Rebirth Junior High School: The Excelling Top Student Goddess

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Chapter 2263 You Saved Yourself

Zhou Shengbeiqian said slowly, "At that time, your depression tendency was already very serious, and you had suicidal tendencies, but the kindness in your heart saved you. When you met Ouyang Mu, the rose god of death, you could still Thinking of using your own death to get Ouyang Mu captured, you have reached that level, you still want to make your death worthwhile..."

"That's what moves me the most. I've never seen a girl like you."

"You said that he saved you, but it's better to say that you saved yourself."

Zhou Shengbeiqian's attitude is very serious, "No one knows better than us how painful depression patients are. They are not friends, nor do they want to live, but... they can't. Many of them really want to be happy, They want to face life like normal people, but they can't. A small negative emotion may wear them down and cause their emotions to collapse."

Zhou Shengbeiqian sighed, "If someone can really hear the inner voice of others, then at least nine out of ten depression patients are calling for help."

"Normal people can't understand it. They obviously don't have any diseases in their body organs, and they look like a healthy person. Why would they want to commit suicide? Why can't they overcome that negative emotion? They are not sick at all, but they are here to torture people, right? Why are you so hypocritical? Why do you collapse at every turn?"

"Etc., etc."

Zhou Shengbeiqian sighed, "It is very difficult for normal people to understand depression. Similarly, it is also difficult for some depressed patients who yearn for life to admit that they have depression, such as you."

Yun Hua didn't speak.

"The only thing that can save depression is medicine and yourself."

"When you yourself can defeat the little monsters in your soul, you are saved."

Zhou Shengbeiqian looked at her, "It was you who defeated the little monster in your heart. It was you who dragged yourself out of the abyss little by little, because you wanted to live so much. He is not your life-saving straw, he is just Your spiritual sustenance. Even if it wasn’t him, you would find other spiritual sustenance, and you would still struggle to get ashore..."

"In your mind, you beautify him to an unbelievable degree, you put all your emotions and life sustenance on him, your eyes can only see his good side, and, even if you find If you get some bad things, your brain will subconsciously ignore those things. It’s actually like hypnosis.”

"You have been in a state of self-hypnosis. When you wake up from this state of self-hypnosis one day, you will know that those things that you thought you didn't care about, or those things that you used to care about Things that you thought you couldn’t even see, you actually remember very clearly, you just ignore them temporarily, you haven’t forgotten, and you don’t care too much.”

"The moment I woke up from the dream, it was really cruel."

"Cruel, cruel to the extreme."

"But Huahua, I will be with you, I will always be with you, just like the years in country M, I will always be by your side, as long as you need me, I am always there ,I am always here!"

Yun Hua didn't speak for a long time.

She seemed to be caught in her own emotions once again.

After a long time, she slowly raised her head and looked at Zhou Shengbeiqian, the mist in her eyes became clearer.

"Thanks."

"You don't have to be so polite with me." Zhou Sheng Beiqian heaved a sigh of relief, "I'll make it for you if you want to eat tonight."

"Order takeaway," Yun Hua said in a low voice.

Zhou Shengbeiqian did not insist, "What do you want to eat?"

"Just order whatever you want." Yun Hua said, "Sorry, I want to rest for a while..."

"Okay." Zhou Shengbeiqian smiled, "Doudou and Lance will probably be back soon, I'll wait for them downstairs first, you can sleep for a while."

After Zhou Sheng Beiqian left the study, Yun Hua also returned to the master bedroom.

Lying on the large double bed, she hugged the quilt tightly, buried her face in the quilt, and did not raise her head until she couldn't breathe.

She may have never really seen him clearly.

Can……

Those common experiences cannot be erased, those vivid details, everything...

Why is this happening?

Why have you come to this point today?

If time can go back to the past.

If everything could be restarted...

Thinking of this, Yun Hua really felt that he was a little ridiculous, how could he start the time again?

I've already given her a chance, what else do you want?

...

After 7 o'clock in the evening.

When Yun Hua came down from upstairs, Zhou Shengbeiqian was the only one sitting in the living room.

Yun Hua rubbed her eyes, "Where are DouDou and Lance? Are you still out of school? Why are you so late today?"

Zhou Shengbeiqian turned his head to look at her, his expression was not very good-looking, "Huahua, listen to me, calm down first."

"What happened?" Yun Hua frowned immediately.

Zhou Shengbeiqian pursed his lips, "Ah Qing called me when Doudou and Lance were out of school in the afternoon."

"Well, what then?"

"He said...he took the two children back to Bo's house, and he won't come back tonight. Tomorrow is the final exam for the two children...He said he would send the two children to school directly to take the exam." Zhou Sheng Beiqian said.

Yun Hua's face changed slightly, and she moved her lips, trying to say something, but in the end she didn't say anything, turned around and ran upstairs quickly.

Zhou Shengbeiqian was very anxious, "Huahua, calm down, don't be impulsive!"

His legs are still not very convenient, so he can only stand up as hard as he can, and go upstairs as fast as he can.

By the time he went upstairs, Yun Hua had locked himself in the bedroom.

Zhou Shengbeiqian knocked on the door, "Huahua, you open the door, I'm worried about you."

"I'm fine, I just want... to be alone." Yun Hua's voice was obviously crying.

"Huahua..." Zhou Shengbeiqian sighed, "I don't know what the conflict between you and Ah Qing is, but he is not the kind of person who will take his anger out on the children, don't worry about the children, worry about it yourself."

"Huahua, I'll stay with you outside, I know you're uncomfortable, you rest, if you want to talk to someone, I'll be waiting for you anytime."

Zhou Shengbeiqian's voice came through the crack of the door.

Yun Hua didn't respond.

Zhou Shengbeiqian sent Yun Hua a wechat message from his mobile phone, "Huahua, can you answer me and let me know that you are okay, otherwise I will be very worried and I will... go crazy."

"I'm fine." Yun Hua replied.

Zhou Sheng Beiqian: "Then I can rest assured. Huahua, I know you are worried about the two children. I promise, you will be able to see them after the exam tomorrow."

Yun Hua locked himself in the room for a day and a night.