The King of Special Warfare

Chapter 44: Why

It rained very rarely in the desert.

The temperature in the prison is slightly lower than usual. Unlike the outside world, the raindrops all over the sky are falling from the sky, most of the rainwater has evaporated before it hits the ground, and the water vapor all over the sky is floating in the air, and only a few raindrops fall on Li Tianlan. .

Li Tianlan sat quietly in front of the deserted prison, looking at the sky in the distance, his heart was as still as water, motionless.

When disappointment has become the norm, all emotions in the heart seem to gradually transform into an almost numb silence.

The sky gradually darkened.

Vapors of water vapor rose in the air.

The darkness engulfed his figure in the night, Li Tianlan reached out and took off the Xuanyuan Sword that was spinning around him, and rubbed the delicate blade with his hand, his eyes were as quiet as the starry sky in the desert.

He would sit in front of the prison gate every day for more than a month. At this time, Xiao Mohai, the warden, would quietly guard Li Tianlan's vicinity, sometimes standing for several hours or even half a day.

He always felt that Li Tianlan was waiting for something.

But for more than a month, he waited without any response.

Xiao Mohai couldn't feel Li Tianlan's anger and loss, but he could clearly sense that the other party was getting quieter and quieter, as if he had completely suppressed all his emotions in his heart.

The twilight in the sky has completely disappeared.

Darkness enveloped the desert.

Lights came on in front of the prison gate.

Li Tianlan sat on the edge of the light, with his back facing Xiao Mohai, his figure was drawn long by the light, looking lonely and cold.

Xiao Mohai looked at his watch, hesitated for a while, and finally couldn't help but walked over, and said softly: "Is Your Highness waiting for someone?"

"No."

Li Tianlan lowered his head, looking at the Xuanyuan Sword passing between his five fingers, his voice was as calm as water.

Xiao Mohai laughed dryly. Li Tianlan has been here for more than a year, but instead of establishing a close relationship with the other party, Xiao Mohai has become more and more in awe of Li Tianlan, because until now he has not figured out Li Tianlan's temper , getting along, naturally more cautious, he looked at the distant sky,

He said softly, "Then...go to eat first?"

"Not hungry."

Li Tianlan didn't look up.

"Lao Zhou in the kitchen made a few new dishes today, His Highness should like it..."

"Don't eat."

Li Tianlan stood up and let go of his hands.

Xuanyuanjian was slowly turning around him, like a planet around a star.

"I'm going out for a walk."

Li Tianlan said.

Xiao Mohai was stunned for a while, and didn't come back to his senses for a while.

go out for a walk?

For more than a year, the farthest road Li Tianlan traveled was the distance from the dormitory to the prison gate.

He never left the prison confines.

This was the first time he said he wanted to go out for a walk.

When Xiao Mohai came back to his senses, Li Tianlan had already walked more than ten meters away. He hesitated for a while, but still didn't say anything, just sighed lightly.

He still didn't notice Li Tianlan's anger and loss.

But he could feel that Li Tianlan was in a bad mood right now.

"Dad, where is Your Highness going?"

Xiao Qing trotted over and asked.

"Your Highness is not in a good mood, let's go for a walk."

Xiao Mohai shook his head: "Notify the kitchen to prepare a few dishes that His Highness likes, and make another one as soon as he comes back."

Xiao Qing groaned, watching Li Tianlan's back getting further and further away.

A gust of wind blew in the desert at night.

The rain stopped.

The water vapor in the sky floated slowly, and as Li Tianlan walked all the way, a mist seemed to form between the sky and the earth, in a trance and indifferent.

The picture is beautiful.

Xiao Qing's eyes were a little obsessed.

…

The light behind him gradually faded away, and finally disappeared completely.

The white mist filled with rich vitality floated densely, but it never affected Li Tianlan's sight in any way.

As if an illusory white mist blocked the yellow sand blown by the wind, there was silence between heaven and earth, soundless, silent and desolate.

Loneliness with boredom seems to go deep into the bone marrow.

Li Tianlan walked forward quietly, expressionless.

He didn't know where he was going or what he wanted to do.

The depression in his heart has changed from the initial torrent to the deep sea, constantly fluctuating in his heart, and even destroyed his state of concentration more than once.

For more than half a year, he slept less and less, and the deep meditation on weekdays has almost completely replaced his sleep time. His will is constantly condensed in meditation, and the way of swordsmanship is also advancing by leaps and bounds. This kind of practice is almost impossible. It is said to be hard work, even to be desperate.

No one knows why.

Li Tianlan has never told anyone that in the past six months, he has dreamed of Qin Weibai countless times.

In the beginning, it was the bits and pieces of the two people's acquaintance.

The dream after dream was long and clear.

From first acquaintance to acquaintance, to keeping promises.

Every event, every picture, every sentence, every look is repeated in the dream, that figure has really penetrated into the soul, and then started to move in different directions in the dream's "facts" extend.

He dreamed that he would grow old with Qin Wei forever.

Dreamed of turning against Qin Weibai.

Dreamed of parting with Qin Weibai for life and death.

Countless dreams.

He would meet many people in his dream, and in the end all of them turned into Qin Weibai.

He dreamed that Qin Weibai gave birth to a son for him, and the dream changed, and the son became a daughter again.

He dreamed of standing on the peak with Qin Weibai looking down at the heroes of the world.

I dreamed that I passed by Qin Weibai countless times and finally became a stranger.

In the dream, regardless of Qin Weibai's struggle, he cursed and tore at Qin Weibai's clothes.

On a snowy night in the boundless icy world, the sharp edge of the sword pierced into his chest.

confusion.

Every dream is extremely clear.

Every dream has a different ending.

Missing turned into longing coming up like a tide.

Li Tianlan wants to ask

Sentence why.

He wanted to see Qin Weibai.

He wanted to ask why he couldn't see it.

He didn't feel that there was any problem between the two of them.

The last time they met, there was no anger or quarrel between the two.

Then.

There's no after that.

He had called her once, but every time it was the knight who answered.

Knight either said she was busy or she wasn't.

Li Tianlan forgot how many times he called.

But Qin Weibai never responded.

Gradually, Li Tianlan also fell silent.

For more than a year, this pair of men and women who were once deeply in love with each other have not even contacted once.

Why this sentence, he asked the military division.

But more than a month has passed, and there is still no answer.

He is indeed waiting for someone.

But for more than a month, he seemed to be waiting for someone who couldn't wait.

what is this?

Li Tianlan stopped and sat down in the desert.

He looked up at the sky.

There are no lights in the desert.

The galaxy shining above the sky is extremely bright.

Li Tianlan was in a daze.

He wrote the three words Qin Weibai on the yellow sand with his fingers, recalling the details of the two of them together, the whole person became more and more silent.

The clock is ticking.

Darkness is passing.

The desert was silent, and it seemed that he was the only one left in the whole world.

The past seems to have really become a past event rooted in memory.

Li Tianlan smiled.

He didn't know why, but he just wanted to laugh.

I have seen torrential rains sweep across the desert.

I have seen the galaxy cover the moonlight.

I've seen dusk chasing dawn.

I want to see you, but I can't see you.

"Why..."

Li Tianlan tapped Xuanyuanjian lightly: "Why do you say?"