Bye-Bye

Ughh…

I haven’t had such a bad hangover in a long time. I struggled to lift my face from the pillow.

Argh, shit.

My lower body seemed to be completely dead, and my upper body was half-numb. I couldn’t move my body. It was difficult to even turn on the side.

I knew why my body was in a state of chaos.

The scene from yesterday keeps coming non-stop.

That’s right.

The scene keeps pouring in.

Arghhhh… 

How shameful did I act yesterday?

It seems I was drunk from when I was in the dining room. Fortunately, I refrained from saying things like ‘turning my back well‘ and ‘sucking it well’, but I had a clear memory of leaning against his broad back and complaining about not having a boyfriend or family.

I ate twenty-seven pieces of salmon and even talked about my family. I’m so embarrassed.

Still, I was grateful for the sex, but it was too much.

It was the first time I had sex without such a tomorrow.

‘Seo-yu ssi, lie down here…’

‘Where are you going? Don’t go…’

Last night, I grabbed Choi Sung-hoon, who put me down, and looked at him with teary eyes.

‘Don’t go…’

‘I have no intention of dealing with drunkards.’

‘I’m not usually a drunkard…I’m a drunk Omega…’

Choi Sung-hoon paused.

‘Choi Sung-hoon ssi is Alpha…’

I lied on my back, one hand between the pillow and my face, the other twirling the hem of his shirt.

‘I’m an Omega…’

‘…’

‘And neither of us has a lover.’

I widened my eyes and smiled at him. I thought I was fatally sexy at the time, so I did something like that. However, now that I thought about it, I’m just a drunkard with his eyes wide open.

‘What more do you need…?’

‘…Haa.’

Nonetheless, after some thought, he let out a heavy sigh and unbuttoned his blazer. Choi Sung-hoon was extremely sexy. And I knew the moment our eyes met, my pheromone was leaking out.

It was the pheromone from the Omega who was in the heat cycle.

‘Are you okay?’ He asked. 

‘It’s even worse if you leave it like that.’ I replied.

There were no more words for Alpha and Omega’s one-night stand, especially when the Omega went into a heat cycle.

It had been the beginning of peaceful sex until then, but the next was the problem.

The pheromone of the dominant Alpha that leaked out for the first time took away my sanity.

Even though I was in heat, I couldn’t handle it. I remember begging him to stop later. The size was also big, but it was because we did it for too long and a lot. Even a drunken Omega in heat like me thought that this was too much.

What’s unfortunate was that I only remember crying and begging. I don’t remember the rest.

Damn it… I should have been sober.

The reason I don’t remember the sex was not because I was drunk, but because I was in heat. Even when I’m drunk, I can keep my composure, but I always lose my reason when I’m in heat.

I’m going insane because the image of him hugging and lifting my waist with his thick hands appears in my mind blurrily.

I don’t know when I would have another chance like this.

The only thing that comes clear to my mind was when I was complaining about my family.

Shame on you. What expression should I make when I look at Choi Sung-hoon?

I just wanted to lie down, but I woke up clutching my aching waist. The arm that supported the waist hurt as well.

The room was styled after a hotel suite. Several condoms rolled around on the calm-colored rug, and when I awoke, my face reflected in the front mirror was disastrous.

To be honest, I almost went to see it thinking it was a crucian carp raised in this room when I first saw it.

The dominant alpha pheromone, which I had felt faintly as I lost my reason the day before, had disappeared completely.

My clothes were neatly folded on the luxurious sofa under the bright lights. As if it had just been washed, it was soft and warm.

I immediately thought of it when I saw those clothes.

I got over yesterday… in that outfit. 

I wish someone would smack me on the head. I want to forget everything.

I went down carefully under the bed. My legs were shaking, but I bit my lips and held them in. I sat on the floor, holding my clothes in my hand. And I realized while sat down that I was naked and only wearing a gown.

Now there was a sound of running water in the shower room. 99% chance it was Choi Sung-hoon.

There were three options. Either find a mouse hole that can fit 178cm right now, find a time machine to go back to yesterday, or go out that door and disappear quickly.

Fortunately, my cell phone was in my coat pocket. I looked at the time and saw that the sun had risen in the middle of the sky.

I crawled and scurried around like a caterpillar. It was because the shower room was right next to the door. I still had a backache, but I put up with it.

I barely made it to the door while lying on my stomach. I stretched out my hand, grabbed the doorknob, and opened the door very quietly and carefully.

“…”

“…”

I made eye contact with the gangster-looking brothers who stood directly in front of the door. They were men with bald heads and tattoos that reached all the way to the back of their necks.

They seemed bewildered to see me crawling on the floor.

“Did the boss give you medicine?”

“You must be exhausted, what kind of play was it?”

I got up with a smile on my face and shook my head.

“Thanks… for, your hard work.”

My voice was terrible. I didn’t say much yesterday, but I moaned a lot.

The more I thought about it, the more I realized how wasteful it was. Why can’t I remember the hot sex because of my heat and I remember only embarrassing things! I should have stopped whining and vomiting because I missed my family. Anyway, even when I drink, I always rationally restrain myself, so my rationality was never easily shattered.

“Seo-yu ssi, why are you here?”

It felt like a very ominous sign that the gangster-like men knew my name.

“Choi Sung-hoon is washing right now, so please come in in 10 minutes.”

“Yes? Where are you going?”

“I’m going to buy something for a while.”

“I’ve got a lot of condoms.”

“Not that. I need all sorts of tools and… There’s got to be all kinds.“

Haa… Should I go back in? Tool… The beastly dominant Alpha and tools…

I was attracted for a while, but I kept it to myself. I’d done too many shameful things to ever have sex with him again.

Omega’s estrus was a very unfair physiological phenomenon. The Alpha’s pheromones cool it down, causing him to lose his reason and memory. What a waste.

I approached the gangster-looking brothers took the gesture to bow their heads and said,

“Actually, we’re playing right now. It’s kind of hide-and-seek play. The whole building is the backdrop.”

“The boss said that he wouldn’t come out within the next 12 hours…” 

Was he trying to spend another 12 hours of bliss? I’m getting goosebumps.

But I liked it.

“I asked him to do it and he said okay. I’m going to go hide quickly before Choi Sung-hoon shows up.”

“Oh, we also…”

“You’re all so big that you’ll get caught quickly. Do you want to get in trouble for making the play boring?”

I jokingly threatened them with my eyes wide open. Surprisingly, the gangster-looking brothers’ faces hardened in an instant.

Choi Sung-hoon must be frightening.

“I have no choice but to go alone. See you later!”

I smiled and waved goodbye as I exited the room. My legs were trembling, so I leaned against the wall as I walked.

They looked at each other and seemed to ponder, but in the end, they did not follow.

From the moment I reached a point where the gangster-looking brothers’ eyes couldn’t reach, I ran like an athlete who competed in the Korea-Japan 100m race. It means that I ran like hell at the risk of my life in bad physical condition.

I encountered other gangster-looking brothers who stood in the middle of the hallway while I ran, but I didn’t look them in the eyes, and they didn’t try to catch me.

As soon as I left the building, I got into a taxi in sight.

“Haa, Haa… Ughh.”

The driver seemed concerned when I took a breath and groaned due to my sore back.

“Passenger, are you okay?”

“Please go to Hapjeong. Hurry up. I’m in a hurry.”

“In a hurry?”

“Yes, if I don’t leave right now, I’ll die.”

Two gangster-looking brothers appeared urgently at the club’s entrance. Fortunately, the taxi left before they came to catch me.

“Passenger, are you a celebrity? Are you broadcasting something… like a chase?”

“What? No, it’s not like that.”

“What a shame, but you’re a celebrity, aren’t you? I don’t know much about idols, are you an idol?”

“I told you it’s not like that.” 

The taxi driver snooped me with his rearview mirror and recited the name of an idol he know. All of the idols he mentioned had thin and pretty faces. I turned on my phone’s screen to say no to any further conversations.

Ring, ring, ring.

Huh, fuck. 

I got a phone call and jumped like I’d been stung by lightning. I was so surprised that my seat and hips had slipped by 30 cm.

It was Choi Sung-hoon and I didn’t answer. 

The phone rang repeatedly, hung up after 3 minutes, and then rang again. Because I did not receive it, it rang 12 times and then hung up.

I’m scared…

From Choi Sung-hoon’s point of view, it would be absurd. He was abandoned by Omega, who fled after doing plenty of embarrassing things, including releasing the heat cycle. I should apologize later…

I can’t do it now, because I’m too ashamed.

“…”

Come to think of it, it was a strange one.

I’m not the type of person who thinks about these things, regrets them, and feels ashamed of them.

I don’t usually get injections, but I do drink alcohol when I’m not feeling well. I’ve also gotten drunk and called my ex-lovers to demonstrate how I overcome them.

But why was my face getting so hot again?

I thought my personality changed as I got older.