63 – Ortaire (5).

To be honest, I was able to use magic to create a curtain from the rain. However, I didn’t do that on purpose.

I like this time with him. It’s just that I like this time.

I’m leaning on him… … I like this time when he hugs me tight.

Our bodies are touching each other, but my heart is still going towards him, and I was sad that this situation where he and my heart couldn’t reach each other.

Even so, since my body is in touch, the hope that someday my heart will touch it fills up inside me.

Perhaps, the thought that he might have feelings for me to some extent is also swirling inside me.

Otherwise, there’s no way he would treat me like this.

Even when I caught a cold, even when I took off my scales… … He has always made me his first priority ever since the day he apologized to me.

If so, can we have hope? If I confess to him someday, wouldn’t he answer my heart?

In fact, even my actions right now… … It was an act that clearly revealed that he had affection for him. What woman in the world would give a hug to a man she has no crush on? Even if there is a chance.

He’s not blind… … He wasn’t even stupid. Maybe he knows my heart too.

That’s why it’s even more careful. I’m afraid that even this relationship, which has been getting closer after confessing prematurely, will be broken.

he said in a dream You say you’re a coward that maybe… … Could it be that my inner self has been revealed? Because I was a coward too. The kind of coward who can’t speak out for fear that my heart will be rejected.

The possibility of not being able to hold him in his arms like this put a thin wall on me.

but… … I couldn’t get over that wall. I am afraid that the comfort of this embrace, the kindness he gives me, will scatter like the sweet dream I had.

That’s why I couldn’t break down this thin wall at all, and I couldn’t even take the last step.

I’ve never been greedy for anything in my life, so even though I got someone to be greedy for the first time… … I couldn’t act like an idiot.

If I approach him more aggressively, will he accept me? It is unknown.

But, I only wish.

that he likes me too He, like me, is hesitant because he is afraid that our relationship will become awkward… … .

If so, it would be nice if this relationship could be maintained.

The thin walls that block each other will one day wear out and disappear with the passage of time… … Beyond that wall, we would be able to face each other and laugh.

But maybe you can’t.

When I think about it, the excitement in my heart becomes a sharp pain. He didn’t know if another attractive person would appear and take him away.

I’ve always told him I’m sure. The certainty that they respect me, the certainty that they will see me as I am… … They tested him with such convictions.

And those tests… … Now the reverse was testing me.

Have I ever respected him?

Did I look straight at his present appearance?

no. I was just accepting the kindness he gave me. By using his guilt, by using his heart for me.

As soon as I realized that fact, I felt a chill run down my spine without even realizing it.

How am I different from the old one?

Wasn’t this just playing with his mind?

I always said thank you to him, but didn’t do anything to thank him.

The one-year period mentioned earlier.

Now, with less than 8 months left, what I said at that time, the words that let’s put down all debts to each other and start from scratch… … It also applies to me.

Will he really like a woman who has eaten up his devotion for a year and only throws a single word of thanks to him?

Will the thin wall that I cannot cross break down as time passes?

After contemplating it in his arms, it was not.

Doesn’t break down.

It’s something I have to work on. To expect that wall to come down on its own means that in the end, nothing will be done again.

therefore… … i had to come I had to do something for him too. During the 8 months to be sure of each other, I had to give my heart to him.

He’s committed to me, and I’m committed to him. If the relationship lasts… … The debt relationship between us will eventually disappear, and trust in each other will finally sprout in a place where there is nothing, and that trust will bloom a flower named affection.

Let’s not wait, Adilune.

going directly That way I can tell him I like him.

Physics ran fast and got us out of the rain zone. The soft sunlight was dazzling.

“First of all, it doesn’t rain here. Fortunately, the.”

he asked me with wet hair.

“Yeah. Iknow, right.”

“I’m sorry. I never thought it would be like this.”

“it’s okay. It was beautiful. especially… … It’s the first time I’ve ever seen it rain even where the sun is shining. You can dry your wet body. but… … I don’t want to dry it now. Anyway, please get off now.”

As I got out of his arms, I looked at him and smiled brightly. so that he can see me and feel at ease.

“is that so?”

“Yeah. This is also a new experience for me.”

“… … Yes. okay.”

“Physis.”

“Yeah?”

“As you ran while holding me, I thought about it.”

“What do you mean?”

“I thought I might be a really mean person.”

“What do you mean?”

“The insults you gave me for a year… … During that time, I told you to devote yourself to me, I.”

“It was.”

“But is that right? Maybe I am using the guilt in your heart to satisfy my own self-interest?”

“… … no. Absolutely not. It’s something I like to do. I did not move for you out of a simple sense of guilt.”

“then… … Can I hear the reason?”

“At first it was a sense of guilt. The insults I did seemed to overshadow you. So, I wanted to bring back that light. But since I’m with you… … I came to realize.”

“what?”

“That you are already a shining person. So I made a promise. how far you go.”

“Am I shining?”

“Yeah.”

“Are you a coward who only listens to you?”

“If you just accepted it, would Princess Ayla want to be friends with you? At the social gathering, though it was a minority, did some of the princesses admire you? You haven’t reached out yet. because of me.”

“… … It’s okay.”

Was he thinking of me like this?

It’s funny. I never thought of myself as a great person, but strangely, he thought of me as a great person.

That fact makes me so happy.

Eventually I pulled out a thin-walled brick.

“You know. I have something I want to tell you honestly.”

“… … Yeah.”

“I want to be with you all the time.”

“that’s… … Is this a confession?”

I shook my head. yes. This is not a confession. just… … It’s just a promise to yourself.

“It’s not a confession, it’s a promise.”

“What is your promise?”

“I’m determined to find out a little more about you. So I won’t say that I like you yet. Have I told you before that you need to be sure?”

“… … Yeah.”

“That goes for me too. I need confidence in myself To do that, you need to find the answer. The answer to the question of whether I am worthy to stand by your side. And when I find the answer, I will finally gain the confidence that I can be with you.”

“Is that so.”

“yes. So, I won’t say I like you now. but.”

“but?”

“I will take at least one seal.”

He put on an expression of listening to the sudden noise. Well, it’s a sudden paint job. What kind of buzzing noise is that?

Rather than giving an explanation, I went straight into action.

As in previous dreams, instead of grabbing her by the collar, she hugged Physis by the neck and kissed his lips.

I tried to stick my tongue out, but I didn’t. Only paint now.

Later, when me and he have confidence in each other, and can finally send outright affection towards each other.

At that time, it won’t just end with a painting.

After a moment like eternity passed, I untied my arms around his neck.

He put on a bewildered expression.

“Ah, Adilune?”

As if nothing had happened, I looked at him and smiled mischievously. The ecstasy of the moment sent a signal to my brain that I was sorry, but I tried to hold it in. Hoping that this momentary ecstasy will surely become happiness that penetrates life later.

yes. Right now, just this much.

“Yeah. why?”

“This… … .”

“Did you tell me? It’s a painting. A seal to keep other princesses from flirting. From now on, I will check all women who approach you, and I will burn all the letters they send.”

“stamp… … okay. Are you telling me not to look elsewhere?”

“Yeah. To keep your mind from going elsewhere. When I have confidence in myself. Then I wouldn’t do anything like that.”

“The reason… … May I ask?”

“Nope. Think about it yourself.”

I thought to myself why I didn’t answer him.

Anyway, when that time comes… … You won’t even notice a woman other than me. ‘Cause you can’t help but love me

therefore… … The reason is a secret.

I’ll tell you later, Phissis.

For that moment, I smiled like a fox who demanded more than anyone else.

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