My Return to Life

Taking advantage of this afternoon when I can't code, write a few words.

Recently, my energy is not good, and the status of the code word is not very good, so the update has been delayed a lot, I am really sorry.

The monthly pass was over 10,000 yesterday, and there will be more.

It's not that the bowl is so awesome, and I won't say much, thank you for voting for it.

As for why I want to fight for this thing, it may be that the badge is really beautiful, so beautiful, I want it so much, and I really want to get exposure for the work, that's all.

Although it doesn't actually bring much exposure.

Let’s talk about badges on this topic. Let’s talk about the badge that this book will definitely get—daily update 40,000 characters: 10,000 words per day for 30 consecutive days.

This badge should be available in two or three days.

Badges you may get: Ten thousand people are sought after, one star of glory.

It seems a bit far away, but the results are steadily improving.

As for why they like badges, the reason is simple, who doesn't like things like glory.

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"My Return to Life"

The title of this book was not originally, but now it feels appropriate.

Some people say that this book is the author's self-proclaimed work, which cannot stand scrutiny.

Some people say that this book is not refreshing, bland as water, tasteless.

As such, I generally agree.

My Return to Life is the title of the book and my deepest self-fantasy.

It has been more than four years since Qidian started to serialize novels in early March 2016. I have changed a lot of vests, and I have been unknown to the street. With such a talent, I have accepted it.

During these days of serializing this book, a question often popped up in my mind:

When did I 'die'?

After thinking about it for a long time, I thought, it should be the night after the college entrance examination, I went online all night,

The door of the dormitory was unlocked, and when I returned to school the next morning, I found that all the textbooks for the three years of high school had been taken away by the garbage pickers.

Since then, my life has gradually been like this——

‘Steady and safe job, don’t quit your job. '

'Don't change cities. '

'strong. '

'trust yourself. '

I live to the 27th year, I have been single for many years, I have never had a serious relationship, and I have had a failed relationship experience.

Under the strong interference of my parents, I went on a blind date, during which I barely spoke.

Because I know I don't deserve it.

A person like me who has no talent in work, life, and writing has never been worthy of feelings or the qualifications to become a "commodity" from then to now.

Many years ago, I bowed my head to life and humbled myself into the dirt.

But life is so fucking no matter how humble I am, it is still so cruel, cruel, and tragic.

On bad days, it starts with staying up late and then not being able to sleep, not really insomnia as I've never been to a doctor with 'insomnia' as a symptom, it could just be a simple insomnia.

I accept my fate, and when I am conscious, I never fantasize.

But I don’t know when it started, even in my dreams, there is no fantasy, joy, or laughter. This is so sad...

The "Fang Nian" I wrote is the imaginary me, but I know that I am not "Fang Nian".

In this story, many plots are adapted from personal experience.

When this book was signed, it was said in a single chapter that I wanted to use the four words of the theme of this book to express "live a good life" to reach a reconciliation with my terrible status quo.

Yes, I still think so.

I don't want life and life to be separated into two words.

I also want to use this story to express the concept of "living well".

I hope that everyone will not 'die' at a young age like me, and humble life to the dirt.

it's useless.

Life doesn't care if you are humble or not, the more you struggle to live out hope, the better you will be able to live.

My return to life is the return to life in my fantasy, there are too many traces revealed in pen and ink, so generally I agree with certain views such as self-promotion and plainness.

Probably, some parts of this book are not so suitable for online writing.

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PS1: Regarding recent issues, Powan mostly communicates in the group, if you are interested, you can add it, group number: 1046096074.

PS2: Regarding writing, Powan has already said in the comments that writing is a very personal thing;

In other words, no matter what the comments say, it is absolutely impossible for Browan to change the text according to the meaning of the comments, unless it is inherent in the story design;

According to a few extreme opinions to modify the article, are there still few examples of hitting the street in the end?

Like to watch, don't like to watch or not, this matter is really very simple;

From Pujie to Laopujie, Powan can still understand the reason that readers cannot be licked.

The reason why I list it out separately again is that you guys just treat it as a broken bowl of glass...