BE Crazy Demon Survival System

From that day on, Xia Zhixu never went to the fifth floor to find Xu Qichen.

He was awakened from that beautiful dream and sat on the bed with sweat for a long, long time. He couldn't believe that he was probably crazy, and he would have such illusions about his friends.

This is the biggest disaster he has encountered in 16 years.

Even when he went home, he tried his best to keep a certain distance from Xu Qichen, just to prevent him from discovering what was in his heart.

If Xu Qichen knew, would he feel sick? He is so simple, so gentle.

Thinking about such things too much, Xia Zhixu would even have nightmares at night. The content of the dream is nothing more than being discovered by others and being despised by everyone. But he doesn't care about other people's opinions, he only cares about Xu Qichen.

If he knew, would he still be friends with himself?

It must not.

"Hey, do you want to play basketball in this physical education class?"

Chen Fang and Xia Zhixu went down the stairs side by side. Xia Zhixu said, "Hit it."

"You're so strange these days," Chen Fang tilted his head and looked at his face, "What are you thinking about all the time? Sighing, you will be on vacation in a few days."

Xia Zhixu shook his head, "I didn't think about anything."

The two walked to the playground. Chen Fang saw a large group of girls. Only then did he remember, "Today, Class 4 is also taking physical education."

The two words of Class 4 are like a thorn, and they plunged into Xia Zhixu's heart. He struggled for a long time, but couldn't help but raise his eyes, looking for the familiar figure everywhere. Eventually he was found in the 4th squad team that was gathering. The strong sun squinted his eyes, and the whole person was stunned by the sun, so cute.

Xia Zhixu hurriedly retracted his gaze.

Terrible. It's really terrible.

Gathered with my class, and then ran around the playground for two laps. After hearing a few words from the physical education teacher, he disbanded on the spot. There were many boys in Class 13, and they automatically surrounded Xia Zhixu at the end and discussed playing basketball. Regarding the division, Xia Zhixu’s heart was not in the basketball in front of him. He had already flown to another class not far away. He had to smile and said, "It's all right, you decide."

The state was so bad that he couldn't make any shots. That's fine. The haunted Xia Zhixu accidentally hit the basketball hoop, rubbing a piece of skin off his elbow, making it hot.

Feeling irritable, if you continue to fight, you will get out of the fire. Xia Zhixu retired on his own and walked to an empty court with a rest of the basketball. "You guys, I don't feel good today. Practice pitching."

One person faced the ball frame and shot again and again.

The more I cast my heart, the more chaotic.

"I haven't been wandering around on the fifth floor recently, I really miss you~"

Just hearing this voice, Xia Zhixu's eyes rolled to the sky. Just as he was about to make a layup, Xia Xiqing, who walked over, blocked it all at once.

"I said you are too bad lately, even I can cover your cap." Xia Xiqing smiled and threw the ball back into Xia Zhixu's arms.

"What are you doing in our class?" Xia Zhixu patted the ball on the ground without looking up.

"Oh~" Xia Xiqing stretched out, "Xiao Chenchen was confessed by others, of course I have to avoid it, otherwise I would have too little vision to see."

Xia Zhixu's hand paused and raised his head. Xia Xiqing took a big step to the side, and two figures appeared in the free sight range.

Xu Qichen, standing on the edge of the football field, and a petite girl in front of him.

"We Chenchen are good-looking and talented. It's not surprising that we will be liked by others." Xia Xiqing raised his hand to cover the sunlight in front of him and looked at the two people over there, "Don't say it, they look pretty good. A boy like him should be accompanied by a cute and cute girl."

Knowing that Xia Xiqing is a person who fears that the world will not be chaotic.

Knowing that he deliberately let himself see these.

Xia Zhixu just couldn't control his emotions.

He tilted his head, grabbed the basketball with one hand, and lifted it up.

Threw it violently in the direction of the two people.

With a thud. The basketball fell straight to a position less than half a meter away from the two feet, and then bounced high. The girl was startled by the loud sound and the sudden basketball, and subconsciously hid behind Xu Qichen.

"I'm going..." Xia Xiqing was stunned for a while, then laughed, "You are really scarier than I thought." He stretched out his hand and patted his shoulder, "Be restrained, or you will be finished."

"Not everyone is so indifferent like me, Xia Zhixu."

After the provocation, Xia Xiqing slowly left the crime scene.

Xu Qichen followed the direction of the basketball and saw Xia Zhixu. He moved a little away from the girl behind him, and said softly, "Are you okay."

"No, just shocked."

Hearing the footsteps, Xu Qichen raised his head and saw Xia Zhixu running over with a bright smile, his tone was full of apologetics, "Sorry, I just played football and accidentally let go. Are you okay?"

The girl saw that it was Xia Zhixu, her face was shocked and joyful, and she was suddenly cared by Grade Grass, and she was a little speechless at once, "I didn't meet it, just scared..."

"It's great, I was also taken aback. If it hits someone, it will be terrible." Xia Zhi Xu Shu took a sigh of relief, and finally fell on Xu Qichen's gaze, "What about you?"

Xu Qichen stared into his eyes, trying to see something in it.

"I'm fine."

Xia Zhixu smiled, picked up the basketball on the ground and put it under his arm, with a clear tone, "Well, let me ask you to drink a drink, just as I apologize, okay?"

No girl would refuse his invitation.

The girl was separated between the two. Xu Qichen stood on the right, groggy from the sun. Walking from the football field to the empty cafeteria, Xu Qichen did not speak all the way, but silently listened to the voices of two people around him.

The people I like and the people who claim to like me are talking enthusiastically.

Three people were sitting on the empty seats in the canteen. Xia Zhixu bought three cups of milk tea, one for each person. He sat next to Xu Qichen acquaintedly and asked Xu Qichen to face the girl.

But Xu Qichen only felt cautious. He didn't want to sit face-to-face with the confession object, not to mention Xia Zhixu in such a scene.

"What did you just talk about in the football field?" Xia Zhixu asked with a smile while holding a straw.

Seeing the girl, she first looked up at him in surprise, and then hesitated and couldn't say a complete sentence.

Xia Zhixu pretended to guess unknowingly: "It shouldn't be a confession." He put his arms on the table and deliberately moved closer to the girl, staring at her face carefully, "It turns out that Xu Qichen likes you like this. Girl."

"No, it's not..." The girl's ears were red and embarrassed, "I told him..."

"Oh, I'm doing it the other way." He showed a dazed expression.

To be honest, Xia Zhixu doesn't know why he is so mean now.

But he just wanted to make everyone uncomfortable, not just himself.

"I think you are a good match," Xia Zhixu deliberately took Xu Qichen's arm, "don't think he usually doesn't talk, he is actually a very good person."

"I...I know..."

you know? What do you know...

Xia Zhixu lowered his head and smiled.

The unprovoked malice made him hate himself.

Xu Qichen felt panicked, perhaps because the defendant was at a loss, perhaps because of the sudden basketball, or perhaps because of the misunderstanding Xia Zhixu. In short, he didn't want to stay here.

"I'm a little uncomfortable, go to the infirmary." After saying that, he stood up and walked out of the cafeteria without even taking the milk tea.

The girl was obviously confused, but Xu Qichen was originally a deep-hidden person, she never understood.

Xia Zhixu smiled, "It seems that I disturbed you, I'm really embarrassed." After speaking, he picked up the basketball on the ground and held his milk tea cup with the other hand, "You drink slowly, I will first Gone." He smiled friendly at the girl, "I wish you success."

After speaking, he also left.

Xu Qichen was walking in front, and the dazzling sunlight was about to melt him. A distance of five or six meters, Xia Zhixu walked behind, holding a milk tea and slowly sucking it.

He originally thought Xu Qichen was just looking for an excuse to get away, but he was a little worried, in case he was really uncomfortable, so he couldn't help but follow behind him.

Unexpectedly, he actually went to the infirmary.

There was no one in the infirmary. Xu Qichen walked to the consulting room. There were some daily disinfection tools and medicines on the table. He picked up a medicine bottle and looked at the label on it.

Xia Zhixu, who hesitated for a long time, finally came in.

"Sit there." Xu Qichen said without raising his head.

Xia Zhixu didn't think much, and sat obediently on the white hospital bed next to him, with two long legs stretched out, his feet clamped the basketball, and his eyes were staring at Xu Qichen.

When only the two of them were left, he hid those dark sides again and turned into a glowing sun shining toward him.

Xu Qichen walked to the drinking fountain, took a glass of water, then walked to Xia Zhixu's side and sat down, grabbed his arm, poured cold water on his elbow, and washed his wound. Then I clipped an alcohol cotton ball and gently rubbed the broken wound.

"Did you come here to help me deal with the wound?" Xia Zhixu asked these words without thinking, and Xia Zhixu regretted it again and shouldn't be so hasty.

Xu Qichen didn't say a word, lowered his head and carefully disinfected him, and then replaced a cotton ball with some iodophor and rubbed it on it.

He can't say that he saw him hit the ball rack when he was still being confessed.

Seeing Xu Qichen not speaking, Xia Zhixu was also a little embarrassed, so she had to change the subject, "You are so good, you are as skilled as a doctor."

"When I was injured, I often cleaned myself up."

He finally answered, but what he said made Xia Zhixu feel distressed. The person in front of him coincides with the person who was covered in bruises when he first met.

Xu Qichen accepted him in the most difficult time and regarded him as a friend.

But he had an unexplainable idea.

"Why have you avoided me lately?" Xu Qichen said.

"I do not have……"

"you have."

He has such a determined tone every time. Xia Zhixu stopped talking, "Didn't you also come to me?"

Xu Qichen's hand paused. He didn't go to him, just because he had never taken the initiative. Once he took the initiative, he would definitely show his feet when he was so strange.

"So why didn't you come to me?" Xu Qichen turned the subject back again, and he raised his eyes to Xia Zhixu, "Didn't you say that I am your friend?"

The word friend is like his fate.

"Yeah..." The wound was a little painful from the stimulation. Xia Zhixu lowered his head, avoiding Xu Qichen's sight, and withdrew his arm from his hand, his voice muffled, "It's my fault, my recent state It's not right, it won't be like this in the future."

It's better to treat him as before, and it's good to continue to be a friend, at least you can see him every day and feel better.

It's just that you have to deceive him.

"Let's go." Xu Qichen stood up.

"You don't like that girl?" Xia Zhixu asked from behind.

Xu Qichen shook his head.

Xia Zhixu caught up with the basketball and stammered, "Then what kind of girl do you like?"

"I don't like anyone."

"Oh……"

Finally it was the holiday. Chen Fang was taken by his parents to travel abroad. Xia Zhixu originally thought that he could have a clean vacation. Unexpectedly, Xia's mother enrolled him for an Olympiad cram school, which made him even have time to play. Nothing, the funniest thing is her reason for applying for classes.

"Oh, the teacher of this cram school is a good friend of my mother. When you take part in the Olympic Mathematics next year and win the prize, she will be able to use you to promote it. That's great, you can do me a favor~"

Xia Zhixu carried his bag to the cram school every day, and occasionally sent messages to Xu Qichen to chat.

The various holiday arrangements planned before have been soaked in various accidents. But he couldn't blame anyone, after all, the biggest accident was that he somehow fell in love with his friends.

After coming out of the cram school, Xia Zhixu's mobile phone rang, and when he took it out, it turned out to be Xia Xiqing. He hung up decisively, and the other party called again. There was no way, Xia Zhixu had to connect.

"Hey……"

"Xiao Zhixu~ Good afternoon, has there been anything unhappy about the recent holiday? Saying it makes my uncle happy?"

"If you have nothing serious to say, I'll hang up."

"Don't, we haven't seen each other for a few days, don't you miss me at all?"

"three two……"

The voice on the other end of the phone finally calmed down, "Today is the anniversary of Xu Qichen's parents' death, don't you forget it?"

Xia Zhixu was stunned, and the pedestrians on the road were so noisy that his mind went blank.

"Or...you don't even know?"

Yes, he didn't even know. He never asked, because he was afraid to provoke Xu Qichen's sadness.

Xia Zhixu asked in a low voice, "You lied to me? How would you know?"

"I'm not like you. I will ask if I want to know anything." Xia Xiqing on the other end of the phone still sat in front of the drawing board, holding the phone with her shoulders, "I'm too lazy to talk nonsense with you, what should be said? , Your uncle, I have said, you can take care of the rest, hang up."

Xia Zhixu hung up the phone and looked at the busy streets.

Is he losing everything on this day?

Xu Qichen, who had just returned from the cemetery, went upstairs alone. The aunt had not yet returned home. He opened the refrigerator and took out two tomatoes.

Suddenly hearing someone outside the window calling his name, Xu Qichen walked to the window with some doubts and looked down.

Saw Xia Zhixu panting.

This idiot, why did he just come here without thinking about whether he is at home or not?

He thought of something and took out his cell phone.

Ah, the battery is dead. No wonder it came directly.

Xu Qichen put the tomatoes on the table, quickly changed his shoes and went downstairs.

"Why are you here? Is there anything wrong?"

Xia Zhixu grabbed Xu Qichen by the wrist and could not help but dragged him forward until he walked out of the community to the bus stop.

"Where are you going? I haven't said hello to my aunt..."

Xia Zhixu took out his mobile phone and handed it to him, "You make a call, and you must go home before nine o'clock." After speaking, he dragged him into a bus. After sitting down side by side, Xia Zhixu took out two lollipops from his pocket and gave Xu Qichen one. Xu Qichen took it with a smile, tearing open the package and putting it in his mouth. He didn't ask Xia Zhixu where he was going to take him, and Xia Zhixu didn't say anything, the two of them just sat quietly.

The route of the bus is longer than he thought. I don't know how long I have been sitting, Xia Zhixu felt his shoulders sink, and when he looked sideways, Xu Qichen fell asleep.

His mouth would always open slightly when he fell asleep, and the lollipop he was holding seemed to be about to fall out. Xia Zhixu reached out and gently took out the lollipop from his mouth.

The mellow candy involved the ambiguous crystal silk thread, and also pulled Xia Zhixu's heart.

Xu Qichen's head moved, and he was so frightened that he thought he was awake, but Xu Qichen just rubbed it, found a more comfortable position, breathing calmly.

The whole body's perception power seemed to be concentrated on this small shoulder, Xia Zhixu didn't dare to move, his whole body was tight, for fear of waking him up.

And the bright lollipop in his hand is like the fruit that the snake in the Bible lured Eve to eat.

Very tempting.

Xu Qichen was finally awakened by Xia Zhixu.

When he got out of the car, he was still a little dazed, and with the hot river breeze on his face, he realized that Xia Zhixu took him to the river.

"Bring you to blow the hair." Xia Zhixu originally wanted to pull his arm, but finally gave up. He passed the lollipop in his hand to Xu Qichen, "You are asleep, I will take it out for you." Xu Qichen took the candy blankly, and put it in his mouth again after hesitating, it was cool and sweet.

Xia Zhixu led him onto the bridge, “It’s nice to watch the sunset here. My grandpa lives nearby. When I was young, he used to lead me around.” He held the railing by the bridge with both hands, “he told me If you are unhappy, please tell the Yangtze River. As soon as the wind blows, it will disappear."

The bridge is very long and long, spanning the entire Yangtze River, and the warm red sunset was crushed and sprinkled on the surface of the river, sparkling and very beautiful. Xu Qichen leaned back against the railing of the bridge, and after a while he said solemnly, "Who told you?"

Xia Zhixu knew he was asking about the death date.

"Whoever you told me, who told me."

He seemed to blame himself for what he said. Xu Qichen thought so. But he never asked, how could he say it well, as if he had won sympathy.

"Did you not sleep well last night? You fell asleep as soon as you got in the car."

Xu Qichen nodded, and a warm river wind whizzed past his ears. He didn't sleep all night last night. As long as he closed his eyes, he felt that he had returned to that day. There was a fragmented crash in his ears, and his vision was full of bright red.

"Just treat me as the air, and I'm not here." Xia Zhixu smiled softly, "If you have anything unhappy, tell the Yangtze River, lighter, it will disperse when blown by the wind, heavy Will sink to the bottom of the river and will never bother you again."

To be honest, Xu Qichen turned around and lay on the railing like him.

His voice was very soft and soft, as if he would really be blown away by the wind.

"...How are you doing?"

"I miss you so much."

Xia Zhixu's heart froze, he couldn't even say the words father and mother.

He felt crying in his voice, but he turned his face to look at him, but he did not cry, his lips were pressed tightly, as if he couldn't say more.

Xia Zhixu couldn't help but stretched out his hand and touched the back of his soft-looking head a few times.

"They miss you too."

"They want you to be happy every day."

Xu Qichen lowered his head and buried it in his arms. Xia Zhixu's palm was very warm, as if possessing some peculiar healing power, which made his painful and manic heart gradually calm down with gentle strokes.

He raised his head slightly, revealing a pair of eyes from his arms, watching the sunset that was sinking like his mind not far away.

"It would be great if my heart could really be like a house. I would vacate some furniture when I felt it was crowded, clean up when I felt dirty, and throw out the trash. It only takes a while to get a new look."

His voice was dull, and he smiled softly, "But it is impossible. It is not a house, it is a rotting tree root that is inhabited by various germs. I can't get rid of the bad emotions that corrupt me. Let it rot a little bit."

"Then pull him out and expose him to the sun."

Xu Qichen glanced at him, and the other side showed two tiger teeth and smiled sincerely and brilliantly.

Xia Zhixu retracted his hand and leaned on the railing, "Actually, if the heart is really a small house..."

He wanted to speak but stopped, Xu Qichen turned his face and looked at him suspiciously.

Xia Zhixu shook his head, "Nothing."

If it really is.

I want to live in your little house and clean it for you every day.

As for compensation...

Just give me a smile every day.

The two people didn't know how long they stood on the sidewalk on the bridge. The heart of the river blew up and the sugar in their mouths had already melted away.

A couple of lovers suddenly walked behind him. The boy seemed to be a little lax, his tone full of complaints.

"Why do you have to pull me here? This bridge is too long and it takes a lot of effort to walk."

The girl’s voice was a little bit coquettish, “This is the first bridge across the Yangtze River in history. Haven’t you heard that legend? If two people walk across the Yangtze River Bridge together, they can stay together forever. together."

"Such words deceive little girls like you."

Two people walked over in noisy clamor and dropped a so-called legend, which made Xia Zhixu and Xu Qichen feel uncomfortable.

"Let's return to the same route later." Xia Zhixu said awkwardly.

Xu Qichen was silent for a while, then looked up at the unfinished half of the journey.

"It's all here, let's go." He added, "If it is a friend, this legend should also apply."

Do you want to be two friends who will never be separated for a lifetime?

Hu's teeth grinded the inner wall of the mouth, faintly uncomfortable.

"Maybe."

Said that the two people stood up straight and walked towards the other end of the bridge.

Xia Zhixu looked at the turbulent river under the bridge, and the opposite bank, which is not getting closer and closer, "Speaking of which, I like that poem very much."

"One bridge flies north and south, and the moat becomes a thoroughfare?"

"Ok."

"It is very imposing." Xu Qichen affirmed.

Xia Zhixu walked in silence, but he didn't think about the momentum, whether it matched the scenery in front of him.

He was just thinking, will the insurmountable moat in his heart one day become a thoroughfare?

Can't help but lower his head and smile.

"Why are you laughing?"

"Oh, nothing."

It’s a good thing to have dreams.