provide a lot of information, so I should be able to find it.’

It was fun to scroll down to find relevant information. It was very peaceful and happy to look at the cases of people already succeeding in farming and even take notes.

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Chairman Seong was in great anxiety when he contacted Secretary Choi and his doctor.

“So… Did Chan-young try to commit suicide recently?”

What my doctor told me was shocking. That my grandson, Chan-young, had already attempted suicide several times.

“What on earth did he miss to do that?”

Chairman Seong simply couldn’t understand his grandson. It was even more so because he was aware of Seong Chan-young’s dirty personality.

Others already had property to envy, and to put it a little exaggeratedly, there was nothing Seong Chan-young could not have if he wanted. Even if it was a person, it was.

“I think he has been troubled by emotional problems for a long time.”

“Are you saying he had a hard time mentally? Why?”

“Maybe… …it’s because he was born as an enthusiastic omega.”

“……tut.”

Seong Chan-young had three older sisters above him. Seong Eun Group’s owner family also failed to abandon the patriarchal attitude, so it was after she advised her daughter-in-law to get pregnant one more time that Seong Chan-young was born.

However, the results were not good. All of the above sisters were born with alpha traits, and only their long-awaited son, Seong Chan-young, was born with dominant omega traits.

‘Even that was for a short time.’

Even if it wasn’t an alpha, he was born as a dominant omega, so he decided that it would be an advantage for a political marriage later. So they raised Seong Chan-young even more.

However, Seong Chan-young was diagnosed with recessive omega as the result of what went wrong in the final trait judgment before adulthood. On top of that, he was an omega who didn’t smell any pheromones.

Until then, the three older sisters, who had been stuck with him no matter how hard Seong Chan-young acted, only rebelled then. They actively criticized Seong Chan-young’s behavior, pointing out that he didn’t get along with people very well in general, and refuted the notion that he could not become a successor just because he was a son.

The result of its acceptance was to deceive Seong Chan-young with beta to the outside world.

‘He’s become more brutal since then.’

Chairman Seong tapped the handle of the seated chair with great care. The bad grandson was quite upset about what he didn’t have, and on the contrary, he had an inferiority complex with Seo Eun-soo, who became a dominant omega from enthusiasm.

So he gave an active dash [1] to the alpha who was liked by Seo Eun-soo. He’s so obsessed that it’s weird when others see him. Unexpectedly, in the process, his fiance, Baek Do-jun, was not considered by Seong Chan-young at all.

There was also a limit to preventing him from running like a loose-back colt. One day, Chairman Seong called his grandson and scolded him.

-Chan-young, how long are you going to do that? If you have a fiance, you should know how to live a modest life! You’re such a recessive omega, you punk!

-Why me? Why do you get mad at me because you know everything? You don’t know anything.

-What? How dare you say that to your grandfather!

-Grandfather is a dominant alpha who has everything, so you can easily say that. You’ve covered up all my mistakes so far, so don’t bother now.

-That, that tiger horse-like [2] punk!

Not wanting to wait and see the end of the nagging, Seong Chan-young left.

“At that time, Chan-young was seen as a hateful person……. Is there really something I’ve missed, Mr. Kim?”

“I’m not sure. I’m also having a hard time with my family, so I can’t give you advice easily.”

When his doctor Kim remained silent, Chairman Seong got up from the chair he was sitting on and headed towards him. His muscular body, which is hard to see as an old body, wriggled.

“Tell me honestly, as my friend, Bok-dol ah. Is my grandson in a very serious condition? Is it irreversible?”

Doctor Kim; Kim Bok-dol sighed deeply and held his friend Chairman Seong’s shoulder and shook it finely.

“So why didn’t you pay attention to the child? It’s not all about giving me a lot of money in my hand and telling me that he’s your precious grandson with peppers.”

“Ugh….”

The family doctor, Dr. Kim, committed a brutal murder, as expected of an old friend of Chairman Seong. Chairman Seong was stabbed for neglecting to raise Seong Chan-young, and can only dream of having strong arms.

“I thought the child would grow up well then. Chan-young’s mother and father will take care of themselves, so I thought it would be better not to interfere too much.”

Chairman Seong, the grandfather, was half sorry and half grateful to his son and his wife for giving birth to a grandchild out of stubbornness and did not interfere in raising him.

What he has given to his grandson, Seong Chan-young, has been an overflowing amount of money and a reliable bag to soothe him in the event of an accident.

“Oh, my God. This person. How can I know your family’s situation better than you, who is related to them by flesh and blood?”

His doctor, Kim Bok-dol, hit Chairman Seong’s hard, iron-like shoulder. Even so, Chairman Seong did not collapse, but his weakened heart collapsed after several punches.

“Madan Yoo had postpartum depression after her son, Seong Chan-young was born. In addition, his brother, the boss, was busy with work.”

But when he was young, he was treated better. Seong Chan-young wasn’t an alpha, but he was a dominant omega. Thus the family’s stress was mostly extended to his sisters, not to Chan-young.

However, when Sung Chan-young was finally judged as a recessive omega, neither alpha nor dominant, he became a complete loner in the family.

I was sorry that I begged my daughter-in-law to give birth to a son, so I turned my attention as much as possible to the family, but it came back as poison to Chan-young.

The family no longer wanted to take care of Seong Chan-young. There was material abundance, but the praise gradually became crooked when the love between the family, which was more important than that, was cut off.

Unfortunately, only Chairman Seong did not know that.

Under the indifference of the family, Seong Chan-young’s inner side gradually dried up.

“……But why didn’t anyone tell me such a story? I’m disappointed.”

“You told me not to do it, you punk.”

“Did, did I?”

Chairman Seong, who already knew that he was favoring his grandson, endured and endured because he was worried that Seong Chan-young would be spoiled if he showed too much affection for him from a young age. So he tried not to hear about his grandson at all if possible.

He only supported him from behind like some tall grandfather, and he has never directly expressed his affection for Seong Chan-young. He thought that he could express his affection only with strong material support.

“How frustrating it was then. I knew this day would come. I’m glad that Chan-young didn’t insist on making extreme choices until the end.”

“……He says he’s going to farm. Is that not a extreme choice if such a finely grown kid says that?”

Chairman Seong was a little angry with his friend. Anyway, it was because my precious baby, pretending not to be able to get a drop of water on his hand, was going to bury the soil.

“Why?! It’s a hundred times better than disappearing without saying anything.”

“That’s true…….”

Chairman Seong, who shrank rapidly, trudged helplessly and sat back on the chair. When his big body seemed to be crumpled, Kim belatedly comforted his friend, saying, “There is still hope.”

1. 대시 Approaching or behaving favorably towards the opposite sex2. The word 호랑말코 is said to refer to a person who is stubborn and is good at doing the wrong thing. It’s also used as a metaphor for someone being obstinate and acting out of the ordinary.