Lady Cultivator

A sudden quarrel. It made both of them feel sulky, especially since neither of them had any experience in quarreling with others. This feeling of sulking was so uncomfortable.

However, this small cave has a lot of space, so one person can occupy one end without being able to find anything.

It didn't take long for Qin Xi to regret it. Why did he bother to expand the cave just now? If it was still like before, he just had to be shameless and get by, maybe it would be fine. But now he couldn't touch her, and he couldn't help but feel ashamed.

He had never done this kind of thing, and he didn't know how to get along with a woman. He just felt that she was like this and then that, and wouldn't listen to anything she said. It really... really made him not know what to do.

But he didn't feel like he was wrong either. How many people in this world have dual cultivation? How is it possible that every pair of dual cultivators are of equal strength? There's always a before and a after, what's wrong with relying on your partner?

Thinking like this, he forgot that his self-esteem was so damaged by the word "furnace" that he could not recover for decades.

Mo Tiange kept her back to him and was collecting the medicine bottles calmly. She didn't know where she could find so many things to pack, and she collected them one after another.

Until another piece of demonic energy floated outside, blocking the entrance of the light.

"sorry."

Qin Xi was startled.

Mo Tiange coughed. Relying on the darkness and turning her back to him, she mustered up her courage: "I know you mean well, but, but... some things are not that simple. Maybe you think it's nothing, but it's very important to me."

"..."

After a while, there was no response. She couldn't help but feel annoyed. She was not good at quarreling, and she felt unhappy.

So this annoyance was brought into her words: "Of course, if you think all your ideas are right and you have to do everything you say, then I have nothing to say."

There was a sound of wind behind her, and just as she was about to turn her head, someone hugged her from behind.

"I'm sorry." His voice was low but clear.

With just three words, it felt like all the previous anger had disappeared.

The two people sat hugging each other, one behind the other.

"I know I was too impulsive just now, and I shouldn't have given you time to think about it.

"He said.

"It doesn't have to be like this." She whispered, pulled away his hand, turned around, looked into his eyes in the darkness, and said seriously, "I apologize for my attitude about what happened just now. I was also very impulsive. However, things Let me make it clear, do you agree?"

"Um."

"I..." Mo Tiange thought for a while. I don’t know where to start, so let’s start from the beginning, “I was born in the secular world. Although I am just an ordinary village girl, my mother raised me like a boy from the beginning. , I want to study like those boys, and I want to study better than them. My mother always said, my father said that regardless of gender, his children should be well-educated, so she will give me whatever she can. , and I must do my best in whatever I can do.”

"...Later, my mother left, and I embarked on the road of cultivating immortals. When I arrived in Kunwu, I met my second uncle. My second uncle said that maybe other female cultivators could slack off. But I couldn't. My physique is both a capital and a talisman. , so, not only am I better than the female cultivators, but I also work harder than most male cultivators..."

After talking for so long, she almost forgot what she wanted to say. There are some things that she seldom recalls, because every time she recalls them, she is just one person. But now there was someone listening, so she couldn't help but talk about the joys and sorrows she had experienced with her second uncle in those more than ten years.

"...I have become accustomed to this kind of life, and this has become my own belief. It's not that I don't trust you, or I don't want to listen to you, but...it goes against my belief for so many years. Second Uncle He said that sentimentality and weakness are the biggest enemies of female nuns, so he always asked me to be self-reliant and not to rely on anyone, even if one day I find someone who can accompany me on this journey." She raised her head and met his face. Eyes, "If I really don't have to do anything in the future, it will be equivalent to denying my previous life of more than 80 years."

"..."

The demonic energy floated away, and the cave lit up.

Qin Xi didn't speak for a long time, but he didn't let her go either.

These recollections reminded him of those three years in the Yunwu Sect. During those three years, he had been indifferent at first, then discovered her secret, and finally became interested.

When I first learned her secret. He was a little confused because she was different from the women he looked down upon. Then he thought that maybe she was the type he admired, like Uncle Miaoyi and Senior Sister Xin. Later, I felt that she was tenacious and hard-working. A monk with such qualities could achieve something if he had enough opportunities and luck. In the next few decades, I watched her grow step by step...

I used to think that it was great for her to have such a strong character. These were qualities he admired, and at least she wouldn't turn into a woman he hated. But now, now their relationship is different, and he feels that this is not the case anymore.

So what if you rely on him? What's the point of being with him if he can't bring her anything? He felt confused, so he said so.

Mo Tiange's eyes widened and he turned around to glare at him: "Do you think it's meaningful to me to bring you something?"

Qin Xi also opened his eyes: "Isn't it?"

"..." Mo Tiange was speechless for a while. She just found out now. There is a problem with communication between them.

"What's wrong? Tell me!"

She thought for a while and asked him: "What if we switch sides?"

"Huh?" He didn't understand what this meant.

She added: "What if... our genders were changed and you were a woman?"

"..." This assumption made Qin Xi blush, "Do I look like a woman?"

Mo Tiange slapped his hand away, leaned against the rock wall and looked at him with his arms crossed: "Actually, you don't think much of women, do you?"

"… Although he knew it would be better to deny it, he still chose to admit it honestly.

"Then you look down on me?"

"Of course not!" He explained hurriedly, "If I looked down on you, I would not have interacted with you when I was in the Yunwu Sect. I had known you were a woman, but..."

Look at him like this. But Mo Tiange smiled: "Why are you anxious? I didn't say anything to you."

He sighed, feeling like he couldn't explain it.

Mo Tiange looked at him and said, "Look, you actually have a certain degree of prejudice against women because some people are not motivated. If I were like those unmotivated women, would you still treat me differently?"

"……Won't."

"Then it's over." She said briskly, "Isn't it because of my personality that you look at me differently? If... if we are together, I will rely on you in the future. After a long time, Maybe you just find me annoying."

"...How is it possible!" He denied it intuitively, but he couldn't give a reason, "This..."

"No need for this or that, I'm not embarrassing you." Mo Tiange held his hand and said seriously, "Actually, this time I came out, I discovered another side of you."

"What?" He was a little nervous.

"Let's say," she said, choosing her words carefully, "if I were with you, you would do everything, right?"

"...Is there anything wrong with this?"

She did not answer and continued: "You do all the things, you take on all the responsibilities, and you solve all the problems. Is that so?"

"..." He couldn't answer.

Without listening to his answer, Mo Tiange already knew his answer when he saw the guilty look on his face.

"I'm not saying that it's not good for you to do this." She said, "From a mortal point of view, you are a responsible person and will do what you like for the people you like instead of instructing others to do something." It's like. Just like those village guys in Mojia Village who always have their wives surrounding them.

"But, we are monks. I am not a mortal woman. If I follow you like this, I will have no sense of existence." After saying this, she didn't know what to say anymore, so she asked, "Do you understand?"

"..." Qin Xi remained silent, not knowing what he was thinking.

It wasn't until much later that he said: "I think... I probably understand what you mean. Do you want to say that if I act like this, I will turn you into the kind of woman who does nothing and only relies on others?" Just like Master Miaoyi and Senior Sister Su Xin, he could never imagine that they would stand behind a man. Presumably... Tiange couldn't do it either.

"Absolutely..." In fact, she wanted to say that his personality was too strong, but she also had a tough personality. If they were together like this, there would definitely be conflicts. But if he said that, he would be nervous again, right?

"Okay..." he said seriously, "I will try my best to change, not to take over everything, and to give you the opportunity to grow, so that you can move forward on your own strength. Is this enough?"

She smiled and said nothing, but slowly leaned forward, opened her arms, and took the initiative to hug him for the first time.

So he also smiled, but said seriously: "However, I also have requirements for you."

"Um?"

"First……"

She interrupted loudly: "How many more do you have?"

"I just started talking!" He was dissatisfied.

"Okay, you speak first."

"First, if anything happens in the future, don't think of leaving to solve it."

"..."

"Do you agree?" he urged.

Tian Ge did not hesitate for long. This request is not too much at all. If we can be together honestly like this, there is certainly nothing that cannot be solved.

"Second, you can try to make some demands on me."

"Ah?" What condition is this?

Seeing her doubts, Qin Xi smiled: "Although I appreciate women who are self-reliant, if you are too strong, I will lose my sense of existence. Therefore, if you can rely on me for some things, just rely on me."

"..."

She didn't answer for a while, so he was a little nervous: "Not good?"

"Okay, everyone takes a step back." You can't ask him to take a step back on everything. In this case, what's the difference between getting and asking for something? She is a very fair person, "But, there is no third party, right?"

Qin Xi smiled and hugged her tightly: "No more."

"Well," Mo Tiange said with his fingers crossed, "You have two requests, and I can change them. Let's make an agreement."

"Huh?" This... also needs to be the same? Too fair, right?

She ignored it and said to herself: "First, you must trust me. No matter what the situation, you must believe whatever I say. As long as you can do it, I will also trust you and believe it completely."

There was almost no hesitation.

"Second, give me a chance to grow until I can stand side by side with you."

"no problem."

"third……"

"Didn't you say Chapter Two of the Agreement?"

"I just want to say..."

I’m tired. It’s harder to repair than to write. I found that I wrote a lot of messy sentences in a hurry. Well, I also like to be honest, so let’s do it~) Book friends, please pay attention!