Mystery: the Outer God is Myself

Chapter 182 Lin Ruo in Azik's Memory (for Subscription)

"Mr. Ards, what's the matter? Is there something wrong?"

Hearing Lin Ruo's words, Azik, who was hesitant to speak, no longer hesitated, and said, "I recently recovered some memories... some of them are related to you."

"En?" Lin Ruo raised her eyebrows, a little surprised, but not too surprised, and asked, "Can you tell me in detail?"

Mr. Ards nodded, and said in a low and gentle voice: "I don't remember many things, only some fragments... In my memory, it should be when I just woke up in a reincarnation and forgot everything. When I opened my eyes, the first thing I saw was you..."

Having said that, Azik looked at Lin Ruo with complicated eyes, and said, "You at that time claimed to be my teacher..."

Lin Ruo:?

What is this unfolding?

Lin Ruo was stunned, and said for a full second: "Mr. Ards, what do you mean, I am your teacher... Or, I have been your teacher before?"

"No, the situation may be more complicated than this." Ards shook his head, with a complicated expression, and said strangely: "Although you claimed to be my teacher at that time, you did teach me a lot. I found my direction when I woke up at that time... But, but you are not like a teacher... In fact, you gave me a very dangerous feeling at that time, you were always watching me, as if you were looking at me some sort of investigation..."

"Although there are not many recovered memories... But in the limited memory, I did have the feeling that if you are not satisfied with the results of the investigation, you will kill me..."

Lin Ruo: ...

What is this development?

Wait... Lin Ruo suddenly thought of something, and his eyes flickered slightly.

How could he have forgotten that Mr. Azik was the Death Consul before!

Although it can be seen from the original book that Mr. Azik was deeply influenced by the god of death when he was the death consul, and his true self was suppressed by the divinity, which can basically be described as involuntary. But as the Death Consul of the Balam Empire, whether he is willing or not, there are definitely not a few people who died because of Mr. Azik!

And Lin Ruo herself... can't tolerate the behavior of killing innocent people when the Balam Empire launched the Pale Calamity!

Under this premise, after the downfall of the god of death, if he meets Azik who has been caught in the cycle of death, constantly losing memory, searching for memory, and losing memory again... To be honest, Lin Ruo has no doubt that he will love Azik Poisonous hands.

After all, Lin Ruo knew himself well. If he really witnessed the pale disaster, then even if he knew that the culprit was the God of Death, his attitude towards Azik, the executor, would not be very good.

——This is different from now. Although Lin Ruo now knows that Azik is the former death consul, after all, he only understands a few words and has no real feelings. Under this premise, he has a good impression of Azik in the original book The foundation is, naturally, one can rationally tell oneself that Mr. Azik was involuntary back then, and the culprit was the God of Death, while selectively ignoring what happened back then.

To put it bluntly, as Lin Ruo thinks, he never thinks he is a good person, let alone a saint, so Lin Ruo also has his own selfishness for the people he knows and is familiar with, and he has no moral obsession. Naturally, he would not care about the mistakes that Mr. Azik let go of when he was involuntary.

But the mistakes of the past and the tragedy that happened in front of him are two different concepts. If Lin Ruo doesn't care about his friends' mistakes in the past, he absolutely can't tolerate a person who only has a slight liking for him. catastrophe.

In this case, he didn't do it directly, but chose to investigate the other party... I'm afraid it's all the result of the truth of the original book + the bonus of favorability!

Although it was just a guess, Lin Ruo had a sense that his guess was very close to the truth.

Tsk, I suddenly felt that the fight between him and Medici was really because of the war...

Although he had some guesses, after collecting his thoughts, Lin Ruo asked, "Mr. Azik, did I do anything to you in my memory?"

"No, although many memories are still missing, I'm still sure that you didn't do anything to me... Although I don't know the reason, I seem to have passed your assessment." Azik shook his head.

That's good... Lin Ruo breathed a sigh of relief. Although she had expected this result, when she really got the answer, Lin Ruo's heart was relieved just now.

He is really afraid that the friend will become the enemy.

After letting go of his heart, Lin Ruo suddenly felt a kind of silent embarrassment when he looked at Azik in front of him.

"Cough..." This made Lin Ruo cough lightly after a few seconds of silence, and said, "Let him pass on the past, Mr. Azik, what do you think?"

The room suddenly became quiet again, and Azik was silent, which made Lin Ruo feel a little bit in his heart, and heard Azik's deep and gentle voice as usual:

"Well, let them go..."

He smiled, and said with a gentle smile: "Actually, I don't have much real feeling for that memory... Whether it's me or you in that memory, it's actually strange to me..."

"I am more familiar with you now."

This is undoubtedly a statement.

Lin Ruo breathed a sigh of relief again, but her thoughts were a little distracted by Azik's words.

He can actually understand what Azik said, that he has no real sense of memory... because so far, although he has recovered some memories, he has also pieced together the old memories through channels such as Mr. Pallez and Roselle's diary. A corner of himself, but if you want to say how much Lin Ruo feels about it, actually he doesn't.

It's as if he has clearly realized that he and Medici are close friends, and even experienced it personally. The sadness and anger caused by Medici's death and the distressed situation of Medici will probably be talking to the other party. Naturally, they hated each other from time to time, and even believed that Medici would not hurt him... But Lin Ruo still had no real feeling that Medici was a close friend.

Otherwise, he wouldn't have gone to see Medici again after the last meeting.

Lin Ruo is actually very conflicted now. On the one hand, he wants to get back his memory and solve all kinds of mysteries about himself. On the other hand, Lin Ruo is actually a little afraid of getting back his memory.

The only memories he still has now are the twenty-odd years before he traveled, the eight years he traveled through Wenye, and the two months after waking up next to Klein, but he can clearly remember that the lost or sealed memories have a whole For thousands of years.

Just like Azik almost lost himself after recovering his memory in the original book and became the death consul back then, Lin Ruo would also think about what would happen if he recovered the memory that had been lost for thousands of years Woolen cloth!

Of course he is still him, but is he really still him?

Lin Ruo didn't know.

This kind of contradictory mood is actually reflected in his action of searching for memory, which is both positive and salty, so contradictory to death.

Alas... Lin Ruo sighed in his heart, looking at the person in front of him who could be called the same as him in a certain sense, he couldn't help asking:

"Mr. Ards, have you ever been afraid that you might become someone else?"

"Your current life is only a short ten years, or even less, but your lost memories started from hundreds of years... What if they turned you into another person?"