I Just Want to Die

　　Li Damai left in a few days, and then kept correspondence with Ajin.

　　As the days change day by day, a major event also occurs in the village, and there is electricity in the village!

　　Each household began to pull wires, use electric lights, and the "old antique" small oil lamps in Ajin's family finally withdrew from the stage of history.

　　With the electric light, A Jin had more time to teach two children to study at night. The third and fourth seniors are serious and hard-working, and the foundation is also very good. Learning is among the best in the whole town.

　　77 years to resume the college entrance examination, and the third year of the Jianyun is the freshman that year. A Jin's ambition is not just a normal university, she wants to send the third son to a famous university.

　　The people in the village don't understand. From their point of view, when the child grows up and has strength, he has to help his family work and earn points.

　　 As for learning, it is not illiterate. College entrance exams are not something they can think about. The family has a large population, and there is no such condition to spend extra money to support them in college entrance exams.

　　For A Jin's approach, people in the village are envious, jealous, and sour. Aunts who like Ah Jin also persuaded Ah Jin not to do stupid things, but to eat is the most important thing. Think more about yourself. If you want to marry someone in the future, you should save some dowry.

　　For these words, A Jin ignored them all, just buried himself in doing his own thing.

　　 has personal support for Ajin, that is Ms. Bug. Because he is born again, he knows how highly educated people will be in the future.

　　She doubted Ajin's origin many times. After all, in this era, Ajin's advanced thoughts are also a kind of alternative people.

　　A Jin also said to her many temptations that this was her parents' last wish, and her parents believed that learning would stand out. She just did what her parents said.

　　Ajin is not a gossip. The village does not know that Ajin is giving them private lessons, otherwise Guo Lihong must not believe it. A person who has not graduated from junior high school has taught a high school student. This is a proper bug.

　　Guo Lihong's mind is only for study, and the previous things are slowly forgotten by everyone. Some young people in the village began to notice her again, but it didn't help. Guo Lisi's heart was no longer in this remote village. Her ambition was to go to college, go to the city, and go to a more prosperous place.

　　 Two years later, the second child Jianfu successfully graduated from high school, Ajin also fulfilled his promise to sign him to join the army.

　　 And Ajin was not satisfied with the education level of the township. She applied to the brigade and transferred the remaining two children to the county town.

　　 The brigade inspected her situation and the academic achievements of the two children. They were indeed good students of the two studies, so she agreed to her application and even gave Ajin a recommendation letter recommending Ajin to work in a weaving factory.

　　To know how important a recommendation letter was in the 1970s, A Jin didn't even have a degree.

　　 went to the weaving factory to work and then stayed there, saving a lump sum.

　　Because he had to bring his two younger brothers, Ajin applied for a single dormitory. The accommodation cost is more expensive than the shared rent, but it is also more convenient than finding a house outside.

　　 It is a pity that Li Damai learned craftsmanship very well and was appreciated by the master. He was brought to the city by the master six months ago. It takes two hours to ride a bicycle from the city to the county.

　　 Bikes are modern Ferraris for them, and Ajin cannot afford them.

　　Jianfu's enlistment notice soon came down, and it was scheduled for March after the Spring Festival. There is less than a month left.

　　 is much more convenient in the county than in the countryside. There is no need to pick up tickets at regular intervals to buy cloth. The commune is open at any time, and Ajin is a worker of the weaving factory. There is a discount for buying cloth.

　　Ajin waved her hand this time and boldly bought a cloth to go home. This time, instead of making military green clothes for the children, she chose dark blue stain-resistant and wear-resistant materials.

　　I made a new set of clothes for everyone, and Jianfu's new military uniform was also handed. This time, I no longer need to take the cover to join the army. The army is ready-made.

　　 On the day Jianfu was enlisted in the army, a military green uniform with a big red flower on his chest, A Jin took two younger brothers to the station to send him, she held Jianfu's hand and asked:

　　 "Have a good performance in the army, be smart, you graduated from high school, you have an advantage over others, and strive to join the party earlier, you know?"

　　 Jianfu nodded and said, "I see, elder sister."

　　A Jin said again: "I often write to my family! Don't send back your monthly salary. We keep our own flowers and we have enough."

　　 Jianfu nodded again: "I see."

　　 "Also, you are not allowed to take your studies off, no one knows when you will be able to take the university exam. The eldest sister is counting on you to take a military academy!"

　　 Jianfu rarely refuted, but simply nodded: "I know."

　　A Jin threw some money to him again: "You hold the money, don't expect me to give you money in the future."

　　 Jianfu lowered his head and said nothing, his tears fell into Ajin's hands.

　　 Ajin reached out and wiped his tears: "You silly boy~www.ltnovel.com~ crying, it's good to be a soldier."

　　 Jianfu looked at her elder sister, who was flush with her shoulders, her thin body, and as always washed white clothes, it was this small shoulder that propped up a family and raised three younger brothers.

　　 He put his head on Ajin's shoulder and started crying. Jianyun and Jianman also hugged him, and a few people cried together.

　　 Now the situation at each station in the station is the same, but don't worry about being embarrassed.

　　Ajin heard the voice of the train urge to get on the bus, and quickly dried his tears:

　　 "Let's go, don't be late. When you settle down, write back. If you are missing something, say to the elder sister, I will send it to you!"

　　 Jianfu reluctantly bid farewell to his family and got on the train. Ajin looked at him on the platform, Jianfu hurriedly got in the car, and after finding the seat, he opened the window and reached out to look at Ajin and his two younger brothers.

　　 "Jianyun, Jianman, take good care of your elder sister at home, you grow up, don't worry about your elder sister!"

　　 "Second brother, we wrote it down, you have to be good too!"

　　 The train started to leave. The windows were full of the heads of the children who joined the army. Looking at these immature faces, they were about to be pulled by the train to unknown places to accept the cruel world. Ajin’s eyes were a little wet.

　　Children in the train desperately put their heads out the window, just to see the family. People on the platform are also chasing the train, just to see more children.

　　 This scene happened in every place and every station in the 70s. Trains and trucks are full of these young lives, go to infrastructure, protect the country, and wherever they are needed.

　　Jianfu made a good job in his seat again, and opened what was clenched tightly in his hand. Inside was the money given to him by A Jinlin before he left.

　　Jianfu's tears fell again when he saw thirty dollars lying in his hand.