Bye-Bye

I couldn’t do my part again this time…

It was the first thought that came to mind after I sat on a softer sofa than the one in the hotel, with a steam pack on my back.

I took a peek at Choi Sung-hoon’s back, who was preparing two more packs.

He was wearing a white cotton tee, so his back tattoo was exposed. His entire back was covered by a dragon with delicate claws. It was like a piece of a back that didn’t seem to let a drop of blood escape even if stabbed.

It was a body worse than that of a beast, so I can’t handle it…

I really need to exercise in order to keep the sex wave going in the future.

It was not just about shaking and moaning, it was also about giving pleasure.

“It’s done. If you put this on the inside of your leg, it will be more comfortable.”

“…Thank you.”

Choi Sung-hoon turned around and put the steam pack on my leg.

His upper body was really sculptural. He was muscular enough to look dangerous, without any flesh. Choi Sung-hoon sat next to me and asked, gently stroking my hair.

“Are you okay? Your voice is weak.”

Are you okay? You mean it’s hoarse?

We did it again, this time saying he was going to wash me in the bathroom, then he came to bed and did it again in the top position, hugging me from behind, and doing it twice more.  He didn’t let me go until it was time for me to struggle and shed saliva and tears.

I expected to wash up and go to bed after it was over, but he start caressing my hair and said.

‘The night view was nice because I could see the Han River right from my balcony. Do you want to see it?’

I did.

So now I’m sitting on the balcony sofa. It was a high-up sofa from which you could see the Han River.

“Your eyes look bad.”

Choi Sung-hoon bowed his head, kissed my eyes, and smiled. He had the appearance of a beast and a sense of fullness.

“I’ll go easy next time.”

“No… I liked it, too.”

He was always rough when it came to sex.

If I see that the last time he put his hand in my mouth and bullied me tenaciously, or held my upper body so tightly that it couldn’t move and beat me roughly… He seems to have a sadistic tendency. So, I decided to take care of him as a sex partner.

“You can hit me next time. I can do some light spanking.”

“… ” 

The gentle stroke on my head came to an end. I rubbed my head against his palm so he would pat it again.

“Spanking.”

This time my actions stopped.

It was a very cold voice.

Then I blinked and looked at his face. Choi Sung-hoon was staring at me with black eyes that had lost his smile.

The hairs on my body stood up. My sleepiness has subsided.

“Have you ever had a relationship like that?”

It was definitely a question that ended in a question form, but I had an instinct that I shouldn’t answer it right away.

“No way. I’ve never done it before, but it’s a figurative expression of my mindset, which could come from Choi Sung-hoon.”

“It was a brave statement, but it wouldn’t have been light spanking if it had come from me.”

“… ”

“You’d better be careful in the future.”

“Yes… “

I gave a firm nod. When I looked up at Choi Sung-hoon and blinked, his anger seemed to fade.

The balcony window was closed and the warmer was turned on, but there was still a slight chill. Choi Sung-hoon came with wine and blankets after asking me to wait a moment.

I thought that because there were two blankets, one would be for him and one for me, but one was wrapped around my shoulder and the other over my lap. I placed a blanket on Choi Sung-hoon’s lap, and he returned it to me, saying it was fine.

So I became a human blanket and went into his arms. I like it because Choi Seong-hoon was a much bigger person than average.

He naturally wrapped his hand around my waist and handed me a glass of wine. The smell was disgusting, but I accepted it with a smile. After hitting the glass lightly, I only put it around my mouth and put it down on the table. I leaned deeply into Choi Sung-hoon’s arms, which smelled better than wine. Choi Sung-hoon gently stroked my stomach and said.

“How is it. Everyone is aiming for this house to see the night view. Isn’t it beautiful?“

He continued speaking quietly.

“Because the house isn’t due to be finished until the fall, I’ll have to live here alone until then. It’s a shame I have to see this beautiful night view alone.”

There was no trace of pity in his voice. I removed my slippers and stepped to the side.

And I bit the nape of his neck, which kept mentioning the night view.

“…Seo-yu ssi.”

“What is it.”

My pronunciation sounded strange as I bit the nape of his neck. It was too sexy to watch the thick and strong neckline move.

I stick out my tongue a little bit and moisten my bite. I could feel Choi Sung-hoon’s thigh muscles were tensing up. A massive thing was eagerly announcing its presence on the lower body side.

Is he a real beast?

No, he was a savage beast.

I intended to slip away from him, but I couldn’t get out of his arms at all because of Choi Sung-hoon’s hand holding me tightly.

Instead, I clumsily picked up the glass of wine.

“Let’s do cheers. Cheers.“

“…”

He let out a short sigh as if he were going easy on me, and then he let me go. The sound of clinking wine glasses resounded clearly.

I took a sip this time. I tend to like expensive alcohol, but I was confused as to why I felt this way.

“Can I open the window if it’s not too cold? The river breeze is refreshing. You can drink wine while looking down at the beautiful night view of the Han River if you live here.”

“Choi Sung-hoon ssi.”

I couldn’t stand it and cut him off.

“The Han River is not beautiful. There is no such thing as a beautiful Han River.”

The ripples that sparkle like the Milky Way are made up of cruel, miserable, and unfathomable tragedies.

The deep and cold river water should never be described as beautiful, but someone would spend a lot of money on a house just to see this night view.

It’s nothing more than a cruel monster to me.

“…I made a mistake. I’m sorry.”

Choi Sung-hoon’s face stiffened. He had a very frustrated expression on his face that I had never seen before.

“I hadn’t thought of that.”

“No, I’m sorry.”

I was worried that I might have hurt his feelings. However, I couldn’t hear more praise for that cruel tomb.

I purposely smiled bashfully and rubbed my cheek on his shoulder.

“Do you know this? I can feel the vibration whenever Choi Sung-hoon ssi speaks.”

“…Is that so.”

“This beat is stronger than the river’s… It’s far more wonderful and beautiful.”

“… ”

“Choi Seong-hoon ssi is… a beautiful being.”

His heart was pounding as I listened quietly… I could actually hear his heartbeat.

Choi Sung-hoon hugged me silently. A warm embrace comforted my cold heart. I leaned on his shoulder and closed my eyes.

* * *

Going to work has always been difficult, but I believe it has become more difficult in the latest days. Because of my lack of appetite, the number of meals I ate decreased, and I became easily tired as a result.

It was fortunate that my mouth did not swell, but I did develop a sore tongue. I also had a sty in my eye, so I wore horn-rimmed glasses all the time. I didn’t eat lunch and slept all week.

No matter how much I sleep, I’m sleepy and tired. The only time I felt energized was during my commute with Choi Sung-hoon.

“Ah… Business trip?”

However, I just heard a shocking story. It has been said that I will be unable to meet Choi Sung-hoon for three days, starting tomorrow until Friday.

“Yes, I’ll be leaving early tomorrow morning. I was caught all of a sudden, so I couldn’t tell you in the morning.”

“I see… Director Choi, you are so busy.”

“After this business trip, I will be free for a while. I owe the director a debt and I have no choice but to go.”

Director? It was strange that even a rich person like Choi Sung-hoon has debts.

“It is better to pay off debts quickly. Have a safe trip.”

Having said that I did not exit the car with sadness. Even if we part now, each of us will wash and call again before going to bed… It was, however, upsetting.

I poked my mouth out and touched only the sleeve of Choi Sung-hoon’s shirt with his hand. I pursed my lips and touched Choi Sung-hoon’s shirt sleeves with my hands. When Choi Sung-hoon saw me like that, he raised the corners of his mouth.

“That’s too bad. If we lived together, we would be able to spend more time together.”

“Your house is too far away. I need to cross the river on the other side.”

“Ah, I’m thinking about moving to Itaewon.”

“What? Again? That house hasn’t been long either. You said you were going to build a new house…”

When I asked in surprise, Choi Sung-hoon stared at me with a slight smile on his face.

“Because the fox didn’t like it.”

“Oh, Have you already brought the fox there?”

“It went there for a while, but it didn’t like it. I’m thinking about Namsan.”

“Well, you can run around in the mountains and breathe in the fresh air. I prefer the mountains to the rivers.”

“Is that so.”

“Still, Choi Sung-hoon ssi should live in a good place. You liked the night view.”

I feel sorry. I was wondering if it was because I talked about the Han River. In fact, Choi Sung-hoon is unconcerned by what I say, but I become self-conscious around him.

“It doesn’t matter if it’s a river or a mountain.”

Choi Sung-hoon bowed his head and caressed my cheek.

“It can’t be said that I wasn’t picky about where I lived up until now. However, anywhere is fine now.”

Choi Sung-hoon came closer and whispered as if kissing my ear.

‘As long as we’re together, it doesn’t matter where we are.’

So, I was a little jealous, thinking, ‘Choi Sung-hoon loves that fox very much.’