He and It

But Jiang Pingyang is gone, and no one will pay attention to his self-harm. The icy cold water washed down all over his face and reached the bridge of his nose. Jiang Mian opened his mouth wide and knelt by the pool and took a deep breath. His lungs were dry and he felt an involuntary thirst.

The water calmed him, and even though it soon burned with passion, jumping and pricking on his skin, he did feel much better for a short time.

The young man's hair was wet and floating loosely on the water on the side, and his eyelashes were also covered with fine water drops. Returning to the familiar confined space, he could no longer control himself. His eyes were red, and tears rushed down his cheeks before the allergic reaction. Jiang Mian buried his face in the water and cried silently.

Why should a free life suffer such torture? Rapace doesn't belong here, and the mermaid from six years ago doesn't belong here either. They were all captured by people's selfish desires, and then forcibly imprisoned here for extraction and research - it's like they can't cry, can't Smiling doesn't hurt, and it doesn't feel like talking...

Eternal life derived from blood, artificial deformed fairy water, what kind of person would happily drink it?

Jiang Mian once argued with Jiang Pingyang, but Jiang Pingyang just looked at him indifferently and said: My wealth and life, including yours, are all obtained by studying mermaids. Don't you want to do it? Okay. , if we let it out, tomorrow we and I will be secretly executed with our heads hooded, and the bodies will be dragged out to be fed to sharks. You talk to me about ideals, justice and truth, who will tell us how to live?

Jiang Mian couldn't refute his adoptive father, but he knew it was wrong, and he always insisted in his heart that it was wrong. Jiang Pingyang often laments in private that he is the right fool. Just be a fool. The right fool is always much better than the wrong smart person.

Until today, he once again witnessed the institute's evil deeds against mermaids, and it was more than ten times more violent than the last time.

Jiang Mian wanted to scream, run away, rush out and smash everything. She was looking forward to retribution all the time. The painful anger was like lava, filling his frail body. This cold, hard-as-steel place is always squeezing his upright but fragile moral values, trying to shape him into a person who can be indifferent to cruel persecution and then happily press the electric shock button.

Jiang Mian was weak-minded and weak, and every time he collided with it, he was bruised all over his body. The suppressed anger has nowhere to go, it can only burn bitterly in my heart and torture myself.

No, his throat was twitching together with his stomach, his breathing was rapid, his trachea was boiling, and his heart was beating too fast, almost slamming into his chest... No.

The water in the pool began to get hot on his skin. Jiang Mian could only push himself to the ground with all his strength. An allergic reaction was coming. If he didn't leave the sink, his face would be swollen like a swarm of wasps before tomorrow. Stung.

Okay, now inhale, exhale, keep the same frequency, inhale, exhale, and then start counting from one to three.

One, two, three... Okay, then count from one to five, pay attention to keep breathing, don't interrupt, don't be forced to induce strong angina like last time...

Then, find five things you can see, four things you can hear, three things you can touch, two things you can smell, and one thing you like best... …It doesn’t matter, everything will be fine, you can do it, believe in yourself, it will be okay…

Jiang Mian knew that he had another panic attack after a few months because he witnessed the torture of living body electric shock.

Five things that can be seen, the tiles, the door frame, the standing cabinet, the soap box on the standing cabinet, and the soap in the soap box, which is his favorite sea salt fragrance;

Four things that can be heard, the sound of wind, breathing, dripping water on the sink, and, think about it again, don’t forget to breathe... and the heartbeat, yes, the heartbeat;

Three things that can be touched, the cold tiles, the icy and hot water, and his sticky cuffs;

The two things he smelled were the domestic water of the institute, which had the smell of disinfectant for scratching the nose, and the smell of fish blood was the same. Through the gloves, the smell seemed to still linger between his fingers;

And, the last favorite thing.

Across the pocket, Jiang Mian tightly grasped the old pen inside. It was Jiang Pingyang's favorite thing during his lifetime. Now, only this pen is still with him.

Breathe in, breathe out.

His arms and shoulders were twisted in the struggle just now, and they were burning with pain at the moment. Being physically strong is the basic requirement for the guards of the institute. Asking Jiang Mian to resist them would be like hitting a stone with an egg.

Breathe in, breathe out.

Okay, no problem, you're fine...

Jiang Mian didn't know how long he lay there until his heartbeat gradually calmed down before he tried to sit up bit by bit.

After sitting for a moment leaning against the sink, he raised his trembling hands and struggled to tear off the sweat-soaked protective clothing. When it reached his waist, Jiang Mian slowly turned his head, glanced at it, and saw four red and purple fingers. There were dents on his upper arms, and there were clamp marks on his shoulders and collarbones.

His skin has always been pale, and he has a constitution prone to scars, so the bruise on this shoulder is particularly shocking. It won't go away within a week.

Jiang Mian glanced listlessly for a moment, then turned his head again, staring at the floor unmoved.

What should he do?

He picked up a tissue and wiped the water off his face, his fingers still trembling uncontrollably.

Compared with his colleagues in the institute who are mentally strong and have superb acting skills, he himself has a somewhat autistic personality and is not good at hiding his emotions at all. Today I completely lost control and caused a serious experimental accident. It is very likely that Fabian will be kicked out of the qualification to have close contact with mermaids...

According to the conditions for joining the project, Jiang Mian not only needs to be responsible for comforting and feeding Rapace, but also needs to crack Jiang Pingyang's think tank. The experimental station is in urgent need of research data with practical support, combined with their current progress.

——Assuming that he is no longer the mermaid's breeder, then Jiang Mian is effectively excluded from the core circle of the project. His only responsibility is to break into the think tank and obtain the research information related to the mermaid slate during Jiang Pingyang's lifetime.

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