I Became a God in a Horror Game

Bai Liu repeated softly, "Fifty years after the war ended?"

Irina bowed her head, lowered her wrinkled eyelids and looked at Bai Liu: "Maybe even longer, I'm too old to remember these dates."

"I just remember a long, long time ago, when Alex was alive, he and the guy named Guy wrote me many, many letters." Irina pulled out a stack of old clothes from her dirty bib skirt. "Every time I come to visit the graves, I will read the letters they sent me in front of their graves, so as not to forget them."

Elena sighed wearily: "You must know that only my old woman remembers these things. If I forget them, they really don't exist at all."

Bai Liu looked at the stack of letters and asked politely, "Can I have a look?"

Elena gave Bai Liu a surprised look: "Are you interested? There are no young people who want to hear these old things."

Bai Liu smiled: "I am Alex and Guy's comrade-in-arms, and I have an obligation to help remember them."

Irina stared at Bai Liu quietly for a long time, and she suddenly laughed: "Young man, even if you are a liar full of lies, you did use your lies to please me."

She kindly handed the pile of letters to Bai Liu, with tears in her eyes: "Welcome to remember these two people with me."

Bai Liu held up the letter: "Perhaps you don't recommend that I open it and read it in person?"

Elena laughed, and she waved her hand tremblingly: "Of course not, I can recite everything above."

Bai Liu lowered his head and arranged the letters in chronological order, and then opened them one by one. Elena babbled:

"...You know, young man, when a person is very old, if he has a bad life and is alone, he will recall his past over and over again, thinking about what he did wrong to end up like this..."

Elena's old voice paused: "Do you know what is the most terrifying thing in this process?"

Bai Liu looked up at her: "What is it?"

Elena reluctantly squeezed out a smile, but tears flowed from the corners of her eyes: "You have indeed done a lot of wrong things."

Bai Liu lowered his eyes and looked at the first letter in his hand. It was sent to Alex by Irina.

[To my dear fiancé:

Your dirty, shameless, lowly male lover wrote to me two days ago, asking me to forgive him for his despicable behavior with you, and shamelessly asking me to bless your love and marriage.

What a disgusting thought!

Could there be any god in this world that would allow two males to be united in his presence?

I even doubt that enemy cannonballs will be dropped at your wedding site as punishment for your ethical violations!

Alex, as a doctor who studies the mechanics of human life, the greatest profession on earth, why would you allow yourself to hang around with such a ludicrous neurotic and waste your time trying to save people?

When you're with him, don't you feel like your future and ideals are stained with shit?

At least when I got that letter from him, I felt like my dignity was stained with shit. 】

Bai Liu opened the next letter, and it was written by Alex.

[To Elena:

First, allow me to fiercely refute your name for me. I have never met you, and I have never agreed to allow you to make an assertion to be my fiancée. The name you used to address me at the beginning of your letter was completely wrong.

Second, my lover, wife, and my lifelong companion will only have one person, and that is Guy, not you who suddenly appeared after I fell in love with Guy.

I don't know where your inexplicable admiration for me comes from, whether it comes from my parents' unrealistic expectations and descriptions of me, or from the pursuit of the only young man who has obtained an advanced degree in that narrow town, or from the pursuit of Self-satisfied and self-satisfied with her beauty, the ridiculous idea that the most beautiful girl in the town can win the best young man.

Allow me to solemnly explain to you, Elena, that I'm not something you can win and flaunt, I'm a sentient being.

After I've given my love to Guy, it's absolutely impossible for me to fall in love with anyone else until I don't love him.

Elena, you are also an independent person, your worth does not need to be advertised by getting me, you can do more valuable things to prove it.

Guy and I have two qualifications to go to colleges and universities. Mine has to be used by ourselves. Guy said that you are still a naive little girl, and he has more qualifications than he who doesn't know if he can come back alive. Enjoy the beauty and knowledge of the world.

If you have any idea of ​​going to higher education, Guy said he can give you his qualifications.

Although you said all kinds of things to Guy that made me feel shitty to say it, Guy forgave you and graciously offered you this opportunity to study.

Although I strongly disagreed with this, Guy insisted.

Guy said he could see that you were a girl with pursuit.

He said that you like me because I'm a doctor, and you think I'm great in treating illnesses and saving people, so you put a girl-like longing on me.

Guy asked me to pass on a sentence to you, if you like saving people, why not try it yourself?

I'm sorry for the blind promises my parents made to you, but if you make any more inappropriate words about Guy, I'll scold you anyway. 】

Bai Liu continued to read, and the next letter was from Irina again, but this time it was not addressed to Alex, but to Guy.

[Tribute to Guy:

I apologize for the inappropriate, personally emotional insults.

I put all the money I've saved from working in the three years from the age of eleven to the present in this envelope as compensation for my improper export.

I don't want the qualifications you gave me. I still think you're wasting Alex's time. He could have more. He invented a medicine that can delay the death of mankind. How many wars could this save? The soldiers/people who died in?

All the people in town say he Alex can be the next war hero!

But after he met you, his mind is all about love now!

I still want you to stay away from him, maybe you can find other real male lovers, but it shouldn't be Alex. 】

The next one is from Guy to Elena.

[To the lovely little girl Elena:

Hey little girl, guess what? I think what you said is right.

Alex will indeed have a very bright future. He is a very talented guy. The experimental process of the medicine is advancing very quickly. The superior has approved him to experiment on wounded soldiers, and the effect is remarkable.

I don't deserve him, Alex is fine, so I still want to selfishly own him for a while and have the best memories with him.

Irina, I have seen your photos, you are very beautiful, but you are too young, only fourteen years old, you can't tell the difference between love and yearning.

I have to admit that Alex is a good lad, but it will be at least four years before you can talk about love with him - trust me, with your beauty, determination and perseverance, you've probably met someone else by then. A good boy who makes you more excited.

Of course, it may also be a good girl, I don't stick to this.

After the war, enjoying a romantic slow-paced love in a peaceful age is what you and Alex deserve, instead of sacrificing yourself in a hurry under the war frenzy of the town residents and Alex's parents. their youth, marrying a war hero they imagined.

It's not fair to you or Alex.

I want you to be happy because you deserve happiness and I want me to be happy too.

But unfortunately, the happiness I wanted was not blessed by God.

hey, alex told me you're good at making wedding dresses, can you make one for me? Exactly what I want to wear to marry Alex? 】

The last letter that Elena wrote to Guy was very messy, and there were many traces of tears on it, as if fourteen-year-old Elena wrote the letter while crying.

But her tone in the letter was completely different and grim:

[To Guy:

I don't know where you heard those rumours that I was being forced to marry Alex, no such thing, I did it of my own accord.

I won't do a wedding dress, I won't allow anyone to marry Alex before me, give up! 】

Bai Liu looked at the wedding dress that Irina put on Guy's tombstone, raised her eyebrows and asked, "Can I know why you made a wedding dress for Guy in the end?"

Elena smiled with nostalgia, but there seemed to be a lot of unspeakable sadness hidden in her joy, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but turn downward:

"...I was too young at that time and didn't understand anything. The town said that they would choose a beautiful girl to marry the town's war hero. The winner could get a sum of money from Alex's parents. I My parents let me go."

"I'm the most beautiful of all the girls." Elena's eyes became more distant, "I was chosen very easily, I was very young at that time, and the law did not allow me to marry, so Alex's parents Said to let me watch Alex come back and not allow contact and love with anyone until Alex comes back."

"The whole of my life at that time was to marry the hero Alex. Someone stole him, I was completely panicked, and I hated Guy." Yelena's eyes were red and her tone was hateful, "Guy Yi is a very glib guy, and he likes to write letters to tease me, I just don't understand how a person who fights can be so leisurely and smile every day."

"Guy was different from all the men I met, he respected me, encouraged me, said that sooner or later I would do as good as Alex, and he even helped me with admissions and let me get there when Just read it."

Elena's tears overflowed from the wrinkles: "The night I wrote this letter to Guy crying, I secretly made a wedding dress overnight and rushed to the post office to send it to him."

As she spoke, she turned her head to look at Bai Liu in a daze: "But when I arrived at the post office, the post office informed me that a new letter had arrived, and asked me to pick it up. I opened it, and it was still Guy's letter."

Elena burst into tears: "—It's Guy's obituary and a suicide note."

"Guy was shot and killed on the spot after he rebelled in the early morning sneak attack. He knew this was going to happen, and he left me a suicide note in advance, asking me to take good care of myself and help him take care of Alex."

"I want to give his wedding dress, apology, and thanks..." Elena choked, her lips trembling and she said, "It's all before he can hear it."

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