The Little Cutie is Taken Away by the Paranoid Male God

He walked out of the internet cafe in a daze.

Thinking that she must live nearby, he went door to door asking about her, asking all the nearby residences, from afternoon to night, as if he was tireless.

But the girl he wanted to ask, he didn't know the name or appearance, he could only vaguely know the approximate age, and he used his imagination to describe it.

A very cute girl.

Some residents will be impatient, and some residents can't bear to see him looking a little embarrassed, and will actively cooperate with the inquiry.

Asked almost over and over again, still no.

It was raining at night, even though he was soaking wet, he wanted to find her.

But no one knew of her existence.

It seems that the traces of her left in the world have been wiped clean.

He felt as if he had fallen into an icy abyss with no bottom and kept falling, where it was extremely dark and cold, and he could only watch helplessly as he got farther and farther away from the exit, never waiting for what belonged to him. bright.

A certain nerve in the brain seemed to be broken, and I wanted to vent something, and finally beat the electric pole a few times on a rainy night, as if I didn't know the pain at all.

Already lost consciousness, only numbness.

He returned home in a daze, and soon fell ill.

When he woke up, he was lying on the hospital bed, his fingers were moving slightly, and his right hand was covered with a bloody bandage.

He glanced almost indifferently, then silently looked at the ceiling.

During that time in the hospital, he thought a lot.

They used to be in the team, there were seven or eight people, and they all had a good relationship with her. One of them asked her if she had become real friends with the Great God.

The great god in their mouths is him who is number one on the list.

It was after he refused to accept her as his apprentice, and she didn't come to him for a copy for a long time, so he took the initiative to take her, and she also brought other people.

He remembered what she replied at that time: I can't chat with the great god when I add friends, so I didn't add it.

After seeing the string of words, anger arose for no reason in his heart, but it quickly extinguished.

Why can't we chat?

...He can listen to her.

...

It was inevitable that she would leave.

They were very unfriendly when they first met. If it wasn't for her not holding grudges, if it wasn't for her good personality, he would have killed her more than a dozen times, and she would have become the target of vendetta.

What's more, he also replied "I killed it easily".

Every time she would share her adventures and good luck with her, a bunch of words, but he just said a short "hmm".

She wanted to worship herself as a teacher, but he also refused.

He always replied to her very coldly.

In the chat records in the game, more of her took the initiative to find herself.

"Great God, do you want to create a dungeon? I'm almost able to refine the weapon with a little material."

"I dug up the purple jade crystal again today, do you want it, my lord?"

"A lot of people came to me for fusion gems today, and I made a lot of money, so I can buy a lot of delicious food!"

"Master, can I worship you as my teacher? I will be a very obedient and obedient apprentice, very obedient!"

...

And he does.

It seemed that all she was left with was indifference.

Even though it's not from his heart.

She didn't know that every time she saw her running happily to send a long text with him, sharing the interesting things that happened today, he would subconsciously curl the corners of his lips, and his mood always gradually became happy.

He thought that replying "um" meant that he was paying attention.

But after she left, he looked through the chat records little by little, and found that all he left her was indifference, even indifference.

He didn't know that she was surfing the Internet in an Internet cafe, and even played until half past eleven one day.

A girl is still outside at 11:30 at night, especially in places like Internet cafes where there are a lot of fish and dragons.

He saw some punks there, and other people who smoked loudly. He didn't think about her at all in that environment.

Because of his indifference, she probably felt that she was tired of her frequent sharing, so she stopped looking for him.

She also didn't think about adding contact information to prevent her from disturbing him, because chatting is unnecessary, so adding friends is completely useless.

He wanted to say, no.

not like this.

He likes to read the texts she sends.

But who do you tell it to?

She wasn't the friends he had after alienating him, but she had them a long time ago, but he didn't know it because he didn't pay attention.

Not because he didn't care enough.

He has a cold personality and is very slow to warm up, so it took a long time to confirm his heart, and this time made them drift away.

All he was thinking about was how to confess his love, how to leave an unforgettable impression on her, and wanted to show her an unquenchable flame.

But ignore her.

Long night platform, long night tree, fiery trees, silver flowers and endless sky, who will show them to them?

It's too late.

She had completely disappeared from his world.

He could only keep the chat records they had, and watched him day and night how indifferent he used to be, as if masochistic, harassing himself over and over again.

Come to think of it, even if she didn't leave and she went to the appointment as she wished, she wouldn't like herself.

Why would you like him.

He wasn't careful and considerate enough, leaving her only indifference and rejection, so she didn't want to add his contact information in the end.

They are just game buddies.

There is no relationship between relatives and friends, no relationship between master and apprentice, and no relationship of love.

Ordinary gaming buddies.

He finally figured out that he refused to be her master because he wanted to be her love.

But in the end he came up empty-handed.

nothing.

...

After he was discharged from the hospital, he was even more silent.

Physically damaged from a night of rain, he was tirelessly busy designing the game after that.

When I go to sleep at night, when I open my eyes, there is endless darkness.

He thought to himself, let the abyss surround him all the time.

Anyway, it doesn't matter.

It looks normal during the day, but at night, guilt and self-blame, bewilderment, and deep miss slowly appear in the lonely heart.

He misses her.

She never entered his dreams, not even once.

In reality, in games, and even in dreams, you can't see her.

Maybe she...doesn't want to enter her dream either.

Due to long hours of work and irregular schedules, he fell ill again and lost a lot of weight.

Lu Yunqi woke him up.

That was the first time he got angry, "Who are you showing it to now? Apart from ruining your body, making yourself die quickly, and letting your relatives have gray hair to send black hair to others? Have you ever thought about your parents? Have you ever thought about it?" , if she comes back and you look sick, will she despise you?"

He really can't let his parents worry.

Probably still holding a little thought.

What if she came back?

So he began to exercise silently, forcing himself to eat even if he had no appetite.

He keeps an eye on newly registered accounts.

Whenever an account with the nickname "Snow Flower Cake" appeared, he would check it from all aspects.

There have been many "Snowflake Cakes" in the past three years, but none of them were her.

until her appearance.

She left without hearing a word, and never thought of looking for him when she came back. He had a little bit of resentment, but it quickly dissipated.

He has nothing to complain about.

Just to give him another chance.

He must be good to her.

He has learned a lot in these three years.

He knew she was a snack food person, so she worked hard to learn how to cook and make desserts.

He was afraid that he would be cold-tempered and unable to speak, so he was slowly adjusting.

He was too afraid that she would leave again, and he had nothing to do with her, just an ordinary game friend.

So he accepted disciples as soon as he came up.

She once worshiped him as a teacher, is it still too late to accept him as an apprentice?

He can't be close from the beginning, it will make her think he has evil intentions. He could only act indifferently while being uneasy, fearing that she would be left out in the cold, and he would take the initiative to terminate the relationship between master and apprentice one day and find another teacher.

Later, it seemed to go smoothly, and the contact information was added. She took the initiative to talk about the current situation, she said that she had been flirting with him, and they were together.

But it always brings him a sense of unreality and illusion.

He was afraid that this was just his fantasy, and she still hadn't come back.

Every time his fantasies end on the day of Qixi Festival. The ending is always that she leaves quietly, and he keeps watch all day.

So you must see with your own eyes that she was still there on Qixi Festival, and they watched Fire Trees and Silver Flowers together, and she was really by his side.

After Qixi Festival, the knot in my heart seemed to be untied.

This is not his fantasy.

She will be with him for the rest of her life.

...

I wanted to be nice to her when I was a child, and I fell in love with her three years ago, and it hasn't changed.

"Your preferences are the same as before."

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