Those Who Abused Me Cried and Begged For My Forgiveness

Seeing Gu Shichen walking around the ward restlessly, his forehead was about to catch up with the steam engine, he laughed, "What are you doing?"

Gu Shichen gritted his teeth: "He still has the face? What right does he have to say he loves you?"

"Wait a minute, he didn't say he didn't say anything, what happened to you today? What's the matter with you?"

Sometimes she said Ruan Xinghe liked her, and then said that Zha Yangrong liked her, and then said that Jane Chengxuan also liked her.

Good guy, she realized that she was not taking a pity, but a heartthrob script.

Gu Shichen glanced at Zhong Lingling, who was slow, and suddenly stepped forward.

"You, what are you doing?" The sudden appearance of Lao Jin and Zhong Lingling almost thumped the bed.

She turned her head uncomfortably, staggered Gu Shichen's eyes, her cheeks were visibly red to the tip of her ears.

Her head is like a steam engine, and her tongue can't be straightened.

"Do you know that I love you and chase you." Gu Shichen lowered his voice, like a subwoofer, **** and magnetic.

The tip of Zhong Lingling's ears softened when he heard it, and he subconsciously patted his shoulder and pushed the person out.

I was directly angry and angry, and said angrily: "Just talk, what are you doing so close?"

"I want you to see clearly, I really like you."

The dark and deep eyes stared at him affectionately, Zhong Lingling did not dare to meet his eyes, lowered his eyelids and whispered: "What are you talking about?"

Gu Shichen said earnestly, "I'm afraid you'll forget and treat me as a friend."

"What?" Zhong Lingling caught the handle in his words, and his confidence suddenly hardened, "You still don't want to be my friend?"

"It's not unwilling, it's impossible." Zhong Lingling's heart shivered violently, and his intuition wanted to say something nauseous and unacceptable, so he quickly reached out and pushed it.

But Gu Shichen's mouth was quick, he looked at Zhong Lingling affectionately, the corners of his lips turned up slightly, "I like you so much that I can't be your normal friend, if you end up liking someone else I will never appear in front of you again."

He reached out and stroked the broken hair in front of Zhong Lingling's forehead: "I'm afraid I can't help it."

"..." Zhong Lingling's forehead jumped, "I know, I know." Don't touch me, it's itchy and uncomfortable.

"Fortunately you're slow."

Zhong Lingling: "?" Wait, aren't you connoting me?

Seeing Zhong Lingling's ugly expression, Gu Shichen curled his lips, straightened up, and saved Zhong Lingling, who was oppressed by his aura.

"Are you hungry, do you want to eat fish maw stewed chicken, I know a family that cooks it with tofu, it's very delicious, order a takeaway?"

Zhong Lingling shook her head: "I'm not very hungry, I don't want to eat."

Gu Shichen, like radar, immediately scanned several wounds on Zhong Lingling's body, and asked nervously, "What's the matter, does the wound hurt?"

"Cold? I bought a warm baby, just charged it, and put it on your calf to warm it up."

Gu Shichen hurriedly brought two of them, carefully lifted the quilt, looked at her holding the thick bandage gauze, and closed her eyes.

Carefully lift her legs and tuck two hot water bottles into the crook of his knees.

The warm heat dissipated the cold in the bones, the legs were warm, and Zhong Lingling's face showed a comfortable look.

"Is it still suitable?" Gu Shichen took care of the folds on her trousers, although it was only a very subtle movement, but for some reason, Zhong Lingling's face was red and her heart was beating like thunder, she swallowed it. Tunkoushui, "Okay, okay."

Aware of Zhong Lingling's awkwardness, Gu Shichen was very considerate and did not tease her again, checked that the bandage was not loose, and covered her with a quilt.

"Drink some chicken soup, it's not okay to not eat, you can eat as much as you can."

"It's fine, do whatever you want." It looked like she was asking for her own opinion, but Zhong Lingling knew that if she didn't agree, Gu Shichen would definitely not give up, it would always take a while. .

Zhong Lingling will have an irregular heart rhythm, and she is really not in the mood to talk to him. Hearing his voice, even panting, is extremely awkward, so she simply agrees.

But Gu Shichen's order for takeout is not finished, he rambles: "The doctor said that you can't take too many painkillers, you will go to bed early after you finish eating, and you won't feel it when you fall asleep. It hurts, by the way, I asked someone to buy a few warm water bags, if the one under your knee is not hot, say, I will replace it for you, the wound will not hurt at all."

"Okay, let's talk." His voice was like a 3D loop, scrolling in his mind, and when he closed his eyes, his mother-like expression immediately emerged.

I couldn't help it, Zhong Lingling laughed out loud.

Gu Shichen was stunned for a moment, although she didn't know what she was thinking or laughing, but seeing Zhong Lingling smiling from the bottom of her heart, Gu Shichen also followed the corners of his lips and touched her Her forehead, the one who went to Yee again did not have a fever, and sat back to read the documents.

The moment he stretched out his hand, Zhong Lingling's body froze as if his back was suddenly frozen.

She didn't relax until she heard Gu Shichen sitting back and flipping through the documents.

Squinting his eyes and looking sideways at Gu Shichen.

Seeing the other party's serious profile with his head lowered, an inexplicable sense of peace rose in his heart for no reason.

As long as this man is here, even if the sky falls, she is not afraid.

…

A few days later, Chen Zhong came to see Zhong Lingling alone.

He carried a fruit basket and bought some nutritional supplements. After coming in, he looked a little cramped at Gu Shichen, who was staying at Zhong Lingling's side, with a look of embarrassment.

Zhong Lingling guessed that he optimized and told himself that he didn't want to hear it. Anyway, he didn't care what others thought of him.

But she was really annoyed, and she was afraid that Zha Yangrong would still stalk her.

She motioned for Gu Shichen to avoid for a few minutes, Gu Shichen hesitated for a while, then glanced at Chen Zhong displeasedly: "I'm just outside, call me for something."

After Gu Shichen went out, Chen Zhong often exhaled a breath and wiped the sweat on his forehead: "Your boyfriend is really strong, in front of him, I feel like being caught by the dean of the school Elementary school students who don't follow school rules."

Thinking of Gu Shichen who acted like a silly big dog in front of him.

When she thought of being unsmiling in front of others, her face was always rigid, her mouth opened like a harshly criticized Xingxiang, and the corners of Zhong Lingling's lips curved.

"Do you want to eat?" Chen Zhong touched an orange and handed it to her, "It's quite sweet."

"No, he can't give you how long." Zhong Lingling glanced at the door of the ward, "Let's make a long story short, you came to me because of Cha Yangrong."

Chen Zhong shrugged his shoulders: "Lingling, I don't know what misunderstanding you have with Yang Rong, but after so many years of friends, is there really no chance at all?"

"Yang Rong's family has been complicated since he was a child. Don't look at other people's exquisite, long sleeves and dance. In fact, he is very sensitive, narrow-minded, and likes to be sharp."

"Yang Rong likes to chat with you, he may have told you something, his parents are nothing, don't look at his father being such a bastard, he threatened his own son with a knife for money, his mother did it It's a hundred and a thousand times more beast than his father."

Chen Zhong couldn't help getting into his fist, his face became ugly: "Fucking didn't plan to give birth to him at all, but there were guests who liked a big belly..."

Chen Zhong's face showed a bit of embarrassment, and he covered the past vaguely, and continued: "The month is old, and another abortion will really kill two lives."

These Zhong Linglings have all been seen in the character profiles.

Chen Zhong raised his head and found that Zhong Lingling lowered his eyebrows and couldn't see any specific emotions.

I had to continue: "After he left him, his health became very bad, and the previous guests didn't come too often, he felt that he had ruined his own business, almost Strangle him as a baby."

"His father is even more of an asshole. His father is a gambler. Every time he loses, he will get angry with his mother. He also threatens Yang Rong to steal money from his mother. Beat to death."

Chen Zhong said: "Zha Yangrong couldn't be beaten, so he tried to get some money from his mother. His father thought it was too little, so he beat him hard, his mother If you find out, you will be beaten to death.”

"Especially his mother had some mental problems later. He often regarded him as his father, thinking that his father had ruined his life, and when he had nothing to do, he would torture Yang Rong for fun. "

"If it was just like this, Yang Rong might have hated her all the time, but once Yang Rong fell ill and had a high fever, she was talking nonsense when she saw people, and the family really had no money to treat her. He was sick, his mother picked up a customer with special hobbies, the customer paid two or three times the price, the next morning, his mother took him to the hospital, he came back, and his mother never came back."

Chen Zhong lifted his eyelids and glanced at the stunned expression on Zhong Lingling's face: "He was in that kind of environment when he was a child, he really valued money, and he really couldn't express his feelings. , but Lingling, I can see that he treats you differently from other people. Although he is in school, although women have a good relationship, there are a few who really talk." Chen Zhong stretched out a hand , "This finger can count."

"Lingling, I know Yang Rong must have done something bad and made you angry, but let me tell you this, we often have bumps and stumblings together, he In fact, he just can't express himself, he cares about you in his heart, but he is awkward and unwilling to admit it."

Zhong Lingling always thought that Zha Yangrong had only the purest malice towards the world, but he didn't expect such a struggle in his heart.

This also explains why Zha Yangrong is jealous of himself, hates himself, but still ties himself to his side like masochism.

He is eager to crave family and friendship, but he dare not touch a relationship at will, and he will never hurt him, so he will never let go.

Zhong Lingling suddenly thought of the pain in his eyes when Zha Yangrong left, and was shocked.

I tried to control my expression several times, but failed.

She suddenly felt the reality and drama of this world.

She can't label a person's personality just because of the simple and casual reasons in the original plot, what she has learned is only what she saw from the perspective of "Zhong Lingling" in the original play That's it.

And Zhong Lingling's character setting means that what she sees is only a drop in the bucket, and it is the side that the author wants to show the reader for drama.

In order to reverse, the iceberg hidden under the sea is the real truth of the matter.

Chen Zhong looked at her pleadingly: "Yang Rong's mood was not very stable at first, since he came back from you last time, he seemed to have lost three souls and seven souls, he didn't speak, I don’t eat, I lie in bed every day, and the biggest activity is to move my eyes, so I almost sent him to the hospital for the doctor to treat him like a vegetative person.”

Zhong Lingling suddenly said: "Senior Chen, do you think Zha Yangrong forgives his mother?"

Chen Zhong froze for a moment, wanted to nod but stopped uncertainly.

Zhong Lingling smiled: "Senior, if I say that the opportunity for our acquaintance is a deception, if I say that he approached me, just for my money, if I say that he did his mother right He did the same thing, crushing me with mental torture, trying to get deformed happiness and joy from me, if it's you, senior, can you forgive him?"

Chen Zhong's pupils vibrated violently, and subconsciously retorted: "Impossible!"

Zhong Lingling's voice was low: "Even if you can't believe it, how can you let me forgive without any grudges, sorry, the only thing I can do is to stop uncovering this A scar, and as for him, I have nothing to say."

Chen Zhong twitched the corners of his mouth and wanted to say something, but there was the sound of opening and closing the door behind him, and he closed his mouth angrily.

…

Lying on the bed, Zhong Lingling was still thinking about Chen Zhong's words, she originally wanted to vent her anger and avenge herself, so she kept stabbing Cha Yangrong with a soft knife.

But now I find that it is not easy for everyone. A child grows up in such an environment. It is impossible for a child to have no problem in spirit.

For a while, her thoughts were chaotic, and after an unknown time, she suddenly raised her head, just in time to meet Gu Shichen's worried eyes.

Gu Shichen sat down next to the edge of the bed, touched a knife and an apple, and lowered his head to cut seriously.

Looking at the shiny metal knife, Zhong Lingling's heart also flashed coldly, her scalp was slightly numb, and her voice was unstable: "What's wrong with you?"

He has a faint fragrance of aloe vera on his body, which is the smell of his own shower gel.

.

For some reason, she always felt that Gu Shichen, who had always been gentle to her, seemed a little angry, but he suppressed it very well, except that his voice was a little flat, which was the same as usual.

But Zhong Lingling was inexplicably frightened, opened her eyelids and glanced at Gu Shichen secretly, biting a sharp corner of the apple.

She was eating an apple and rolling her eyes, either looking at Gu Shichen's expression or his small movements, guessing his emotions blindly.

Gu Shichen didn't cut all the apples into pieces and let her eat them by herself, but after eating one piece, she cut a piece and sent it to her.

If Zhong Lingling didn't open his mouth, he would just stare at Zhong Lingling so quietly, as if he didn't stop eating.

In the end, Zhong Lingling could only bite the bullet and eat most of the apple.

Seeing that her stomach was about to protrude, Zhong Lingling couldn't take it anymore, and immediately shook her head before he cut off another piece: "No, I won't eat, I'm full, I'll eat more I won't be able to eat dinner."

Gu Shichen took a meal in his hand, put the cut apple into his mouth, and nibbled the rest of the apple silently.

Zhong Lingling swallowed: "What's wrong with you?"

"I can't forgive." Gu Shichen suddenly came up with such a sentence inexplicably, and Zhong Lingling reflected on it before realizing that he was talking about Zha Yangrong.

"I don't know what he told you, but I guess it was for his friend." Gu Shichen frowned and pursed his thin lips.

Gritted his teeth and said, "No matter what difficulties he has, harm is harm. He can't use other people's mistakes to punish you, and he can't stand on the commanding heights of morality and ask for your forgiveness."

Zhong Lingling stared at him for a long time, then suddenly said: "Then if I say, I don't forgive because I hate it, because I still regard him as a friend, and I can't accept my friend's treatment of me. To do such an outrageous thing, but now... he is not my friend, since he is just a stranger, just a cooperative relationship, and everything is based on self-interest, it seems that there is nothing wrong."

Gu Shichen: "…"

Gu Shichen didn't speak, glanced at the tip of her tongue, which she had been restlessly testing out, turned around, poured a glass of water, and brought it to Zhong Lingling.

Zhong Lingling took a sip and relieved the stickiness in her mouth, which made her feel much more comfortable.

And Gu Shichen finished eating the apples, turned around to wash his hands and knives, and didn't mention it again when he came back.

Zhong Lingling knew that he was not persuaded by himself, but just respected his own decision.