My Return to Life

In 2008 of the lunar calendar.

Fang Nian's last words to Lin Nan were——

"There are no hurdles in life, so go to work with peace of mind."

I didn't use 'good', but 'safe'...

"..."

afternoon.

Fang Nian's family said goodbye to Lin Pingyang and the old man.

It was Fang Zhengguo who rode a motorcycle "Tu Tu Tu ~" first.

Fang Nian carried Lin Feng and Fang Xin behind him.

Looking at the old man in the motorcycle rearview mirror who stopped on the ground and watched them leave with a smile on his face, the corner of Fang Nian's mouth twitched.

"Grandma looks like a long-lived person."

Lin Feng echoed, "That's right, your grandma will live a long life."

In fact, Fang Nian didn't know if grandma would live to be a hundred years old.

Before returning to life, the old man was only in his eighties.

I arrived home in ten minutes, and the time was exactly four o'clock in the afternoon.

Fang Nian rinsed his mouth.

The sky is fine, and there will be dust on the dirt. Fang Nian didn't wear a helmet, so he inhaled a little bit.

Not many people in rural areas care about this kind of usual thing.

After talking a few gossips, Fang Nian talked to Lin Feng, went out from the side door, walked through the compacted open space, climbed up the slope wall along the stones from the back of the miscellaneous house, and finally squatted at a corner, empty-handed. Looking across the fields and mountains.

Fang Nian's mind is full of Lin Nan's story.

Thinking back to Lin Nan's words, Fang Nian's thoughts slowly drifted away...

In the end, Lin Nan chose to accept Fang Nian's loan and pay off the credit card bill in one go.

Although, Lin Nan couldn't figure out why Fang Nian came up with a plan to repay the monthly fixed amount and write an IOU.

Although, Lin Nan couldn't understand why he talked about debts while talking.

But the first thing to do when waking up every day is to face the pressure brought by the 'huge' debt. Lin Nan chooses to accept the burnt out of countless days.

Fixed amount repayment without interest is already the best solution for Lin Nan.

For Fangnian, 50,000 yuan can be borrowed or given away.

The reason for choosing such an awkward plan is because of some words of Lin Nan...

Lin Nan didn't understand why he talked about the arrears, but Fang Nian saw it clearly.

At first, Lin Nan still had scruples, or he didn't want to talk about such things out of face.

But after opening his mouth, there was an urge to vomit.

And Fang Nian always used one or two sentences to arouse Lin Nan's desire to pour out at critical moments.

At the beginning, Lin Nan still had a few good memories mixed in, but later most of them turned into complaints.

"...You don't know how troublesome girls' affairs are."

"Lipstick and perfume are for makeup, and facial cleanser and essence are for skin care."

Lin Nan said, counting on his fingers.

"Makeup is makeup,

Skin care is skin care, completely different things. "

"I don't know where I heard the news, saying that I must use big foreign brands, and told me that I didn't choose those first-tier brands..."

"In short, spending on those bottles and cans every month costs at least two or three thousand on average."

"..."

Hearing Lin Nan's complaints here, Fang Nian interjected: "Then you two don't have enough money, right?"

"Barely force it."

Lin Nan was evasive.

"So, tickets to Happy Valley are too expensive."

"It's mainly not the first time. I don't think it's necessary. I'm going home for the New Year soon. I have to keep some money with me."

"..."

In the process of Lin Nan's random narration, Fang Nian learned more things.

Let's put it this way.

It can be described in one sentence: the one who is close to the ink is black.

Lin Nan didn't have the habit of being extravagant, but he was brought by his ex-girlfriend, so he didn't care much about the amount of one or two thousand.

He seldom thinks about this "don't care much", which is his one-month salary.

"Sometimes, I want to control, but she always wants to buy this and that, but most of the time it doesn't look so eye-catching, such as twenty or thirty-one bottles of nail polish, such as a meal in the early one hundred yuan .”

"..."

There was anxiety and pain in Lin Nan's tone.

"It was okay at the beginning, the salary was paid off and the credit card was paid off, which was enough to pay the rent."

"Then it slowly started to make ends meet."

"Because it was just nail polish at the beginning, and then it was two or three hundred lipsticks, five or six hundred perfumes, and one or two thousand sets of skin care products..."

"..."

Seeing that Lin Nan said the same thing, Fang Nian interjected, "What will you do after you can't make ends meet?"

"I also thought of many ways and took various part-time jobs."

Lin Nan continued, "To tell you the truth, I tried to write a novel, but I couldn't write it every time. She was too noisy."

"..."

"In short, I have tried all means, but I owe more and more."

"..."

In addition to gold everywhere in Pengcheng, there are also temptations everywhere.

The example of Lin Nan may not be too many in 2007 and 2008.

But with the passage of time, after the issuance of credit cards and the variety of online payment methods, this example has become a phenomenon.

Because... when cash is not used, consumption has a higher experience, but there is no feeling of distress at all.

As a result, almost all post-90s generations are heavily in debt.

Anyway, I didn't take money out of my pocket, so it doesn't matter...

This is also the biggest reason why Fang Nian finally said to Lin Nan, "Go to work with peace of mind".

It’s easy to make money honestly, but if you want to work part-time, fix holes, or do this or that, the result can easily backfire.

Lin Nan is like this.

In his vague narration, Fang Nian guessed that some part-time jobs lost money.

If Fang Nian were to describe Lin Nan's experience in one sentence.

That is--

The girlfriend was thinking about poetry and distant places, whether to buy Dior lipstick or Chanel perfume, and he was thinking about how to not go hungry for the next meal.

To put it more harshly, Lin Nan and his ex-girlfriend have a higher heart than paper, and they pursued a life that does not belong to them too much...

So Fang Nian chose an awkward plan.

Write an IOU, clear Lin Nan's current credit card bills, ask Lin Nan to pay him back the money on a monthly basis, and remind him to go to work with peace of mind.

At least for the time being, Lin Nan will be as he said: there are no obstacles in life.

As for whether Lin Nan can go to work with peace of mind and stop falling into the consumption trap, etc.

These are not Fangnian things.

Fang Nian didn't even mention asking Lin Nan to cancel the credit card.

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"Some people no matter how much effort they put in and how much they die, they finally find that they are powerless."

Fang Nian whispered to himself.

In Fang Nian's view, Lin Nan is such a person.

From Lin Nan's few words, we know that Lin Nan has made a lot of efforts to pay off the debt.

Such as writing novels, such as distributing advertising leaflets and so on.

It's just a pity that his ex-girlfriend is more vain and ostentatious than he imagined.

Moreover, it can also be seen from the development of Lin Nanyuan's later generations.

He is powerless to make do with marriage, and has no choice but to become a house slave.

Perhaps, just this year, Lin Nan is already 'dead'...

...Fang Nian's previous experiences were not as complicated as Lin Nan's.

Because he never had a girlfriend.

The reason why Fang Nian felt that Lin Nan was very much like his former self was not complicated.

Fang Nian is more difficult than Lin Nan.

Because Fang Nian can only work part time and part time go to training institutions.

The old Fang’s family has never been rich, and there is only one migrant labor force.

Lin Feng needs to farm at home and take care of Fang Xin as he grows up.

Because grandpa passed away and grandma was alone, Lin Feng could no longer send Fang Xin to grandma's house as before.

Fang Zhengguo has no skills, so he can only make earthen huts.

After finally switching careers to become a programmer, the initial salary was not high.

Unsatisfactory things in life out of ten.

At the age of twenty-three or fourteen, Fang Nian, like Lin Nan now, got a credit card and was under huge pressure to repay the debt.

It also changed from reading novels to writing novels.

Fortunately, finally struggled out.

Fang Nian also remembered that after getting to know Lu Wei well, they drank afternoon tea together on a weekend and the topic turned to him.

Fang Nian complained about some things.

Like the bad fake intermediary that I have encountered, I almost have no place to live because I cheated the intermediary fee;

For example, when the house expires, the landlord will not refund the deposit of several thousand yuan;

Like a debt owed to oneself.

Fang Nian, who was already writing a novel at the time, finally said.

"It's easy to be born, but difficult to live. Sometimes, people must accept their own powerlessness unconditionally. If you want to bow to life, life doesn't give you a chance at all."

Lu Weiyu replied after a long silence.

"Most people have experienced unsatisfactory lives and experienced ups and downs. These are part of life."

"Just like when I was an intern in college, there were times when I ate the last meal and thought about the next meal..."

"Now that I have come over, think about it, when life has reached the bottom, is it no matter which direction you work hard, you are always going up?"

Fang Nian was silent, thinking about what Lu Weiyu said.

Then, Lu Weiyu looked at Fang Nian and smiled slightly.

"Don't worry, life doesn't necessarily give you opportunities. Just because you haven't achieved success in writing a book now doesn't mean you won't achieve success in the future. Your work is not so good now, but your clients are satisfied with you. Sooner or later life will surprise you. "

Sometimes thinking about it, Fang Nian felt that he lost his soul in Lu Weiyu's smiling eyes again and again.

It is also in chatting again and again that I find the direction of life.

But at the same time, Fang Nian buried his heart deeper again and again...

Fang Nian couldn't explain these truths to Lin Nan.

Because everyone receives different things from this world, there is no way to empathize with them.

Not every effort will be exchanged for hope. Sometimes, wanting to work hard and live well is a powerless thing...

Fang Nian got up from the slope protection wall, numb, and made a decision.

As the countdown to 2009 in the lunar calendar began, the annoyance brought about by hearing about life's difficulties disappeared.

"I've been reborn, why don't I be able to ascend to heaven alone?"

"If you don't have a suitable opportunity, create a suitable opportunity. At least you can find a way to make Brother Nan live comfortably..."

Although compared to his previous life, Fang Nian now has no money, no resources, no connections, and he never thought about taking over everything.

But Fang Nian didn't mind helping Lin Nan from the side.

Taking the first route of retreat that he is fully prepared now, no matter what in the future, he can guarantee that Lin Nan will live without worry.

After getting off the slope wall, facing the westward sun, and walking into the warmer house, Fang Nian heard Lin Feng's voice.

"Fang Nian, what do you want to eat tonight? I made braised pork at home. Do you want to steam one and try it first?"

"There's also bacon, beef and ribs, whichever you choose."

Fang Nian laughed: "Let's do a little bit."

Hearing this, Fang Zhengguo got up with a smile and went to prepare.

At this time Fang Xin climbed down from the chair and ran towards Fang Nian holding the candy.

"Brother, brother, do you want to eat this high-grade candy? My aunt brought it back."

Fang Nian bent down and took it: "Okay, I'll try it."

In the evening light, my mother said that the family prepared a lot of dishes for the lively New Year, my father was busy getting up to prepare ingredients, and my sister held up candy and asked if I would like to eat it...

This kind of life is called——

Good things are happening.

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These two chapters are written for myself and many people. Life will surprise everyone sooner or later, and wonderful things are happening!

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