The Little Cutie is Taken Away by the Paranoid Male God

He thought that as long as she didn't show repulsion and resistance, he would explain to her that he was not an eunuch.

In fact, this should have been told her hastily and hastily from the beginning.

But he was too nervous and nervous, so he couldn't clarify his identity for a while.

However, the other party still looked at him calmly and indifferently, and replied in a very calm tone, "This princess has no heart for love."

It is indeed unintentional.

Without sharpness, a very clear sentence, without the slightest emotion, was imprinted in her mind together with her pair of cold and beautiful glazed eyes, and she will never forget it.

For all the words in the future, I lost the opportunity to confide.

The desperate courage was shattered.

The enthusiasm that was burning in Chu Zhi's long and narrow black eyes dimmed little by little.

I can't even ask why.

What was more frightening than this was the panic that she was about to leave. He begged that he could not like her, as long as she was willing to be with her.

As long as I can see her.

Because of the experience in the first half of his life, he is extremely sensitive and fragile, and he must guard his most precious thing every day.

But she was silent for a while, then turned her head, "No."

A rare unbearable flashed in the cold and beautiful eyes.

Because he can't follow.

However, he didn't notice the emotion in the girl's eyes, so he left in a daze.

The admiration and enthusiasm of those years moved the girl. This is the cause, and the time going back is the result, just to end the regrets of the previous life.

But the abnormally cold eyes of the girl in the previous life seemed to be engraved into the soul, as long as she looked at her, she would be unable to restrain the pain that she couldn't ask for at the beginning.

Chu Zhi, who only has memories of this life, is naturally afraid.

It was the first time in this life that I met her, even if I was influenced by the past, I would inevitably be afraid that contacting her would make me painful, but the joy after meeting her was greater than the worry.

His love is morbid and paranoid, how could he evade giving up because of the influence of his previous life.

What he was afraid of was not her, what he was afraid of was that she would be indifferent again, and he was still unable to pry open a corner of her heart.

She didn't know that when they met for the first time in this life, his heart beat almost uncontrollably. An unstoppable surge.

It was more than joy, it almost made him cry.

But only feeling, no memory, young age, no way to know the reason of these emotions, but made him very confused.

He can only get along with her according to his intuition and instinct of seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages.

When he was twelve years old, he only knew that he was reluctant to give up, he only knew that he liked this little sister very much, but he completely ignored the fact that he actually knew the meaning of the jade pendant, but he never resisted or even vaguely expected the fact.

Later, because of the sachet she personally embroidered, she couldn't help traveling thousands of miles, and went to the capital alone, just to spend the Lantern Festival with her.

That day when he was holding an umbrella, she was walking side by side with him under the umbrella, holding her sleeve. It was an intimate contact that he had never thought of in his previous life. There was a small smile in his eyes, a soft... ...not as indifferent as her.

This and the dream he had the night before formed a huge impact in his mind.

It was not a dream at all, it was the obsession of the previous life that drove me, even if I slept, I couldn't sleep peacefully, because the only way to feel at ease was to put her under my nose, so I was almost in the state of sleep, like sleepwalking, in the cold In the snowy night, he guarded her all night.

This is the origin of the high fever.

So... a morbid love that is almost masochistic, running through the past and present.

Hearing that she took the initiative to go to the sugar painting booth, a faint image appeared in his mind. When she asked him what kind of sugar painting he wanted, he felt inexplicably embarrassed.

So it was a completely hasty choice.

He dared not let her know that he wanted her sugar portrait.

Before coming to the capital, he might still have the idea of ​​staying a few more days, but following the dream that night, walking around the capital that he had never experienced in his previous life, and even the sugar painting stall, made him have absurd thoughts, and he was caught off guard by strong emotions , without any preparation, he could only escape.

The emotion of guarding her carefully and fearing that she would leave is more than torture. The gentle smile of her and the cold and indifferent appearance in the dream make him dare not think deeply, lest everything is just a dream, a mirror image.

In the next two years, due to busyness, many letters were exchanged.

But avoiding it made him even more uneasy.

Most of the emotions in this life are left to her.

The dreamy response did bring him joy at first, but the previous life imprisoned him like a nightmare, and he began to back away instead.

He will never forget the impression she left in his heart from the first time they met, she was so cold and calm, completely unlike what a twelve-year-old girl should be, from the very beginning, it became an insurmountable gap, stood between them.

So much so that in this life, he still couldn't believe that she would smile at him one day.

He didn't dare to pierce the dream, and he didn't dare to contact her, so he could only avoid her.

And completely ignored the feeling in the heart.

——If she is just a person in a dream, how can she still be moved.

If she didn't take the initiative to tell her, he might miss her again.

It was indeed bitter before, but after seeing her cry for herself, after hugging her and feeling her warmth, everything became sweeter.

What Master Hongming said, "Your son's desire cannot be realized in this life", was indeed a great pain to him in the previous life, which was equivalent to cutting off all his hopes.

But what he got back was a complete youth, which gave him the company of his childhood sweetheart and the warmth of his relatives and friends.

It is no longer the abyss intertwined with darkness and blood like in the previous life.

Even though the shadow of the past still affects him, it will dissipate sooner or later.

because.

——If you really like her, how can you treat the changed her as a dream, how can you not tell the truth from the fake.

Feelings don't lie.

The mind can't be hidden either.

She really responded to herself.

Not a dream.

The boy is determined.

The Kongming lanterns placed on the flower boats on the Qixi Festival, the wish made is:

"May the next life still find you."

It doesn't say that we will be together forever, nor that we will still be husband and wife in the next life.

He was afraid that the wish would be too harsh and would not be fulfilled, so he only made wishes that he could meet.

As long as we can meet again, he will definitely do his best to make her like him again.

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Before they passed away, Chu Zhi and Luo Ci only had white hair, and their appearance did not look old.

She knew it was time to part.

When she was about to say goodbye, she seemed to see the shadows of other fragments from Chu Zhi, and it seemed that all the fragments began to fuse.

The gods opened their eyes, and the ice-silver eyes were full of tenderness, "See you on the next plane."