The Downs of Marriage

Ren Xiaoyou stared at Shu Yuming in a daze, as if he couldn't believe what he said just now.

Although his recent performance seemed to really want to be with her and was very serious, she never thought that he would reflect on his previous problems.

After all, when he reunited, he still wanted to break into her life so strongly.

And it seems that her understanding of Shu Yuming has always stayed five years ago, and she has never been able to forget the deception five years ago.

Will always reject him because of this.

But now, she found that she seemed to have missed a lot, and she should no longer look at Shu Yuming the same way she was five years ago.

"I know that an apology is of no use, but I still want to apologize to you, want you to forgive me, want to hear you say forgive me."

Speaking of emotions, Shu Yuming also shook Ren Xiaoyou's hand out of control, but she broke free.

"Xiao Yu, do you still hate me? Are you still unwilling to forgive me?"

Ren Xiaoyou's actions made Shu Yuming a little hurt. He was not only satisfied with Ren Xiaoyou's attitude of rejecting and winning when he was in the old house of Shu's house that day, what he wanted was her true forgiveness and acceptance.

"I can't talk about hate or anything. If you didn't help me five years ago, I might still be unable to clear my dad's grievances."

It was the first time for Ren Xiaoyou to talk to Shu Yuming about five years ago. Even if he mentioned it before, it was in a state of emotional out-of-control.

Now when I mentioned it, she really wanted to solve the matter, and she didn't want to keep it in mind.

"At that time, if you want to fight'Langjun', there must be other ways. You don't have to rely on me. It's just that I have never been able to let go. I think I have given my heart, but in exchange for your use."

"That incident was indeed my fault. At that time, Xu Sheng also warned me that there would be other ways that I don’t have to do this. But I was too anxious, and wanted to have real power, so that’s why Choose a shortcut."

It was also the first time that Shu Yuming confessed to Ren Xiaoyou. He now understands that if he doesn't see what he has done well, it is impossible to learn a lesson and it is impossible to save Ren Xiaoyou's heart.

"Therefore, there is no problem of holding hate at all. I just think you don't love me. I just stay away from someone who doesn't love me." Such words are very light, but when I return to God, I find that my voice is all Can't help shaking.

Handing over her true heart completely, not only did she get no response, but she also didn't want to recall the feeling of being trampled on.

But now that we want to spread the matter out, we must recall how it felt at that time, so that we can truly resolve the gap in my heart.

"It's not that I don't love it, it's just that I don't understand." Shu Yuming smiled bitterly. If he didn't have Ren Xiaoyou in his heart, how could he try to find her after learning that she had left?

Why can't you sleep all night, just thinking about where she is going?

Ren Xiaoyou didn't speak any more, as if no matter what he said, it meant that the things that happened five years ago were over like that, she wouldn't mind anymore?

She didn't know how reliable Shu Yuming's words were, and she didn't even want to explore them. It seemed that she had believed his words in her heart, so she didn't want to explore them.

"Actually, I am very grateful to Lin Jingze for being with you over the past few years, and I am also very jealous of him, because he knows all about you, knows every bit of you over the years, and in the past few years, I have been completely to you. It's a stranger."

Shu Yuming never dared to admit that he was jealous of Lin Jingze, because in his opinion, jealousy is the most useless, and everything needs to be fought for by himself.

But facing Lin Jingze, he couldn't control his emotions. As long as he thought about it, that feeling could completely occupy him.

"Xiao You, I don't want to be jealous of him anymore, I don't want to be the person who doesn't know anything, talking to myself, like a fool."

Shu Yuming was still talking about it, but Ren Xiaoyou felt that the sound in her ears was getting more and more blurred. Now she was struggling in the mud of choice, not knowing how to speak.

"If you still hate me, you should choose me more so that you can retaliate against me, right?"

Ren Xiaoyou was a little confused until she got in the car, she didn't even remember whether she agreed to Shu Yuming just now.

If she asked now, Shu Yuming would definitely say that she had agreed, and she would give up the idea of ​​asking him if she thought about it.

But when the car was driving smoothly on the road, she thought about an important thing.

"My car is still parked at the company, you drive me to the company, otherwise it will not be convenient for me to go to work tomorrow."

"Where is it so troublesome, I'll come over to pick you up tomorrow morning."

"I didn't say it early, I don't want to be known by them now." Although there was no contradiction in the conversation between the two just now, this matter must be persisted.

"Wait for you at the intersection like you did last time?" Shu Yuming was still a little discouraged in this state of being unable to see people. Before he came, he thought about saying those things, Ren Xiaoyou would never do this again. Persisted.

But when you think about it carefully, the two can speak naturally now, it seems that they have made a lot of progress. If you ask too much, it will be self-defeating.

Seeing Ren Xiaoyou still hesitating, Shu Yuming began to persuade her again, "You think it's too early now. If you go to the company to pick up the car and go back, I don't know how late it will be. By then, Xiaoyu will be asleep too?"

For other reasons, Ren Xiaoyou might refuse, but Shu Yuming now understands her mind. As long as it is Shu Wenyu's business, she can compromise no matter what.

Just like when I was in the old house of the Shu family, although I didn't want to spend the night there, I still stayed because I was worried about Shu Wenyu.

Just thinking of the night in the old house, Shu Yuming was a little bloody.

He glanced at Ren Xiaoyou secretly, and couldn't help sighing in his heart. He didn't know when that harmonious day would appear.

"Then you will send me to the intersection and go back later!"

Ren Xiaoyou felt that this was the biggest concession she had made, but Shu Yuming was still arguing: "How can I let you go back alone at such a late hour? I will park the car at the intersection and send you in."

Ren Xiaoyou just wanted to say that there was nothing going on in the community, and it was not the first time that she had left, but it was useless to argue with Shu Yuming, and simply acquiesced.

And if you go in on foot, even if you are discovered, it is easier to hide it.

It's just that this idea was completely shattered after meeting Ni Yiming on the way into the community.